This is what it has always come to in the end

Friends betraying friends and I always want what I can't have

Never before had I had myself a friend like you

Never before had I myself this kind of betrayal

Why did you do that and how did it get this far?

I struggle to understand but the more I find

The farther away it seems to drift from me

This is what you did to your son and I

In the end everyone ends up in the grave

Never before had I felt such a sorrow

What in hell did we do to deserve such a hell?

I miss the way it used to be between you and I

But now it's over and we're both dead

Poem. Otis and Tomas. No yaoi.