Every night she prayed to God to bring back the girl into her life, every night she pours her heart, crying silently in the dark. Every night she wonders, if she can find love like theirs. Every night she wishes for someone to come and fix her broken heart. Because every night the pain is getting worse, it's too much to handle, too much to bear.

"Good Morning Em!" a very cheery Hanna greeted her, in her locker with a kiss on her cheeks. "Morning Han, So you and caleb finally back together? 'coz you look so happy," Emily says eyeing her bestfriend. "No, but, can't I be happy without Caleb?" Hanna says, linking their arms, "C'mon, we're gonna be late". "Whatever you say," Emily says letting Hanna drag her to their first class.

Emily Fields loves spending time with her three best friends, sure it's not easy on them with 'A' constantly stalking and blackmailing them, but when 'A' is on a rest or maybe being lazy to send them any threatening message, they sure use the time to have some fun, and just be a normal teenage girl. Emily Fields, lost two person in her life whom she love so dearly. First was Allison, her first love, her first kiss, her first heart break, second was maya, who became her everything, she was so madly in love with maya, she was crazy about the girl, she gave their relationship a second chance, she was the person who she gave her heart, but the two were murdered, she wonders if 'A' really hates her that much, taking the life of the two person who were special in her life. But right now, Emily will do everything to protect her friends in any way, though mostly it was Spencer who's very protective amongst them. She likes Spencer, if she's going to date again she wishes them to be more like Spencer, Smart, Kind, Sweet, Athletic, and very protective like a parent to her child, That's Spencer Hasting, a girl of her dreams, but they are best friends. Emily Fields has a crush on Spencer for a long time now, it never fades, even when she's falling for Ali, Spencer still makes her heart flutter, or When she was dating Maya, Spencer never failed to make her blush. But Spencer is only a friend, a very good friend, crush is just a crush, a silly one in fact, because Spencer is straight like a ruler, sure she wears her clothes differently at times, or the fact that she plays hockey like a guy, and she's very strong doesn't make her gay right? And she's not ready to go there yet, thinking about the possibilities of them together. She's still on the process of letting go. But yes, Emily Fields definitely has a huge crush on Spencer Hasting, like she said, it never fades.

"Hey Em, you okay in there?" Aria asked her. "um, yes, just thinking." Emily says now facing aria fully. "what about?" the shorter girl asked. "Stuff, A… Maya.. Everything.." Emily says with a sigh, "Oh, A is a bitch, we just have to stick with one another, everything is gonna be fine.. and for Maya, im sure she don't like seeing you sad, you have to let go Em, its been a while, Cheer up! We're here to forget our problem even for a night right? C'mon!" Aria hug Emily and drag her to where Spencer and Hanna sitting throwing popcorn at each other. "Thanks Aria" Emily whispers before they got to their two friends. And they went to sit with the brunette and the blonde on the living room and started gossiping and drinking a little to ease all the stress caused by A. "So Spence, I heard you and Toby talking yesterday, well it seems like you're not getting it on this time!" Hanna says with a smirk. "OMG! Shut up! You're not supposed to hear that! And Why are you eaves dropping anyway." Spencer says blushing and smacking the blonde with a pillow. "Ouch! And firstly, im not eaves dropping, it's not my problem if you're voice is not low enough okay? And secondly smack me with a pillow again, im so gonna beat your ass." Hanna says confidently. "guys seriously? We're here to have fun, it's a sleepover not a pillow fight slash smacking club" Aria said glaring at the two. "Maybe we can just play?" Spencer offered. "Spencer is right, let's play." Emily says smiling at her friends, something never change, she thought. "truth or Dare!" Hanna says a little enthusiastic. "okay, I don't see any harm on it, me first, Spencer, truth or dare?"

"Truth"

" are you cheating on Toby?" Aria asked, wih a smirk and eyeing Spencer carefully, "OH GOD NO! Aria! I thought you're on my side? I cant believe this! Why do you think that kind of stuff,?" Spencer says huffing. "because you're not putting off?" aria say with a shrug, "Guys, with A and school stuff im so stress, to have sex with Toby okay? And im waiting for the right time." Spencer says, with a slight blush, On the other side Emily, was eyeing her too, with a slight smile. "so you guys haven't?" Hanna asked incredulously. "no, so will you get off my back now?" Spencer says sighing. "Um okay, you're turn" aria says.

"Hanna truth or dare?" Spencer asked the blonde, "well dare!" The blonde says confidently. "I want you to head stand for 10 second!" Spencer says with a raise eyebrow, "that's lame Spence, im not as athletic as you okay?" hanna says crossing her arms, "I can't think of any, umm, well okay, Oh Ive got one! Kiss aria for 10 seconds!" Spencer says with a smug look, she knows the blonde would never kiss another girl, she's so much like a Barbie, a very straight Barbie, and then.. the Blonde smirk and pulled aria by the shirt and connect their lips, Spencer was speechless, her jaw hit the floor by what she saw, aria kissing back passionately and she's sure she saw a tongue in there, after more than 10 seconds and moaning, Emily finally pulled the two apart, she too was shocked. And she's sure its not because of the dare, she remembers Hanna, being so happy The last few days and constantly flirting with aria, she just shrug it off, because she knew that Hanna is a flirt, and she remembers aria sending Hanna notes during class, Hanna giggling on it, she knows that too well, that little blush, the flirting, the giggling, the excuses most nights. And Aria having the look and excuses. It all just clicked. "OH MY GOD! Are you two together or what? because that kiss says something.. And please don't lie, we all know that doesn't end well." Emily says. Spencer gaped, and the two were like deer caught on a head lights.

AN: so what do you think? This is my first time to write Spemily story so go easy on me please, Its just friendship for now, but I will definitely build their relationship, into more interesting one. And what do you think about Hanna/Aria? We'll see about that. So if you want me to continue, just hit the review button.