I was sipping out of my latte in the cafe with my stuff packed, ready to go for Raw's Road to Wrestlemania tour in Doha, Qatar in Western Asia. I was waiting for Seth to come down with his stuff packed so we can leave. I was still mad at him from last night but he promised to make things better so I'm giving him that chance. He finally came down and saw me in the cafe.

"I thought we were going to Waffle House, just you and me." He said, walking up to me.

(We have Waffle House in the south in case if you guys don't know that place.)

"I don't really want to go. Besides, I'm ready to be at Doha. You'll figure out something."

"If you say so." He said, kissing my forehead.

Dean walks in with Roman with their stuff packed and ready to go. Dean had on a black hoodie that said Gold's Gym in yellow letters and a black skull cap and jeans. He looked very handsome, especially with his scruff getting darker. I just wanted to rub my hands all over it. Now I don't even stop thinking about Dean. It's been nonstop and you know what? I don't even feel guilty. I love Seth but I was starting to fall in love with Dean. Madly.

When we were in the airport heading to our gate, I proceeded to hold hands with Seth but I just kept looking at the back of Dean's head. He just looked so good.

Finally, we got to Doha. It just turned daylight and it was warm, not like it was back in the U.S. I was amazed how beautiful this place was. It was like a mix of New York City and Panama City Beach. Hotels surrounded the circle infested ocean and in the middle of the circle was a island.

(Google it. I tried to explain it the best way I can.)

I decided to get my own hotel room because I wanted to be by myself for a little while. My room had a balcony looking over the island, desk I could put my laptop on and a comfortable bed. I sniffed in the sweet smell of the outdoors and looked out into the bright ocean. Seagulls were singing and flying all over the place. I decided to grab my swimsuit and get some sun before tonight's show.

I laid out in the sunlight with Kaitlyn and Layla, catching some rays. It feels good to hang with the girls again out of work and not to be with the boys. I had my speakers plugged in and was playing Bob Marley and some other reggae music.

"So you two are together?" Layla asked me.

"Yeah." I said.

"Now why didn't you tell me?"

"I said the exact same thing to her!" Kaitlyn said.

"Look, I'm sorry okay! Besides, I don't know if me and him are going to last long anyways..."

They just looked at me. "What?"

"Yeah. One of those girls that me and you saw..." I said, pointing at Kaitlyn. "...she was hitting on him and he was just smiling. Like I didn't even exist!"

"That's pretty low..." Layla said.

"Well, maybe he was nervous and he didn't know what to do." Kaitlyn said.

"That's what I thought but then I don't know..."

"Look, just give him another chance. This is the first mess up he's had." Kaitlyn said.

"Three strikes, you're out!" Layla said.

"Make that two strikes." I said. "Besides, there's this other guy I'm starting to like."

"Roman?" Kaitlyn said.

"No! He has a fiance and a daughter!"

"Then who?" Layla said.

I just looked down and tried to ignore that question. Kaitlyn knew I was thinking about and just sighed.

"It's Dean Ambrose, isn't it?"

I just kept silent.

"Oh my god... Kelsey, he's a lunatic!"

"Yeah, I know but there's something about him! Something...irresistable." I said, starting to smile.

"What? Someone's blood on the floor turns you on?" Kaitlyn said.

"No... Look, I don't know okay? I just think he's not that crazy psychopath type of human being he really is."

"I just hope you're right..." she said, laying back down.

"I love Seth. I really do... but Dean is so..."

"Mean?" Layla said.

"Creepy?" Kaitlyn said.

"Alright, shut up. Both of you." I said, getting pissed off.

"We're sorry. We'd just expect you to find someone less... you know." Kaitlyn laughed.

"Well, I always like to give people a chance."

"You're too sweet, Kels." Layla said.

"Yeah, I know." I said.

After laying out in the sun for hours, I finally come back in all sweaty and drenched in sunscreen. I saw on the desk that there was some red roses and a card. I looked closely at the roses and saw a red fake one.

Dear Kelsey,

I have felt so guilty since our little incident last night. So out of the kindness of my heart and show you how sorry I am, I got you some roses. I want to make it up to you. I just hope that we can get past this and stay together as long as we can. I will always love you until the last pedal falls.

XOXO

Seth

I smiled. Now I knew what the fake rose ment. Maybe he was really sorry.

I drove to the arena that night. I had a tag team match with Paige against Tamina and Summer Rae. Apparently, those two are having a spat now and hate each other. We won the match but out of the corner of my eye, I see Dean at the top, looking over the railing. I just glared at him and walked off. After that, I decided to leave and head back to the hotel. I always hate being at house shows because you can't even watch the matches. I knew that Dean and Seth lost to Daniel Bryan and Kane when Roman interfered.

When I got into my hotel room, I just dropped my bags near the door. When I came into the bedroom, my eyes widened. Dean was sitting on the bed, smelling the roses that Seth gave me. He was still in his Shield gear, he was all sweaty and his hair was pulled back. His muscles were glistening in the light, making me weak in the knees. Then he looks at me and smiles.

"What the... what the hell are you doing in my room? How'd you get here so fast?"

"Found a key that Seth used to get in here. Doesn't matter how fast I got here." He said, getting up towards me.

"Uh... Yeah, it does matter." I said, backing away.

"Just tell me. You want me to stay don't you?"

"Where's Seth?" I said, hitting a wall.

"He's back at the arena with Roman. He's stalling him for me." He said, getting closer.

"I don't want you, Dean. Leave me alone."

"Now, you know that's not true right?" He said, brushing a hand on my face.

"I know it is." I studdered.

He just chuckled and sniffed my hair. "You look so good..."

"Dean, please. Don't do this. I'm begging you."

"I haven't done anything. I'm just admiring your smell."

"Dean, please..." I said, trying to move away but he pushes me back into the wall.

"You're not going to get away from me this time." He whispered and then kisses me on the lips.

I kept fighting and kicking, just to get away from him but his grasp was way too strong. I wanted to give in but I couldn't do this to Seth. He finally just grabbed me and throws me on the bed. He managed to get his pants down right before I started crawling out of the bed and towards the door. He grabbed me and threw me back. He then pulls my pants and underwear down. He had me pinned on the bed, I was still struggling but barely. He grabs a condom from the pocket of his vest and puts it on him. He then grabs my arms and pushed inside me. I started screaming and then he puts a towel in my mouth, like reins for a horse. He was definitely a lot bigger than Seth. I was in pain, in agony. He then started pulling my hair and ripped off my shirt. He unhooks bra and send it flying across the room. One hand was still pulling my hair and the other one was grabbing and slapping my bare breasts. The pain then started turning to passion. That demon was already out, taking control over me. I started moaning and fought less.

"You like that, don't you?" He said and I nodded. "Oh, you dirty girl."

He takes the towel out of my mouth and he started hearing me moan louder.

"Fuck me harder." I said.

He then pushes my head to the bed and grabs my hips and fucks me harder. I was moaning so loud that the people in the next room can hear us. Seth was never this good, Dean was a bad boy. He then pulls out and gets on the bed, dragging me along with him. He managed to get his pants off of his ankles and my pants and underwear off so we were both naked now. He gets on top of me and pushes back in. We were going at it like animals. I was screaming at the top of my lungs, calling his name and giving him commands. I've never felt more alive then I have been before. I clawed down his back, leaving huge red marks.

"Dean, I'm coming. Please stop!" I moaned.

"Not yet." He panted.

He started fucking me faster and harder. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he buries his teeth into my flesh. It wasn't long until I finally came. He then pulls out and takes off the condom and started stroking off in my face. His fluid exploded in my face, not being able for me to see. He moaned as he let more of his self right on my face. He got off the bed and hands me a rag for me to wipe off my face. I looked at him and he smirked.

"Now, you still believe that you don't want me?" He chuckled.

I just kept silent and he sits on the bed with me.

"Come on... You can't fight it anymore." He said, whispering in my ear.

"Dean... I still love Seth but..."

"But what?" He said.

"I don't know... Just leave okay?"

"Look, even though you think I'm some kind of creep, I can still change."

I just looked at him and he was serious.

"I mean, I'll try..."

"I uh... don't know what to say about that."

"Just give me some time."

"Fine but no more of this, you understand me?"

"Deal." He said, getting dressed and then walks away to leave but then stops. "Oh and by the way, text me once in a while." He says and then leaves out the door.

I laid on the bed, still smelling the essence of Dean Ambrose all over me. The demon was now back in it's cage, sleeping like nothing's wrong. What have I done? I just cheated on Seth. The bad thing is... I'm glad I got to be with Dean tonight. I still feel guilty. My god, I don't know what to do. What happens if Seth finds out? I started panicking. I knew I was in deep trouble now. All of a sudden, there was a knock on the door. I grabbed a robe and went to the door. It was Seth, still in his Shield gear, holding some movies and snacks in his hand. I started feeling really guilty now.

"Hey." He smiled.

"Hey." I said, still tired, guilty.

"You okay?"

"Just a bad night..." I said, scratching my head.

"Well, I know just what to do!" He said, walking into my room and grabbing my laptop from the desk. "Movie night!"

"Seth..." I said.

"Come on, I want to make you feel better. It's the least I can do."

"Seth, we need to talk..." I said.

He looked at me, hoping it's not what he's thinking. I was about to tell him what happened but if I told him now, it would break his heart and he wouldn't trust me ever again. This is worst than just smiling at this one pretty girl. This was far worse from that.

"Stay with me tonight? Please?" I said.

He lets go of his breath he was holding and smiled. "I thought it would be worse! I would love to."

I half-smiled, knowing that I should've told him the truth. I already had a regrettable night. I don't want to make this to more of a bad night with a breakup. We popped in a movie and laid down on the bed. I laid my head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat instead of the movie.

"Seth?"

"Yeah?"

"You know, I love you right?"

"Of course."

"If you've ever done something wrong, you can tell me and I can tell you what I've done wrong to make us feel better. I want us to trust each other, whatever comes our way."

"Why are you talking about this? Did you do something wrong?" He laughes.

"No, I'm just saying. If it happens, I will tell you. No strings attached. You have to trust me."

"Kels..." He said, lifting my chin up. "...don't worry about us. I'm not going anywhere. I promise you that."

"Will you tell me?"

"Of course." He said, kissing me on the lips.

"Thank you baby." I said as we cuddled in each other's arms, watching the movie.