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AN little one shots for Skyeward month, I know this one is late, but my internet has been acting up...so better late the never...

Week 2 day one angst... Please read and review

They don't tell Skye that Ward is the new head of Hydra, they say "She has enough to worry about." She has to deal with the outbreak of inhumans, find them and try and convince them to join their team just like Coulson asked, (heaven knows shield needs all the help they can get...) Telling her about Ward would just add to her stress, so they keep it a secret from her. There are times when she's out on missions when she swears he sees him, just a quick flash or a silhouette, she's not sure if what she sees is real or just a hallucination. The thing is she would be happy enough to accept that they were just hallucinations, but odd things always seem to happen when she dose see them. Like enemies being gunned down by seemingly no one, there was also the time she exhausted her self using her powers and passed out. She worried when she woke up that she would be in the hands of the enemy, but she woke up in a small hotel room, with all of her things her weapons, still there and her wounds patched up. She's cautious as she gets up aware it could be a trap, a way to lull her into a false sense of security, but the hotel room door is unlocked and she's able to leave and return back to Shield without any complications. Skye asks Coulson if he or any of the other agents rescued her but he tells her no, assuming she had saved herself. She remembers nothing of the time she passed out to the time she woke up except for the possibility of a quiet but reassuring whisper and the faintest sensation of lips pressing on her forehead. She thinks these glimpses of Ward she has are just hallucinations, that's she's gone somewhat crazy, and she convinces herself they are... but her heart wants to believe that they are not...

They don't tell Skye when they capture Ward and throw him back into vault D. "She wouldn't do well knowing he's here again" they reason. Skye notices that the "hallucinations" or whatever they were of Ward when she goes on missions have stopped and so to have the odd occurrences. No more men being shot down by a mysterious gun man, and certainly no knight in shining armor to save her if she passes out again. Her nights have become even more tiresome. She's had enough trouble trying to sleep already. Her dreams are plagued by nightmares, some about Ward, about losing him, about never getting the chance to tell him that she... Sometimes when she wakes up and paces around the base because she can't fall back asleep and nothing seems to hold her interest, she swears she's not the only one who's crying. The sound is distant and far away, but it is undeniably crying. Not just any crying though, but the kind of crying that shatters one's heart, the crying of one who has lost their soul, but it is so faint she's not even sure it's real once again passing it off as a hallucination, due to the lack of sleep. There are also times she feels an undeniable pull in her heart, like she's being called to something like a siren's song. It only ever happens when she's on the base as if she's lost something, or something wants her to find it. She brushes it off unwilling to follow it for fear that she will find nothing...

They definitely don't tell Skye when they send Ward away to be executed(for real this time around.) "what she doesn't know wont hurt her" they reason. Only this time she finds out... It was because of a slip up or a slight mistake, most likely a level one agent forgetting to erase a file. She hacks into the systems and finds out everything, that they have been hiding it from her all this time. Anger, rage, sadness and heartbreak flow through her, and she creates the biggest earthquake she ever has, nearly destroying the entire base... she leaves after that partly because she doesn't want to hurt any one anymore, but mostly because she's tired of all the secrets and lies... Fitz and Simmons are the only one to see her out and she tells them she will keep in contact, and then she's one her own once again. Eventually she starts looking for inhumans again and even forms her own team, on occasion she and her team assist the Avengers, and on even rarer occasions she and her team assist Shield, her relationship with them never grows back to what it was, but they're friendly enough with one another. She's busy most days, but in those rare, rare days she has off she visits the grave of Grant Ward. She sits by his grave and tells him things like various missions new recruits, that she forgives, that she forgave him a long time ago... But most importantly she tells him she loves him and that she always will...