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FMIG: Hello all here is my first Naruto story, so plez tell me if I'm doing ok. And now here is Sasuke with the news report.
Sasuke:…
FMIG: Sasuke we're waiting….
Sasuke:…
FMIG: Say it or I'll make you uke in my next yaoi story.
Sasuke…your evil.. Amber does not own naruto…. Though according to a reliable source …we all … eye twitch we all love her and wish she did.
FMIG: now was that so hard?
Sasuke: turn head slowly towards amber do we want to test that theory?
FMIG: no thats fine. He he he nervous laghter Lol review
On with the story ….
I used to think that miracles could never happen…
Till the day it happened.
Till the day i meant him.
Not until the day something so strange happened that no would even believe me.
That day I learned happiness
I learned how to cry again
How to trust,
and how to heal a broken heart for real instead of covering up with hyper activity and caffeine.
And This is my story
Chapter 1
October 9, 2006
Kara's POV
I slowly walked back to 'the house' from the school bus that day Shaking as I walked. I still can't tell you if I was shaking from the cold or for the fear of entering the home. I stopped walking in front of the house as I looked up, And as I looked up at that house The chills started again, for I knew what was to come on that other side of the door. Pain, Fear and worry swept over me as I slowly walked up the haunting and creaky steps. Hesitantly I reached for the knob and turned it.
"3..." I started under my breath. As I walked in I set my book neatly on the table by the steps. I quietly took off my jacket hoping he would not come down, but I still counted.
"2..." I jumped as I heard footsteps coming down the stairs.
' they were like footsteps from the devil him self ' I thought to myself 'But than he was a devil in my world. Satin was nothing compared to this, he would just keep on going and…' Tears welled up in my eyes as I thought of what was to come. ' No I can't cry that is your own rule you can't break it' I argued with my self as I herd the foot stops hit the hard wood floor from off of the stairs.
"…1" I finished under my breath.
"So how was school my little slut," he said with that sickening smile that makes me come close to hurling every time that I see it. I searched for a answer in my head as the words slipped out of my mouth with out me even noticing,
"Why do you care." The second I realized that I had said it I knew the huge mistake that I had made as the glass alcohol bottle slammed into my face. Falling back I hit my head on the table and landed on the cold hard wood floor.
"get up" he said as I touched my cheek to feel something wet on my hands. I didn't even need to look down to see what it was because I already knew it was blood from the taste from it running in my mouth. I stood only to have my other cheek get bitch slapped with the broken bottle again. I cried out as he Slammed me against the well and he just started hitting my head off the wall over and over, until then my eye sight started going as everything went from Simple red spots to complete and empty darkness.
In Kohona The villagers were decorating the streets for the celebration tomorrow for the Anniversary of the defeat of The great nine tailed fox, Kyuubi. Chatter of excitement filled every house of Kohona, well every house except one. Sitting on his bed, looking down with that sad look on his face that would make almost anyone want to run to the boy and cry for him since he wouldn't himself. The blonde Was planning on telling his friends this year, but right before he could this morning he seen them. All looking so happy, Carefree like they hadn't a worry in the world. He couldn't destroy that, he wouldn't be worthy to even have them as friends if he did. So instead of even saying 'Hi' He just walked back to his apartment getting glares and threats as he walked.
'What will I have to do for them to see me as me and not you, kyu' he thought to his demon.
Over the years he learned to communicate with Kyuubi but she wasn't always the most friendly company to talk to. Feeling that she had retreated to her pen for sleep he didn't even wait for a answer already knowing it was impossible.
Naruto looked out his windows watching the villagers happily prepare for tonight, and he knew what was to come for him during the next two nights. They were going to come again and he didn't know if he could win his time, he was so tired of fighting… Fighting for something he had nothing to do with. Oh yes they would come, and who you ask? The village Men would get drunk and then they would come, Destroying anything of his that they could get their hands on, even him. Running didn't work it just made it easier to corner him in the forest, going to sasuke's house was useless because he couldn't tell sasuke about Kyuubi, And ever since Naruto dragged him back from Orchimaru he never for gave Naruto for killing him brother before he could.
"I just want to be accepted," he muttered quietly under his breath, "Is that so had to ask?" Naruto's stomach growled as he walked towards his ramen cupboard and grabbed a pack. Setting a small pot filled with water he set it down ton the stove and turned it on, medium.
Naruto watched as midnight came around and he knew he could not sleep for the sake of his life. SO he sat and waited. Around 1:30 it started and beer bottle was thrown next to his apartment window
"Come out you, monster! We know your in there!"
" Our hands just want to have a little quality time with you. We wont hurt you to bad if you come out now."
I have thought about telling the hokage but then again I am worried she will never let out of the house again and I don't want to be hated more, SO what do I do? I take it, every last punch, but this year they aren't getting me. Why because I'm going to number 1 protection….
Tsundae rolled over as she heard a creak tip-toeing on the wood floor toward her bed. Her hand slowly reached to the kunai under her pillow and she jumped up ready to attack the imposter.
" Na…Naruto!?!" Tsundae stuttered, "what are you doing here? How did you get in? wha… Naruto what's wrong?" She sat up and looked at him sternly "Did something happen?" She knew the villagers were planning something but there was no way she could do anything until it was proved, but right now Naruto had on the look of a child with a teddy bear, blanket, his little sleeping hat, and a look on his face that held the innocents of a 5 year-old.
"I umm…. I …I had a bad dream.. Can I stay with you?" he asked sheepishly looking down. Naruto smiled so she wouldn't see to him Tsundae was like the mother he never had and he knew she would keep him safe.
Sighing knowingly she moved over to give him room and he cuddled up under the covers huddling the teddy bear.
" I always feel safe with you." Naruto muttered loud enough for Tsundae to hear thinking it was just a thought in his head and not knowing he uttered it out loud right before he fell asleep.
"And you always will be" Tsundae said as she watched Naruto fall asleep with a smile on her face.
"Good night little one"
(back to Kara)
Kara POV
I slowly opened my eyes to see my self still on the hard floor as I forced my body to stand up, once I was up I looked out the window to see it was dark. I walked into the bathroom running the hot water in the shower as I looked in the mirror I found that my cheeks were still bloody I wetted some toilet paper with hot water and wiped away the blood to reveal three deep scratched on each cheek 'Looks familiar I thought' I jumped in the shower and started treating to the wounds I had gotten wile I was knocked out. After I washed them all out and conditioned my hair I walked up and got into PJs Since he was out cold upstairs I figured I might as well do the only thing that I truly get enjoyment out of in my life, and I can fit all in one word, Naruto. When I watch it I feel so at home it is like I belong there and could have a life there. That things might be better there. So what if there are wars between the countries every once in a while I would rather be there to share some pain with people then having to keep everything a secret like I have to here now. I walk in the dark Indian decorated room and I sit on the couch to dig threw my bag that has my Naruto collection in it. Last year I had downloaded and burned every episode of Naruto I could find from the internet, and watch them when ever I get the chance.
A turn on the TV and Smile and the theme song comes on and sing softly along with it. This is the episode where Naruto and gaara fight..ahhh the Naruto chronicles, I truly believe that if it weren't for this I would be dead. I know this sound dumb or cheesy but when things happen to you all the time and you live with the problem you find something to help, now most people use cutting, drugs, sex, alcohol, I found something better that's not harmful, and what do I do? I use it, every chance I get to calm myself down. I looked at the clock and just realize that I have passed through 4 episodes already and I started falling asleep watching Naruto.
'If only I could be there, if only I could leave this pain, maybe it could be over.' I felt my eyes drifting shut as I thought about it. ' If there is a god then damn dude I could use one of those dang this called miracles or whatever, do it and I'll give you 20.00 bucks' I though trying to cheer myself up before I fell asleep. I have never been a church, god believing kind of person but maybe this could help if he did exist.
"Amen" I muttered and fell asleep.
Next Morning.
For the first time in my life I felt so good in the morning when I woke up to the Clear blue sky, the trees, the flowers. The beautiful gate, the… …. Wait Sky? Trees? GATE??? Where the hell am I?
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