I would love to tell you

I would love to yell it out to the wind, how much I care about you. And how you make me lose myself and my persona, when I'm around you. I might seem normal and act normal in front of other people and you. But inside my heart is beating rapidly in side my chest. Sometimes I feel like it's going to burst out any minute. I want to tell you how I feel. How I would do anything for you. I wouldn't care what others would think of me. Even if I made a fool out of myself. Sometimes I feel that the words are threatening to come out. But I stop myself before those word slip out. Know you that you're in a delicate stage that you can't feel love or even return those feelings.

But even though you don't see me in that way, I'm just happy that I am an important person in your life. I just hope you don't shut me out of your life. I love you so much it's unbearable to contain these feelings. When I have a dreadful day I just need to see your loving smile and all my worries melt away.

But I don't deserve you….. I've made so many mistakes in my life that I'm not proud of. I've lost so much of myself. I don't really know who I am anymore.

But once I met you again… u brought out feelings within me that I thought were long dead. I didn't even know that I could still love. Without you and I know it, I feel head over heels over you.

I would love to tell you that I am your prince "corn" or my given name Hizuri Kuon

But through it all I love you KYOKO…..