Disclaimer: Sadly, I don't own Harry Potter…….oh how I wish I did. (Drools over the thought of Harry and Draco under her control!)

'thinking'

"talking"

It's Still an Obsession

Prolouge

All Except One

It was always the same to him.

The endless cycle of classes and work was beginning to grate on his mind. Even his closest friends were starting to annoy the hell out of him. He had begun noticing each of their tiniest flaws, and it was driving him insane!

The way Hermione bit her lip when she was thinking to hard, or the way Ron would chuckle whenever he made a joke to himself. He just wanted to slam something onto the wooden table, just hard to enough to leave a lasting impression. At least then they would know something was bothering him.

Was it because he was the fucking "boy who goddamned lived" that he could never be upset or have annoyances? No one ever understood when he would get upset. They would just stare at him as if he had just burped up a frog and was now dancing with it on top of the table.

No, he wasn't allowed to be upset. He always had to be happy. Always perfect.

He had to keep his image as the model for all. He was afraid the whole school would fall apart if he didn't.

He could be just like everyone else! He could be fake, stupid, and cruel. He just didn't see the point of tying anymore. No one would let him be like normal people. He was only allowed to stay in his cage looking out at everyone else being normal. It was no better then being at the Dursley's house.

They need someone to look at as perfect and a hero.

But why him?

He didn't even remember what had happened with Voldemort that night. He was only an infant after all. Dumbledore had once told him, first year if he remembered correctly, that it was his mother's love that had saved him. So shouldn't his mother be the one getting praised? He wasn't even the one who defeated Voldemort when Cedric was killed the night of the Tri-Wizard Tournament. The spirits of his parents and the others were the ones who held Voldemort off while he got away with Cedric's body.

So why was he getting credit for something he never did? Simply because the need someone to worship, to adore.

Everyone loved him, everyone needed him.

All except one.

Really short...but it is going to get better. Promise!

Thanks for read and I hope you enjoyed it!

-Red-