Disclaimer: I don't own Total Drama


I am in love with my best friend. And it's frustrating that he seems to see through all of me but my heart.

He can't see how I make up little excuses to be near him. Whether it's sitting next to him or sparring or just walking to class.

He can't see my stomach doing flips when he smiles at me or the way my heart flutters when he compliments me on the tiniest thing.

He can't see me blush the lightest shade of pink when he catches me looking at him in class.

He can't see my legs turn to jelly when he touches me, even for the most insignificant reasons.

He can't see how jealous I am when girls that obviously don't deserve him flirt with him.

And despite how well we know each other, he has always been oblivious to the way I feel about him.

He'll never notice how when I hug him, I hold on a little longer. He'll never notice that when he cracks a joke, I laugh a little louder. He'll never notice that when I'm with him, I smile a little brighter. He'll never notice that when he's around, I try a little harder. He'll never notice how when he gets close, my heart beats faster.

Because no matter how much I love him, he'll never know