4x18
"You tired, Doc?"
"A little. Getting locked in a bank with 48 minutes to get a sample of my sperm into my wife, that is 12 minutes away in a fertility clinic is very exhausting."
"One would think."
"How are you feeling?"
"A little weird. Kinda like when I first had sex. It's a bit uncomfortable but it's not painful."
She goes to sit on the couch and Toby notices her sit down a little more slower than she normally does. He goes next to her and she moves to cuddle close wincing as she moves.
"Is there anyway I could help to ease your discomfort?" Toby asked feeling just a little helpless.
"Walter did suggest intercourse tonight to increase our odds of success. I think that it might ease my engines discomfort." Happy said, he smile growing at the thought.
"That's something I'm good at."
"A woman would hope her husband is good at it." Happy laughed.
Toby leaned down and kissed her. She pushed on his chest when he tried to push her against the couch.
"Bedroom." Happy mumbled against his lips.
"Yes ma'am" Toby
Toby picks her up in his arms like a baby, her legs wrapped around his waist and his hands supported her ass and back. Once in their bedroom he set her down on the bed. He crawled above her and they shared a deep kiss. Happy moved her hands to both sides of his face.
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Happy was catching her breath, laying on her back with Toby's lips still kissing her neck. He had a hand resting on her inner thigh.
"I love you." Toby mumbles against her neck.
"I love you too." She replies. She moves to get up when Toby begins his protest.
"Where your u going?"
"To get on my PJ's."
"You mean underwear and my T-Shirt? Why you putting on clothes?"
"Because we are gonna sleep"
"We always sleep naked whenever we have sex before bedtime." Toby protested.
"But I want to put in underwear." She tosses him a pair of his underwear he reluctantly puts it on. She pulls on her own and on of his shirts.
"You alright. Happy talk to me."
Happy knows she can't avoid telling him. It's so inefficient and stupid and illogical. "Girl brains work different from guys. Sperm can live in the uterus for 7 days. It's a weird ish feeling when ifs artificially put into me. I feel like it's gonna leak out but I know it's not."
"I think that it's normal. Sounds irrational but I know you're nervous. It normal to be nervous and even scared."
Happy climbs into bed. She sits next to him against the headboard and he sits and leans back as well.
"I am scared, Tobes." Her voice wavering.
"Oh honey, it's okay." He pulled her close.
"I really wanna be a mother but I'm nothing like a mom. I'm not comforting or nice. But I just want a baby and I wanna be a good mom." Happy mumbles into his shoulder.
"Happy you're gonna be an amazing mom. Everything changes when you see that baby for the first time."
"How can I be a mom and show love when I can't even sound loving while I'm trying to be comforting to you. I was trying to be comforting and instead I was yelling insults. I love you so much and if I can't comfort you in a nice way how can I do that to my own child."
"When you hold our baby, everything will change. You'll find a new kind of love in your heart, Hap. Everything will fall into place once you meet our baby in person."
"We can hope we get a baby of our own." Happy mumbles quietly.
"Be positive. We need to stay positive."
"Trying but it's hard."
"I love you."
"Love you too"
Then they move and lean down. She curls into his arms that he moved around her. His hands on her lower back. Her legs were around his hips and her head into the curve of his neck. He kisses her hair. They drifted off to sleep, holding each other's arms.
