Alice.
She skips around the house like a dancer, and I'd be content to just sit on the coach and watch her walk by for the rest of my life. Her smile is infectious and beautiful and every time I see it takes my theoretical breathe away and all my self control not to grab her and kiss her there, in the middle of the whole family
The majority of humans I've seen, based on real life, books, movies, plan out large romantic nights to tell their soul mates that they love them. Not my Alice and me.
The second she took my hand in that diner I looked at her and said, "I love you, Alice,"
I was shocked and confused. Had I really told this beautiful creature, whom I had just met, that I love her? The words sounded right coming from my mouth especially with her name at the end. But that was never the man I was, I was southern gentleman turned into a viscous monster who had to survey his surroundings and everyone in them to make sure they weren't enemies, and her I was telling a complete stranger I love her.
"I know" she beamed, tapping her temple, "I love you too"
I laughed. My first genuine laugh since god knows when. Alice made me laugh, she made me happy, and she loved me even though I clearly had a ruthless upbringing as a vampire, causing all my scars. And then I decided, she couldn't be a stranger to me anymore. I would learn everything I could about this little pixie and hold onto her for dear life.
And so we walked off hand in hand and in love to find the Cullen's. Alice was happy the whole time we traveled. It radiated of her, and I loved it, her happiness was pure and made feel like I was flying. We talked about our futures and I explained my past, I expected he be scared but she sat there with honest curiosity, and then she became happy again. Why? I decided when we were hunting, on animals mind you, to ask. "Alice may I be so rude as to ask, why you are so happy?"
"Does me being happy upset you?" she frowned, dropping the moose she was feeding on
I ran over to her at vampire speed and hugged her. So hard, we fell on the ground. Her face was bewildered as I switch our position so she was hovering over me. I kissed her hard and passionate. It felt like my body was being burned away yet I couldn't get enough of the sensation, I soaring in the clouds and the second I pulled away I knew id fall down onto the ground again. I decided not to pull away.
"I love your happiness" I corrected after our kissing rampage
"I'm only happy because you're here, I love you jasper" she said truthfully.
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To this day I am aware that I don't deserve Alice. She's perfect in everyway, and she should have more than me, but she refuses to agree. To be a gentleman I shall stay and love her everyday she gives me the chance and be content. She told I was apart of her now and where I went, she went. How could that beautiful, pure, happy individual be apart of a monster like me? She told me, we complete each other, to halves of a whole. I believed her. Alice was the only thing that kept me right, that made anything make sense, her presents calmed me. I would love for eternity, with no second thoughts.
