Eventual Derek /Addison ship

Disclaimer I own nothing grey's anatomy is the work of Shondra Rhimes all characters are property of their respective owners

I only take them out to play

What if Addison didn't abort Derek's baby but gave birth. Oh and Derek doesn't know that he's a father. I disregard the whole mark thing. Addison and Derek are famous but not world famous. This story takes place Before Seattle and before the cheating

Addison is lying down in bed crying trying to cope with the situation she's in and what she's going to do. She'd been in bed for hours and still she was in shock. I can't believe he said that, thought Addison. She had just told her husband that they were expecting and he told her that he didn't want it.

*flashback*

Addison couldn't believe it, after 6 months of trying she's finally pregnant. She had a little person growing inside her, a person she and Derek had created. She just couldn't wait to tell Derek. After her doctor's appointment she drove straight home, now she just needs to find a way to tell him with out revealing that his sister Nancy knew first.

She got home about two hours earlier than usually did; so she had time to get everything ready for when Derek got there. First, she began dinner then she took a shower and changed into something more comfortable. In a little less than two hours she had everything ready, dinner was cooked and the scene was set. Now all she had to do was, wait for her husband to arrive. Ten minutes passed then fifteen, then thirty after an hour and a half she was getting restless. When he finally arrived she was napping on the couch, and dinner was ruined from reheating it so many times. She got up when she heard him come in and put a smile on her face. She felt she was going to burst if she didn't tell him the news. "Derek sit down I have something to tell you." Derek sat down but with apprehension. He then turned to Addison and waited for her to speak. "I'm pregnant, were going to have a baby!" she expected exuberance, or tears or anything besides the silence she received. For a full five minutes they sat in silence, Derek too much in shock to say anything and Addison waiting for Derek's response to what she just said. "Addison, are you sure? I thought you were on birth control. We can't have a baby right now were just getting in to the big stuff." Derek said. "Of course I'm sure I'm pregnant I went to the doctor to confirm it, and we talked about stopping the birth control months ago, but I guess you weren't listening. And what do you mean we can't have a baby right now. We're already pregnant." Addison answered defensively

"Addison, get rid of it. We're not ready Addi," Derek said taking Addison's hands in his own, he continued "we've only just begun our surgical careers, a baby right now would not only be an inconvenience it wouldn't be fair to the baby. We're always working and we would have to cut back on hours and…." Addison didn't hear any thing after that the flood of emotions rushing from her head made her deaf to his words; she was the one in shock now. And after, her shock; came the anger at her husband's words (at least the ones she heard); to him work was more important than the child she was carrying. Before he could finish his sentence she threw her hands up and pushed him away. With tears streaming down her face she looked at Derek and asked him, "What the hell is wrong with you?! This is our baby" she said, while putting her arms around her abdomen protectively. After Addison's outburst Derek lost his calm. Yelling "what's wrong with me" motioning to his chest "nothing I'm not ready for a baby, and we may have talked about you stopping birth-control but I'm sure we never agreed for you to stop taking it." Lowering his voice and kneeling in front of Addison looking her in the face he started to make his pitch, but seeing her tears set him off "Damn it, Addison now is not the time." Once he saw that the expression on her face hadn't changed; he got up paced back and forth for a moment, then said in cold voice "I have a neurosurgery convention in Boston and another in Florida I'll be back in 2 weeks when I get back I want this situation fixed. I want this to be a bad dream, which should be forgotten." He didn't wait for a response, he kissed her on the head then went upstairs to pack his bags, and once he finished packing he left the house. Addison said nothing she just stumbled upstairs and into bed.