Hey this is my first fanfic so go easy on me. Enjoy!


Dear Percy,

I'm so sorry. Sorry for everything. Sorry that I forgot you. Sorry that I didn't love you. Sorry that I abandoned you when you needed me most. Sorry that I betrayed you. Sorry that you felt the need to leave. But most of all, I'm sorry that I broke your heart. I wish I hadn't because I love you. Please come back. Please forgive me. I wish you were still here to love me.

He came along and made me forget. But he can not compare to you. His cold blue eyes that once were so welcoming, are nothing to your warm sea-green eyes that held so much power over me. His neatly combed blonde hair ism't nearly as soft as your messy dark brown hair that my hands couldn't possibly resist running through. His sly smirk Isn't as nearly as heart warming as your crooked grin that held so much happiness. His heart seems so cold compared to yours.

I love you so much Percy. Please come back. I know why you left- you meant the world but when I forgot and left, I lost you. But I've changed. I would never forget you again. There is a place in my heart just for you. I hope someday you will comeback and forgive me, even though what I did was so unforgivable. I need you here next to me. I cry over you all the time.

I was stupid, blind, a jerk. I wanted more but I didn't stop to look at what I already had. But now I want you, no, need you here with me. Maybe someday I'll see you again. Maybe you'll forgive me. Maybe I'll feel those lips among mine once again.

I can't have a future without you Percy. I can't marry someone knowing I love you, and you only. I can't have children knowing they were supposed to be yours. I can't follow my dreams because you were in each and every one of them. I can't live a happy life without you here next to me.

Remember how much fun we had? Remember all the things we planned? Remember the life we were supposed to have together. Remember the names of our children to be? Remember Where we were going to live? Remember how happy you were? Do you remember these things because I sure do. I remember them all the time.

I know I blew it. You trusted me with your deepest secrets and I told them to everyone. You loved me but I forgot about you. You were scared your heart would be broken. You took a chance and trusted me but I broke without even knowing. I promised I would always be there, even on the small things. But when you needed me most, I wasn't. I left you all alone to fend for yourself.

You always stood by me. Kept your promises. You never told anyone my secret. Even when I told them yours. You stayed loyal to me because that's just who you are. You remembered me even when I forgot you. You were always there for me, waiting with open arms. You always knew exactly what to do. You could always make me smile.

I failed to do the same to you.

I can't blame you for hating me. But I wish you would just forget. I'm lost without you. No one can make me as happy as you did. I miss your open arms, your crooked grin, your sea-green eyes, your messy black hair. Everything. I miss every little thing about you Percy.

I got jealous. Of who or what, I don't have the slightest idea. I was being selfish. An inconsiderate jerk. I was mean. Cruel even. I want to take it back, but I can't because it already happened.

I wish you would comeback and tell me how much you love me. I don't know if you still do though. I did some horrible things to you. I want to take them back. I do. I know my words hurt. That they killed you. I know that when I hit you, it wasn't hard, but it really hurt. It hurt to know that the one you loved, doesn't love you back.

But I do. I love you very much Percy. And I'm so sorry for everything.

Love You Forever and Always,

Annabeth


Hope you liked it! Reviews are really appreciated. I might do another one where Percy reads the letter and his thoughts about it. Let me know if you would like that.