Heaven by Your Side

by brokenshadow23


Summary:

All she wanted to do was to run, to hide and to forget. Everything that was happening was too much for her until he came in once again into her life. He gave back everything that she had lost. But then in one swift moment, she let him go.

Disclaimer: Cardcaptor Sakura belongs to Clamp

Author's notes:

Finally… I have uploaded a new story. It's been long ne? haha… Sorry, I was busy in school and I still have to consult some people for this story. Anyway, this one is dedicated to Nocturnalflower, who is a friend of mine. ^.^

For those people who are reading 'One More Night', my apologies. I haven't updated that one for almost two months now since there are some changes I have to make. Even though I am already writing its other chapters now, I still have to talk about some things with my beta. Don't worry. I have no plans to stop that one. Meanwhile, just read this one, ok? Haha…

And oh… I want to thank xxkoffeexx or Grace for helping me with this chapter. (I have already changed the things that you have highlighted. But I am not that sure about it. Hehe… Anyway, good luck on your work! ^_^)

Alright. Enough of the announcements. Read and review please? ^.^

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"You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel."-Anonymous


Chapter One:

Where is she?

Darkness… She was on the midst of darkness.

Tomoyo Daidouji, an eighteen year old female, shivered. She didn't know how or why she was on that place. Everything was black, but she could still see her own body. Silence was also all over, giving her tension, confusion and fear as seconds moved.

Taking a deep breath to calm herself, she felt the cold wind touch her soft pale skin. With that, she wrapped her arms around her to reduce the coldness that was surrounding her. 'Where am I?' She asked herself and started to ponder about the past events. But then she realized that it was useless. Not a single idea, that would explain what was happening, crossed her mind. Taking a deep breath, she let her amethyst eyes fix forward.

It wasn't long when someone showed existence. A small light coming from her right glowed, showing a person holding a candle. She was tall, but Tomoyo couldn't figure out who she was since her body was hidden in a black cloak and her head was covered in its hood.

Tomoyo looked at her and waited.

"Honey," The woman called out in a soft and comforting tone. "Everything is fine. But why do you seem so troubled?"

The raven haired girl shook once again as she recognized her mother's voice. Even though there was sweetness with the way she spoke, it raised the sadness on Tomoyo. So she remained motionless, not daring to run on her mother's arms like a child. It was now hard for her to do that since she was unsure if after it, there were no lies from her like the previous statement.

For the next second, another small fire came on the opposite direction. Shifting her eyes, she saw another person in the same attire. Though with the body build, she knew that the person hiding on the cloak was a man.

Their gazes met and so, the man spoke, "Tomoyo… I am back for good. Why won't you give me a chance?"

Unable to react, Tomoyo simply stared. With the second question, her wits clashed and her heart started to be broken once again.

Then the third light came. It was from a smaller man, who stood next to the taller one. "I have never loved you." he said in a crystal clear voice. "You are only a fool to believe my actions and my words."

"Ryoji." Finally, the girl managed to let out a word. Her voice was cracked when she called out the name of the guy whom she loved the most. And suddenly, her mind was filled with memories—sweet memories that she thought was true and everlasting. But when part of her world started to shake, she also discovered that her relationship was a show.

With all those three lights before her, she began to find out where she was. She was in front of the court, standing on the place where witnesses say their statements during a hearing.

It's been a while when the fourth light shone. The holder was Sakura Kinomoto, her cousin and her best friend. Unlike the others, she wasn't wearing a black cloak so Tomoyo could clearly see her emerald eyes that showed no warmth.

"Tomoyo-chan…" she began to speak in a plain voice. "I always told you that sooner or later, you have to choose between them. And now, you have to give us an answer. You have to give us an answer now!"

"NO!!!" The raven haired girl shrieked. Following her sense, she tried to run on an open direction but failed. She fell on the ground, feeling the cold iron chain locked on her right foot. She lifted her head, seeing four people who were pushing her of a decision she didn't want to make.

Curling herself up into a ball, she shot her eyes close. Tomoyo rested her head on her arms and felt hot tears crept down on her cheeks. 'This is just an illusion. Everything is just an illusion.'

As she was trying to make herself believe that it was just one of her crazy reverie, a warm hand touched her. It gave her hope and security she was yearning all this time. Then the person spoke the three words she wanted to hear. "I am here."

Tomoyo was indeed surprised. Slowly, she urged her head to lift up while opening her eyes. Then when she finally opened her amethyst eyes, it fell upon…

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…the sky blue ceiling.

'Another nightmare…' Tomoyo mumbled to herself, relieved what she saw wasn't true. She had really no idea what to do since she wasn't or didn't want to prepare herself for that moment.

Sitting up, she raked her hand through her long black wavy hair. That was the time she felt that her cheeks were wet because the tears she shed on her dream was true. 'Shit.' She cursed even though she knew that she wasn't good at it.

Once again, she pretended to be strong. Like her other nightmares, the emotions that she felt were all true. And, she hated it. She hated the fact that she was so weak by only seeing those kinds of things. She hated the fact that even though she was now far away, everything was still eating her. Simple words that lingered on her ears were still eating her alive.

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"Tomoyo?" Sonomi Daidouji, the CEO of one of the biggest toy companies in Japan, called out her daughter's name. It was time for her work, but before she go she wanted to see the only person who had been her inspiration ever since.

Pushing the oak door open, her eyes fell upon the queen size bed on the middle of the room. But when she looked straight ahead, she found through the window that it was a great day. The weather outside was fine—the yellow sun matched with the clear light blue sky. The warm gentle breeze was also present, making the withering cherry blossom trees sway. The view was so relaxing—perfect for people like her who had many worries at hand.

As she walked towards the bed covered with lavender sheets, Sonomi noted that it was empty. The bulky look was just because of the pillows under the soft blanket. Tension immediately gripped her, making her heart pound faster.

Scanning her eyes all over, Sonomi got her mind occupied with unnecessary thoughts. She then remembered that Tomoyo wasn't on the breakfast table that morning then no one has seen her yet. And so, she rushed through the bathroom, hoping to see a familiar face. But like what she had feared of, it was empty.

"No." She mumbled in disbelief. With that, she paced on the dressing room that was located beside the bathroom. There were two suspicions in her mind, but she wished that none of it was true.

Still finding no one, she hurried to the wooden cabinet in which all of Tomoyo's clothes were placed. She didn't have any second thoughts. She opened it, showing bunch of gorgeous dresses of different styles. She checked it all, realizing that most of the simple ones her daughter was fond of wearing was gone.

She then grasped another cabinet. If the things there were still in place, then she wasn't sure what was really going on. And if not, one of her suspicions could be right. Pulling it open, she noted that the Tomoyo's video camera wasn't there. Also, some videos that were mostly of Sakura's weren't there. Sonomi knew that those Tomoyo's little treasures so she wouldn't go far away without them.

Putting all thoughts and evidences she had gotten, Sonomi shook. If Tomoyo had really done what she was thinking that moment, then she could conclude that her daughter indeed knew what was going on with their family. She stared on a space, shocked. 'Oh Tomoyo… Why do you have to do this?'

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"Ne, onii-chan. Aren't you going to work?" Sakura asked as she saw a dark brown haired man sitting on the couch. She had just finished doing the dishes when she passed by the living room.

"Why?" Touya answered her. "Don't tell me that your Chinese gaki will come here this afternoon."

The auburn haired girl scowled. She knew that he was only teasing her, but she really didn't like her brother's idea of calling her boyfriend that way. She was about to speak when their father came into the view.

"Well, since we are complete why don't we watch a movie together?" Fujitaka suggested. He was from his study few minutes ago and was back on the living room after he had seen some CD's on the shelf.

The two nodded. Touya immediately prepared the television and the DVD component while Sakura made her way on the kitchen to make the snacks. Fujitaka followed his daughter and lent her a hand. When everything was settled, the two went back to the living room.

"It's been a long time since we have been like this, ne?" Sakura started, smiling as she took a seat on the couch. She was totally happy since for this day, she wouldn't be alone with her little guardian named Kero.

Fujitaka nodded, smiling back at his daughter. He placed some chips on the rectangular table of the living room as he sat next to Sakura. "But we really have to enjoy this now. In the next few days, we all know that everyone will be busy." He then threw a glance at his son. "Especially the man here who is nearly getting married."

"Otou-san…" The black haired man scowled. He knew what his father was saying was true because he and his long time girl friend, Miyako , had already told everyone that they wanted to settle down. But still, it annoyed him for being the center of everyone's attention.

"Well, there's no reason for you to feel awkward about it, onii-chan." The auburn haired girl said. She caught Touya's glare towards her, but she continued talking. "You are already twenty five so it's about time to start your own life."

"So that you'll be free with that Li brat of yours?" Touya continued. All this time he was still protective of her. Yes, he knew and discovered after a long time that the Chinese gaki he was calling was really capable of making his sister happy. Only that, he didn't want to approve it yet. After all, he was still enjoying every time Sakura was pissed off.

The girl groaned. Her emerald eyes fixed him a glare. "Baka."

"Kaijuu…" The older shot back, almost starting another fight.

Fujitaka chuckled as he watched them. 'They might be grownups now, but their attitude towards each other is still the same.' He thought then decided to say a word. "Now, now. Would you please—"

Ding-Dong!

All of them stopped. The doorbell rang, signaling an unexpected visitor or surprise.

In a second, the auburn haired girl stood up, removing the connection of her eyes to Touya. "I'll get it." She presented herself to walk away and escape. She needed to be calm anyway since she didn't want to argue again with her brother.

'That baka…' She grumbled on her mind as she took steps towards the main door. 'For goodness sake! I am already eighteen. Why can't he just leave me and Syaoran alone?' When the Chinese guy's name passed through her mind, she was suddenly gone alright. Every time things about her argument with Touya, her boyfriend always reminded her that her brother only wanted things to be in the right place before he left.

Reaching the door, she smiled before opening it. Immediately, her eyes fell on a familiar woman standing by their small black gate. Behind her was one of her expensive cars while on her side were two female bodyguards.

"Aunt Sonomi?" Sakura said shock evident on her face. She walked faster to open the gate, letting her mother's cousin in. Her sudden appearance was unbelievable since both of them knew that she wouldn't dare go to the Kinomoto household except when things were needed to be discussed about their grandfather. Her heart thumped, but not because she was thinking that something went wrong with her grandfather. She had just talked to him yesterday so there was no way that there was some sort of accident.

Not saying anything more, Sakura just stared at Sonomi, noting every pain that was in her eyes. Then in a second, she offered her in and let her sit on the living room along with the two men.

Sonomi continued sobbing. She didn't care if Fujitaka was there. She was really confused and afraid of what was yet to happen due to what Tomoyo did. When she stopped for a while, she broke the silence. "Tomoyo-chan ran away."

"She WHAT?!" Sakura lost the calmness of her voice. Her eyes widened in disbelief because never did she imagine that her best friend would do such thing.

"She wasn't in her room this morning." Sonomi explained, recalling what happened to the mansion few hours ago. "Then when we looked at the security camera with all the happenings last night, she left by jumping over the barrier after the guards passed by one corner of the mansion."

"Have you consulted the police?" Touya asked, forgetting the truth he had known through his father.

"We can't do that." Sakura answered for Tomoyo's mother. "That move will only make things more complicated."

That moment, all Fujitaka could do was to soothe her. He knew she needed it because this past few months, there were many things she was going through and she couldn't tell it to Tomoyo. Now that she had opened her feelings about everything, as a brother in law, he wanted to be there and calm her. "Don't worry, we'll find her soon."

Sighing, Sakura looked outside the window. She saw their little garden, making her worry decrease. But of course, her mind never left Tomoyo. 'If she had really done this, then there is a big possibility that she'll make it hard for her to be found.'

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It was an ordinary but beautiful day in England. After a long and uninteresting weekend, Monday has finally arrived. Eriol woke up early to prepare himself for school. Then after taking shower and putting on his long sleeved blue polo shirt and pants, he grabbed his black blazer and bag and headed downstairs.

"Ohayo, minna-san!" He greeted everyone as he spotted them on the dining area. Nakuru and Kaho smiled in return.

When he was about to take another step forward, he felt someone tugging his pants. Looking down, he met big yellow eyes like Kaho's. "Oh, hello Yumi-chan."

"What do you mean by O… umm…" Kaho's daughter stammered, trying her best to repeat Eriol's greeting earlier.

Smirking, Eriol placed his things on the table and bent down. He took Yumi on his arms and then stood up once again to reach the seat next to Cedric, Kaho's very kind and loving husband. Letting Yumi sit his lap, Eriol told her. "It's Ohayo minna-san. That means good morning everyone."

Yumi let out a small 'oh' in amazement. She then looked up to his sapphire eyes once again and said, "Then ohayo, Uncle Eriol."

Eriol chuckled. "Good. You are really a fast learner."

"You totally miss Japan, don't you?" Cedric commented, putting down the book he was reading. He was a professor in the same university Eriol was attending.

Nodding, he said, "I really wonder how everyone was doing especially the Card Mistress and my descendant. It's been long since I have word with them."

Kaho then began to speak. "Then why don't we go there for a vacation this Christmas? I'm pretty sure everyone wants to go especially Nakuru. I know he already missed Touya-kun."

"Nah…" Nakuru muttered. "I'd rather be with Yukito-kun now because Touya-kun is getting married."

Eriol shot a look at his guardian. He rose an eyebrow up as he inquired, "How did you know?"

"Well, since I was bored, I contacted Yukito-san through my powers last week." Nakuru smirked. She didn't have any doubts of saying about anything about the world of magic in front of pure human beings since Eriol had made a spell for it—a spell that once Cedric or Yumi stepped out of the mansion they wouldn't remember a thing about it. They would only come to remember when they were back.

"Ne… Master." Nakuru then started to speak again. "I just wonder, if you really miss Japan and the others why don't you just use your powers to contact them? It would really be easy for you and the Card Mistress to do that."

The blue haired young man stared at her and sighed. He knew that she was wondering ever since, but he couldn't believe that she still didn't get it now. "Nakuru, I am still Eriol Hiiragizawa. Being Clow Reed is finally over so I want to be a normal teenager. I want to be the one who could learn things on my own, one who commits mistakes then pays for it and—"

"…one who can fall in love?" Kaho continued, surprising Eriol and the moon guardian. Among all of them in that room, only those three knew of Kaho and Eriol's relationship before. It was really unexpected Kaho never spoke about love to Eriol after they let each other go.

"Don't start." Eriol reminded, but smiling a bit. For him, talking about the past was useless since both of them knew that they wouldn't really end up together. There were really many different things about them that simply weren't right.

Talking about school, Yumi, their business and things about at home had pushed through after that. It was their normal routine since they treated each other like a family. When the breakfast was done, Eriol talked to Yumi. "I'll see you this afternoon ok? Your knight will study first, my little princess."

"Okay. Take care." Yumi smiled trustingly to Eriol then left his lap. She approached her own father to give him a kiss on the cheek.

"We'll go now." Eriol announced waving at the girls as he and Cedric went out of the mansion.

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-Eriol's POV-

After bidding goodbye to Cedric, I took entrance on the left building. I casually walked upstairs then took the right wing. I was still three rooms away from the classroom I was heading, but the voices of my classmates could already be heard. Many of them were chatting again about different kinds of things.

I smiled, remembering again what was like in Japan. Before, when I was walking through the hallways of the Tomoeda elementary, someone would just suddenly popped out on my side. It would be either Sakura or Yamazaki, who has Chiharu behind.

Few steps more and I entered the classroom using the back door. I moved straightly on my seat, which was on the last row and second to the window.

"Good morning, Eriol." Louie greeted me and I just smiled back. "So are you still thinking of Japan?"

I was about to answer when some blond haired guy burst into the room. Then moment after that, I saw some girls ran on the hallway and they were squealing. I wasn't surprised about that since most of the time, it happened.

"How many girls this time?" Mitch, Louie's girlfriend, asked the guy who had just came into the view. She was one of the two girls in our group and had a resemblance of Sakura when it came to attitude.

Catching his breath, Alexander raised his lavender eyes to see us. He grinned like he even enjoyed being chased. "Almost twenty."

"What did you do again for you to be spotted then?" Louie asked. We knew very well that among us three boys in the group, Alexander was the one who had gotten so much looks so he was mostly admired by many girls. And to avoid the incident earlier, he took entrance on different sides of the building each day.

Taking his seat beside me, Alexander didn't remove his grin on his face. "Well, when my car passed by the main entrance I saw this new breath taking girl. By her looks she was about our age. So out of amazement of her beauty I went out to greet her, but when I was about to get her name those fan girls showed up."

All of us laughed at him.

"She might not be for you then." I told him, teasing.

"Whatever, Eriol." He muttered, making all of us laugh again.

After a few minutes, the bell rang and signaled the homeroom. The female professor went in and headed to the table. She cleared her voice and spoke. "For today, we'll be having a new student."

Hearing that, I composed myself. I saw Alexander on my side got suddenly excited, but after having an eye for my friend on a moment, I stared back on the professor and listened.

"You may come in now." The professor said softly as we all glanced at the door.

Then in one moment, the door swung open, showing a tall female walked over to the front and stopped next to the teacher. Indeed, she was breath taking. Her raven colored hair was tied up in a neat bun, but few strands were left down to frame her beautiful face.

I fixed my gaze on her, forgetting every existence on my side. Then after awhile, she shifted her gaze and accidentally locked her sparkling eyes into my sapphire orbs. My throat went closed; I just looked at her in surprise and awe.

'Where have I seen those pair of amethyst eyes?'


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