Hey people! Its my first one...

Don't really know what to say but...

I got the idea from reading a book a while back (cant remember name) and thought it was perfect for a Paul story and am SO nervous bout posting this :O

I only own my OCs and nothing else .. ENJOY! :D

''Are you sure you're ready?''

My mother's words kept on ringing inside my head, such a simple question and yet I had no answer. Am I? Am I truly ready to commit to something so serious?

''You're so young, you have your entire life ahead of you''

Truth is am only 18 I've never drank alcohol, I've never been traveling and committing to something as serious as marriage petrified me.I've never lived to the fullest. What if it's too soon?

''He's too old for you honey ''

's 12 years older than me and I love him more than anything else in the world. He's intelligent, polite and funny .He's that sort of man that brightens up the room whenever he shoots one of his famous grins. He's amazing from every perspective and I'll be a fool to ever let him go. However, he is 12 years older with no flaws and I can't help being scared. What if he leaves? What if he realises that I have nothing to offer? What if he wants a woman his own age, somebody he won't get judged for being with?

So here I was, sat in my fiancées car having second thoughts while my future husband was behind the steering wheel with an unfamiliar frown on his face on our way to spend the summer with Alex's family…

I was beyond nervous, Alex has met my family countless time but I've never even saw a photo of his so I didn't know what exactly to expect. I faintly remember him saying his dad left so it was only his brother and mum at home and come to think of it he tries to avoid talking about his family and childhood.

One thing am sure off is he hasn't visited them for at least 4 years and lately I've been getting curious .Why would such a lively open hearted character like Alex avoid his family? So we've set an agreement if we can go visit his family in the summer I would consider starting a family with him .I must say that sound like a real bitch but that's what he wants and I'm not sure if am ready way both sides win right? Nobody loses …

''You ok?''

'Yeah''I muttered

''You sure, you've been staring at the side of my face for other an hour''

Blushing I muttered a quick sorry

''Don't worry beautiful you can look as much as you want but you zoned out so am wondering if your ok.''

''Yeah, am just nervous what if they don't like me!''

''Stop being stupid, my mother will love you''

''I sure hope so''

Spacing out again, I began to wonder what Alex's brother would be like. Maybe lively rays of sunshine just like Alex, maybe he will be a shy little thing or maybe hes stuck up or will have a grudge against me for stealing his brother away from him and his mum but I didn't miss how Alex didn't even mention his brother as if he didn't care or simply forgot about him...

''Tate!''

''Y-yeah?''

''Where here ''he chuckled

God kill me now .

Why did I come here ?

Sorry! Its my first story like I said and this chapter is very short I promise it will get better and longer as the plot develops but it was really fun to write and I hope It isn't that bad :/ I'll get better as time goes on PROMISE:P

Love NamelessWanabee xxx