Hello there! I'm deciding to make another freakin' fic that maybe some of you will maybe like…except for those who don't like male/male relationships…not really relationships and all…but if you read on, you'll find out pretty soon! Please read and review! Read on!
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters I use in my fics…the SNK ones. Also, some lyrics parts to a song from my former favorite band, Elliott! Anyhoo, onto this fic!
Chapter 1: Bittersweet life
"What are you doing tonight?" The brunette asked, looking at the blonde for a moment.
"Nothing…just the usual…" The blonde trailed off.
"Oh…what's the usual?" The brunette smirked slightly.
"Practice with my music, and all…it's gonna become famous one day, you know?" The blonde smirked back, heading out the door.
"Right. I'll see you later then, Beni." The brunette laughed slightly, waving him off.
"All right then, see ya, Kyo." Benimaru raced off. He knew he was going to be late…but they could wait, couldn't they?
Once at the door, Benimaru knocked slightly, afraid to knock any louder-he hoped that nobody heard him, so he could just go home. Unfortunately, a man in his mid-thirties opened the door.
"Why are you late? I might as well tell you to leave right now." The man angrily spat, looking at the blonde with a glare.
"I had to finish something at school-please, I can make up for it." Benimaru gulped slightly, hoping that he'd re-consider. After all, he needed it…needed it for a certain reason.
"All right…but you better promise that this will be good." The man smirked, signaling the blonde inside. Benimaru walked inside nervously, looking around. The man pointed to the bed. The blonde sat on it while the man readied himself. He took off his suit, and tie, smirking as he came towards the blonde slowly. He pushed the blonde onto the bed, kissing him forcefully. The man caressed the blonde's body, undressing him quickly, possessing himself onto him…after all, he was paying this young, blonde man for it…he could do anything he wanted to him…
30 minutes later, the man slid out, taking off the condom, then going for his wallet in his pants. The blonde lay there, just as he did with every other…feeling ashamed, helpless…
"Here you go. Now get your sweet ass out of here before I get the urge to get seconds on you." The man smirked, handing the blonde a wad of money. The blonde got dressed quickly, and headed out, counting the money along the way. ($600…it's good enough… but it's still not enough…) Benimaru thought, biting his lip nervously. He felt dirty…dirtier than before…and each appointment left him feeling even dirtier than before, almost as if the dirtiness clung to him, and built up on him...
He headed home, where he took a shower, scrubbing himself at least 30 times, but still feeling the same…empty inside, dirty. (Who am I?) He asked himself as he looked in the mirror, looking at the face reflecting…was it really him? He couldn't recognize himself anymore. Benimaru headed to his microphone in the middle of the living room, and plugged it in. He set the speakers low, so only he could hear himself, and began to sing.
"Bound to own, all of our dreams, intimate love affairs with common man themes." He took a quick breath, and continued. "You'll come quick, you'll come here now, fool to make it all erase. You stand where you fall, you climb where you cave, your looks spent the life, your body would pay. You're a minute thin when the time is always right. You've already Americanized your thoughts." He raised his voice slightly, singing with more passion. "Realize I try, feel it's all I've got! It's all Americanized, that's all, you lead your life, pretending that you're not found dead yet, you've already made it, you've already made your goal…" He dropped the microphone, covering his head with his hands. Tears fell slowly down his cheek, and onto the carpeted ground. He cried silently, wishing that he didn't have this life…this bittersweet life…
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So, what did you guys think? I know, you're like, why start a fic when you haven't even finished the other ones? Well, this came to my mind after watching some TV…and so, I really felt like it would be a great fic that I could really write at the moment. I just got the urge to write this-and I hope that ya'll like the start of it! Please review, later, peace:D
