Two months after Edward left bella

( she hasn't meet jacob yet, but woke up on from her zombie state on her own)

He left me,

He truly did leave me

Finally know the truth,

im just that plain human who he can play with,

And I fell for it,

STUPID STUPID ME

Well not anymore,

With that thought I ran back to Charlie's. Thank god he isn't in yet. I ran upstairs as quickly as I could. Without falling over once again. Huh that's odd when did I stop been clumsy again. I didn't start till I meet Edward now it's stopped.

Hey maybe the old me from Arizona will come back now.

I hope so. I don't have a clue what happened to me once I meet Edward. I was like a different person. I think I've finally woke up.

Well first thing first is to go and get some new clothes. Why I decided to chuck my whole closet away after I meet him I don't know.

Can you believe it me Bella who hates shopping is going to buy a whole new closet!

They will get a shock on school on Monday. I will be like the new girl I should have been on my first day.

Hmmmm to help with my change I think im going to need some help. While thinking this I went to get my laptop. Then the light bulb flashed on. I know who I could get to come and live in forks with me. Im sure Charlie wont mind and anyway I need someone to keep me busy away from the cullens. Looking through my laptop contacts on AOL I found exactly who im looking for. BLAKE! Yess I knew he would be online now.

His my best friend and well we kinda dated but not properly anyway. But when I was leaving Arizona I was kinda falling in love him but then I meet Edward. Coming to think about it I think with Edward it was just the fact that he the mythical creature who was stunning and dangerous and well danger draws me in. But if I think about it I don't think I really truly gave him all my love. When I was with him I was thinking of blake, when Edward wasn't with me I was thinking of blake. When Edward was hunting I stayed on the phone with blake. HELL my life is all about Blake. Well Blake is stunning with his jet black hair similar to Jaspers but straight with style but still looks like sexy bed hair. His a couple of inches taller than Edward but had more muscle not as much as Emmet but more than Jasper. His always been there for me. And well his parents are mega rich even though it doesn't matter. Thank god his online now.

New/old bella coming back(: : BLAKEEE(:
Blake: Bella booo(:

New/old bella coming back(: : Blakee babyyy do you wanna move to forks?
Blake: Yeshhh BABYYY! It will be like old times and better(: but whyy now?

New/old bella coming back(: : cos well I split up with e-edward and I want help brining the old Arizona bella to forks they haven't seen her. Plus I missed you and the times we had(: so will you?

Blake: yeahh corseee. I was meant to come up there for this brake anyway my flights tomorrow morning. Since its winter brake(:

New/old bella coming back(: : WHAT! And when where you going to tell me?

Blake: Charlie arranged it said it could be a surprise.

New/old bella coming back(: :WOO NOWAY! just go make sure its alright with you parents for you to move here then, you can have the guest room till whenever(: I can't wait!

Blake: Okkkk back in a min bella boo(:

New/old bella coming back: TICK TOCK TICK TOCK.

Blake: Bella booo I can live in forks(: my mom gonna ring Charlie just to make sure its alright.

New/old bella coming back: Corse it is. OMG blake ive been like this zombie since 2 days after my birthday and today I woke up. He will be glad and with you staying he thinks it will help which it will:D

New/old bella coming back: Right im off to go shopping I ent been in ages for some reason after I meet Edward I hated it. I chucked all my old clothes out:( BIG SHOPPING SPREE NOW. Want me to get you anything?

Blake: WOW who would of thought shopaholic bella would hate shopping. Nahh your alright just get me some school stuff that's it I'll bring the rest with me. And get loads of clothes for you;) ill pay half as a present since I missed you birthday!

New/old bella coming back(: : you sure blake? My birthday was terrible but alright if you sure. THANKSSS:D

New/old bella coming back(: : Oh yeah what time you coming tomorrow?

Blake: should be there for lunch Charlie picking me up.

New/old bella coming back(: : Okkk see you tomorrow blake love you xx

Blake: cyahh can't wait (: bye bye bella boo xxx

I put my laptop away got my money from working at mike's parents camping shop. This should get me my clothes and make-up again. With that I grabbed my coat and walked out the door to my red rusty truck.