This will just be diary entries that have no correlation to each other except that they all come from Annabeth's mind. I don't know how long it will go on for. It's not a story nor has any connections to the books really. It's just a fic that digs into the deepest parts of Annabeth's mind and shines some light on the character that is more complex than she seems.

IMPORTANT: This first entry is an introduction….and then we actually start to dig into Annabeth's mind

Disclaimer: I'm not a middle-aged man, so no I don't own Annabeth Chase


Entry: 1

I was abandoned

I was Ignored

I was betrayed

I was lost

I was damaged

I am broken

Broken so many times

So many more times than I might let on

More than you think

In so many more ways that you see on the surface

Yet, I never let anyone see

Because I am Annabeth

The girl that was forced to grow up too fast to be the leader

That girl that needed to be the best

The girl that was required to be an example for them

That stubborn, independent, smart girl that everyone thinks they know

I've hidden another side, that I never had the opportunity to let out

No, I needed to be strong for the others

I needed to be the non-emotional and practical one for them to lean on

I had to be the lifeline

I had to hide it all

I had to hide all the pain behind my eyes

But I'm finally letting it out

Letting it out on this little piece of lined paper bound with leather

I'm finally writing

So here it is

My life has been a game

A sickly game

It involves me...

This beautiful complicated mess

This contradiction the keeps folding and folding in

I deeper than you all think

I am more complicated than you all see

I am Annabeth Chase, and here is the side of me that never sees the light


Hi guys, so here is the start of the journey into Annabeth's Mind. Tell me what you guys think. Is it ok? Should I continue? Any topics that you guys want me to shine some light on?

Thanks,

-T.T.I.H.H