I ran through the dark hall and quickly opened the door, which to my surprise wasn`t locked. As soon as got into the room I leaned against the wall, trying to calm my fast breathing. I stood there for some seconds and suddenly heard a soft noise. Just then I realized that I was in Mello`s room and it was a midnight. Logically I should have left quickly but I didn`t...Hoping that he wouldn`t wake up I stood there silently...I didn`t want to go back in my room..
"what the hell do you want Near?!" he asked in a low, sleepy voice and looked at me with half leaded eyes.
I looked down at my feet. I didn`t know what to answer…I was too proud to say the truth..
"I asked the question…"
I slowly looked at him. Mello was topless, his golden hair messed up and his chicks flashed a little. I`ve never seen him like ...looked ..beautiful?... I realized I was staring and looked away…
"I…I was…."
Trying to think about a proper reason I started playing with my hair.
"Near, come here"
I was surprised, but went to the bed slowly. He pulled the covers and patted the place next him. I was shocked now… Did he mean I could lay down?...in HIS BED…
"Can I?..."
"lay down at last!" his voice sounded a bit angry.
I laid next to him carefully trying not to touch him. After some minutes of silence he put his arm around me and pulled me closer. My eyes widened... Was he trying to hug me? I was a bit scared…nobody had touched me like that before…but Mello was so warm, it was somehow wellcoming. I put my head on his chest and tried to relax. I never thought, that being close to someone would be so.....comforting.
"Why did you let me to stay?" I asked almost whispering.
"Because you`re cute when you`re scared…besides you look so weak and helpless right now, I love seeing you like that"
I hadn`t replied…. I didn`t expect anything else from him anyway…
"so are you afraid of the storm?"
"...no"
The storm didn`t scared me… I was afraid of that dark , silent room….the loneliness. Suddenly I felt so lonely there… the white walls were like a kaje…
"what`s wrong?"
Mello looked at me surprised and suddenly I felt that I was trembling… I tried to say something but my throat hurt. Then something rolled down my chick… was I crying?...
"I don`t want…..to..go back…" it was hard to talk...I never felt like that before
Mello hugged me tighter.
"you don`t have to. You can stay here tonight…."
He brushed away the hair covering my eyes and wiped the tears away….it was strange.. was he trying to be gentle? Did it mean he cared?...
"Mello….are you..wo-worried about me?..."
I wasn`t sure what I was saying anymore… tears started rolling down my chicks again. He looked at me with his deep blue eyes
"maybe.."
It was all he said. Then Mello wiped my tears once again… we were silent. I closed my eyes. I felt strange and somehow warm..it was nice to be held by Mello. I could hear his heart beat… so he did care?... I was already half asleep when soft lips touched my forehead.. I was startled , but didn`t open my eyes….. maybe he did…. this thought made me feel somehow happy...I went to sleep
soo.......how is it?.. I seriouzly need reviews..
