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Edwards POV

It's been ten years since I left my perfect eighteen year old sweetheart, in the middle of the woods in Forks, Washington. Not for one second (in all the three thousand six hundred and fifty days since I last saw her) has my mind wandered to a different subject. I tried, I really, really tried. I hunted, I did nothing, I tracked Victoria, the female vampire who's mate I killed (in my defence he did try to kill the love of my life and then she tried to kill my Bella too), ten and a half years ago. Nothing worked. I considered going to Italy and begging the Volturi to take mercy and end my poor excuse for a life, Alice talked me out of that one. The only good thing I had going was Bella, now I don't have her.

The only thought that keeps me going now is that she must be happy. It's been ten years, I'm sure she can't even remember my name; I'm just a ghost from her past, nothing more, properly much less.