The Day Bella Broke

Charlie said I should write down how it all happened, I think my talking to him a lot more is dazing him slightly but in all honesty, I don't know how it got to this, my not speaking to the Cullens. Well I do.. but I don't really want to get into it, its bizarre and now I think about it, pretty pathetic for both sides. I mean I am hurt, I feel used like a rag doll tossed aside whenever someone wants something from either Edward or me. What if I want to do stuff together? What if I don't just want to be left to be tormented by thoughts that I am definitely not good enough for him? What if I don't appreciate all the glares I get at school for simply being with him.
But, there is no point over thinking this, it has happened, I broke free of them. It hurts. I feel like I've lost a massive part of my life, and to be honest I have. Edward is my life, which means his family are really important too, however speaking of Edward... I honestly refuse to talk to him. He still comes and hugs me at night and kisses me Good Morning to keep me calm. Another form of control the man has over me. But...I did it. I, Isabella Marie Swan did it. I refused a vampire. And you know what? I, single handed, managed to scare them whilst I was at it. Try beating that one average human! Bella Swan can kick ass and be gracegul about it. I don't have to break any bones or rip someones head-

Doctors notes:
Cause of accident was a failing of the patient multitasking, and tripping over her own shoelace into the road. Patient was twisted through the air, the driver said in his statement Miss Swan "looked like a ballerina before hitting the ground and crumpling up on the concrete like a bin bag" Patient is unstable, breathing is erratic. Swelling has caused issues as to see what is damaged. X-ray required. Miss Swan is suspected of having some cracked or broken ribs, her whole left leg broken from hip to ankle. Miss Swan's left arm is also showing signs of damage. Miss Swan is also showing signs of internal bleeding but the extent is not yet known.