This is my fist story so be nice Sesshomaru and kagome some kikyo bashing so deal review and let me know if i suck or give ideas

as much as i wish to i dont own inuyasha or any of the characters they belong to that lucky Japanese bastard dame him

To this day looking back to my past I don't know how the hell things ended up the way they did. I didn't wont to end up like my mother. I had seen to many women -mother aunties and cousins - fall prey to men that didn't give a dame one way or another about them. Here I was a female tying to be the best I could be . I just wont to be something that would get me out of this circle of hardship and poverty.

I came out of my mother second after my twin sister kikyo lake. I was born under weight and the doctors told my mother I had a thirty percent chance of survival and that she should make funeral plans . Well I said fuck that doctor and I survived. My mother named me kagome hope lake. Check her out trying to give me a meaningful name. Like mostly everybody from the hood I only had one parent . My mom got pregnant by some cat who had paper and her tying to find away to make living a lot easier tricked him into getting her poped. Well trick on her cause he split long before me and my sister was even born. Me and my sister spent most of our time with our grand mother with mama always out there chasing niggas.

One time on those rare occasions that we stayed with our mother we met the devil .well he was close enough to be called that. It was a dark cold night in December real close to Christmas .I think we was like seven or something to young I know. His name was naraku with pale skin evil grin on his face. We had just came home from school cold and hungry and he was there drinking milk out the cart.

"who the hell is you" I asked mad ass hell here the nigga was drinking all the dame milk we planned to use for the cereal we had waited all dame day to eat.

He looked like all the other gangster niggas mama had bring home and fucked. Even though we was nothing but little kids we knew what mama did with these dudes. First he looked me and my sister up and down, his eyes glazed over. A lot of mama 'friends' did that we they see us. We was the only little girl that looked like us. Not being conceited of anything but we were fine. Carmel skinned with chinky eyes and long wavy air that stopped around mid back. Our grandmother told us to run when they looked at us like that but hunger over powered that , but we did start to ease our way back toward the door.

" kikyo, kagome this naraku he bout to move in with us" mama said appearing from one of the rooms in a sheer robe. We could see that she was naked underneath

My sister rolled her eyes. We looked at each other then looked at her. " so is he one of our 'uncles' too" kikyo asked

" no this my man" she glared at us

" so what we suppose to call him you man or man" kikyo asked putting her hands on her hips

" naw lil mama call me nick" he chuckled and went back to drinking the last of the milk

"I'ma call you fucked up if you don't put that dame milk down" I yelled running over trying to take the milk

I didn't even see the hit coming next thing I knew I was on the floor my mama above me whopping me with abelt that came out of no where . Kikyo was trying to grab the belt to stop her froming hitting me

" get your disrespectful ass up if I ever hear you say something like that too him again I'ma kill ya lil ass " she huffed looking at nick "sorry bout that baby "

"its coo don't ever worry about it" he sounded and looked amused. This muthafucka thought this shit was funny that I had just got my ass beat. I hated this bitch ass nigga already and I show didn't like the way he was looking at us. I could tell he was trouble but to bad mama couldn't.

We learned who naraku was or who he was. He was the right hand for inuyasha. Inuyasha was the man to see about drugs. If you had needs he would feel it. Even though ever body knew it was inuyasha that ran thing the police could never catch him cause it was never any proof. He was smart about his shit. He had naraku give out the orders for everything nothing was traced back too him. He kept a low profile and was never flash of glammed up he had a decent house . He was smart and kept ever body at arms length. Now naraku the stupid shit was completely different within a week of living wit is we knew how the whole operation worked .we knew who was who and what was stored where. Naraku stayed stunning always had the latest everything . He was a hands on in the game and every last thing could be traced to him. Did he care hell to the new. He was cool though he stayed giving us money, toys, cloths what ever we wonted he supplied. With his money mama stayed taking aunty on get away week ends . It was on one of these weekends all the shit started. We were thirteen and had stayed at home with naraku

while mama was gone . Nobody thought nothing about it . We had been doing this since we had met him. We should have know better we were nologer those little kids we had grown curves in all the right places and drew stares from grown men no matter where we went. I was laying in my bed it was around three in the morning when I heard kikyo

begging and her muffled screams. I was instantly out of bed and at her door the door was half way opened so I could see inside. Naraku was on top of her and I listened for a second to what he was saying

" you wont this I see the way you be walking around here swaying those hips waiting for someone man enough to put it on you" he kissed her neck while she cried

" get the fuck off of her" I ran into the room swigging I knocked he off of her just before some one grabbed me

" dame she fine just like her sister" some dude with stinky ass breath said

" dame bitch" naraku got up " do something with her shit" he rubbed his jaw where I hit him

" let me the fuck go ,get the fuck away from my sister" I screamed ands struggled to get way as I was dragged out of the room

" hope help me" kikyo kept on screaming

" its just you and me now girl dame you fine ass hell" the dude said I still couldn't see him cause it was pitch black. I felt him behind me checking me out. I had to get back to my sister before something happened.

" baby girl you aint got nothing to worry about I'ma take good care of you" he got closer and wrapped his arms around me. I elbowed him in the stomach before kicking him in his nuts.

" nigga you aint got nothing to worry about I'ma take good care of you" I kicked him in the face and when he fell I got to stomping his ass. As soon as he was passed out I was out that room running to my sister but it was to late naraku was coming out the room pulling up his pants.

" bitch ass nigga" I started to throw fists some connected "that's my muthafuckin sister nasty muthafucker ima kill you" I sceamed tears followed I was so pissed

" wat the fuck is going on in here" my mama was back this was the happiest I've ever been to see her

" he raped her he raped kikyo " I cried running to her

" you a lying ass helfer you never wonted me to be happy always tyrying to take my joy naraku wouldn't do no shit like that he got me why would he wont her ugly ass and if they fucked it wasn't rape she was asking for it right naraku " I stared at her like she was stupid

" you right baby she said she wonted me to be her first you know I think of her as a daughter so I didn't wont this young niggas doing her wrong"

" like a daughter who fucks their child and you listening to this shit go in there and look at her and tell me she wonted it you letting this nigga get away wit this shit you a dumb ass bitch who putting this nigga and his money before your blood"

" wat the fuck ever if you don't like it then leave cuz I aint got time for it take ya sister wit you" my mama turned away and walked toward her room

" you didn't think she was going to take your side, sweetheart I keep your mom's well taken care of so you better get use to this but don't think you taken your sister wit you cause that shit aint gonna happen"

" I promise you this mutherfucka ima kill you one of this days that's my word" I sneered at him seeing thousands of ways I was gonna kill his ass

" wat the fuck ever you can try but im take ya sister ass wit me" he smiled walking back to the room he and mom's shared

I made my way to kikyo to scared at what I would find. The door creaked open as I pushed

Kikyo laid there on the bed not moving just laying the mouth and eyes open wide she looked like she was trying to scream

" kikyo, kikyo its okay now im here ima protect you better now don't worry im here" I cried rubbing her head " its okay its all going to be okay" I cooed trying to make her feel better.

" kagome" she cried all night that night .

Thing changed after that I made sure she was never alone and never around naraku.

I took a job at McDonalds to save up so me and here could move out. While I was at work kikyo stayed with me. She leaned on me and with drew from everything except me. Everyday I planned away to kill nick trifling ass. My momma continued to do wat she did except she was now pregante by naraku. I could of cared less wat she did didn't make me shit. Our relationship was worst then every. I didn't hide the fact that I hated her with my whole soul. She didn't hide the fact that she didn't give a fuck about us. I was fifteen taking care of me and my twin. I made sure we had cloths and money. I made sure we got our ass to school and got good grades. We wasn't gonna be shit like her if I could help it. But things don't always go ass planned. My plans sho took at turn that day he knocked at our door.

" who the fuck is it" I said trying to peek though the hole

" yo is naraku here" a male voice boomed

" NARAKU YOU DIRTY MUTHA FUCKA SOME BODY AT THE DOOR FOR YOU CHILD MOLASTING ASS" I yelled down the hall taking my place back on the couch next kikyo who shifted closer to me when naraku came out

" you better watch you fucking mouth" he glare at me

" fuck you wit ya bitch ass " I glared right back at him

He opened the door and I lost my breath a fine ass nigga with dark chocolate skin and pieceing golden eyes and a nice build walked and wit this mess ass hair that didn't match and I couldn't hold my laughing in causing the both to turn their attention on me.

" don't mind that little bitch she aint got no home taining" he told the dude

" suck a dick you dickless bug eyed child rapeing bitch" I stood up

" say one more thing and ima show ya ass disrespectful ass" he balled up his fist

" leap bitch" we stared at each other he took a step toward me but then the dude grabbed him.

" calm down man that is a little ass girl and you letting her get to you" dude laughed

" you don't know this little hoe she make a nigga crazy"

"naw he don't know your child molesting ass or maybe he do and is into the same shit you is, that's why you here aint you trying fuck my sister then you got life fucked the fuck up" I glared at both of the hiding kiay behind me

" fuck you mean rape shorty wat the fuck is you saying" dude looked naraku up and down like he was some shit

" man she lying" naraju started to sweat

" I aint ask you I asked shorty" dude looked at me

" yeah he raped my sister and his friend tried to do me but I fucked him up"

" right don't even worry about that no more naraku let me holla at you out side" dude walked toward the door " by the way my name inuyasha call me if you need anything" he glared at naraku who quickly made his way out the door

" my name kagome" kikyo grabed my hand "this is kikyo my twin" she waved

" aight bye shorty" he nodded and left out