Hi guys, um first off i don't own any of these characters or anything that connects to these characters.
This is my first fan fiction i will be writing so the chapters will be kind of slow to update while i still try and figure out how to add chapters so i apologise for that but i hope you all enjoy. :)
Bridie xx
After the war everything wasn't the same.
People were different, everyone was effected because of it. People had lost friends, family and people they knew and care about and they all grieved for them, they even grieved for the people they didn't personally know because they knew that they would have loved ones and friends that missed them dearly.
Looking down at the headstone in front of me I couldn't help but let my tears fall freely at the writing on the large headstone. Ron Weasley.
I can still feel the kiss he gave me during the final battle, I wipe away a fresh tear as it falls down my face. I still can't believe it, he's gone. I kiss my fingertips and bring it over his name. "I love you and I always will." I turn around and walk into Harry's arms and we hold each other as we both silently cried over our best friend. "I miss him so much Harry!" He holds me as I cry into the curve of his neck and I can feel the sobs rack his body. "I miss him too 'Mione, I miss him too." He plants a soft kiss onto my hair before turning us around and apparating us to the Burrow.
I stare at the flames with a bottle of firewhiskey in my hands, repeatedly bringing it to my lips so I can continue to feel the liquid burn in my stomach with every sip I had, just to make sure I still felt something.
During the final battle Fred had almost died, but Ron had make sure to push him away far enough to only get injured but that meant that Ron got caught in the wall that had fallen. I continue to be lost in the memories that I had with Ron that I didn't notice when Harry walked in and sat down next to me until he put a reassuring hand on my shoulder.
I turn to look at Harry and hand him the bottle that had recently become dear to me, he takes it from me and has a sip while looking into the fire. It had been a few hours since we all left from Ron's funeral and hardly anyone has said a word since, the Burrow hasn't been the same, normally full of life it's now full of grief and silence. "How's Ginny?" Harry takes another sip before handing the bottle back to me and sighing.
"She's taking it pretty hard but we talked about Ron and all the memories we had with him and she said she felt a little bit better but I know she is just trying to stay strong." We sat in silence for what seemed hours just sitting and remembering until we finally succumb to sleep.
"There you are dears, I was wondering where you both had wandered off too." I awake to hear Molly's voice, I look up to see her wiping her hands on her apron with a broken smile on her face. We nod and follow her into the kitchen and help her food the food onto the table.
After breakfast Harry and I decide to go for a walk and sit at the pond near the burrow. "What are you going to do now 'Mione?" I look over at the pond and tuck a few stray hairs behind me ear and turn to Harry.
"I've been thinking and I want to go away for a bit, maybe a holiday and see a new place and do a few new things just to try and move on." I notice Harry's slight smile faded a bit but he nodded anyway. "Where were you planning on going?"
I lean my head on his shoulder and close my eyes for a moment, "I'm not sure yet, maybe go to America see new places, I don't know how long I will be gone but I can't stay here anymore, not for a while at least, everywhere reminds me of Ron and how he isn't here anymore to share any more moments with us, to laugh with us or pull the occasional prank with Fred and George. I know it may be selfish of me to do such a thing and run away from my problems but I can't do it anymore I just need time by myself, you understand don't you Harry?"
I look up at Harry and he is looking away from me, "I understand, I just thought you would go back to school, but I understand what you're saying. Do you know when you will leave?" I stand up and take Harry's hand to help him up. "As soon as possible."
