Ages

Sakura-19

Sasuke-22

Naruto-22

Love is difficult it never works out just right at least for me it didn't.

Sasuke has been gone for years 7 to be exact but I still see him from time to time we have a secret love affair it's pretty sick actually but I know he loves me. Naruto has become hokage and he's everything a girl could want…to bad I'm not just any normal girl, naruto loves me….and I don't know if I could ever love him back.

May 12th Sunday

I rush out of sound territory this was the first time in a while I had taken the weekend off and Tsunade and Naruto would sure be curious. Mostly naruto though his eyes and stare Peirce thru me as if he could smell sasuke's scent on me , of course he doesn't know but sooner or later my secret will be found out I'm afraid….Naruto loves me too much.

I get to the hospital around 6:00 am usually accidents and injured nin to take care of and the day passes by pretty easy , naruto always comes during my lunch break too see what I'm up too .

"sakura-Chan" I'm taken in a tight embrace naruto always hugs me as if at any moment I would burst and go running to god knows where ( boy could he read me). Naruto's hugs are never like Sasuke where Sasuke holds me as tight or sometimes tighter but not because he's afraid I'll run but because he needs me too feel how much love he has for me he hugs me that tight knowing I can take the fire and deliver it right back , nothing like Naruto's.

Flashback to that weekend (Saturday)

" you're the worst" Sasuke laughs as he grabs me by the waist causing me into the ice cold water as he had just been mercilessly thrown into seconds later.

"UCHIHA!" I shiver freezing holding on to his strong neck "that was cheap …brrrrrrr"…my skin trembles and his eyes turn a darker onyx "let's get you back inside" he smirks as he kisses my nose and cheek and neck till I push him away in giggles "your full of it" I laugh

I get carried to his small house it's so cozy and warm hidden in the woods of sound country see Sasuke isn't bad at all he is just getting chased by orochimaru and kabuto and all of sound's bad missing nin, he has nowhere to go he can't go back to konoha and get hanged for treason and can't stay here much longer and get found out.

He takes me into the warm shower and we shower together as the hot steam rises up and fogs the mirror we kiss slowly the more passionately as all his hunger and craving for me begins to show…then he regains control kissing my neck and nibbling my ear "mine "I hear a growl from his chest.

He wraps me in a towel and by now it's so dark outside we can barely see, he sits me on the bed drying my hair always treating me like a child I smile and blush "Sasuke-kun" I say as he digs thru his drawers

"Hn?" he turns back putting a shirt on me with the uchiha emblem on the back and devours my neck again laying me on the bed. Whispering hotly "is something wrong you're so warm". He touches my tummy and his hands go lower slipping me in undies and kissing my lips softly with his warm overpowering ones. My hands wrap around his neck as he lifts me up the bed and holds me till he sits me on the bed "are you hungry sakura? He asks worried we hadn't eaten all day "maybe a little "my stomach growls and gives me away I blush "I'll be right back" I sit on the bed hearing noises and yummy smells from the kitchen. My stomach rumbles more as I wait for food sitting on his bed I take in the familiar room navy sheets and blanket, light blue walls, blue, blue, blue, books everywhere and scrolls, ninja tools and his drawers, our cloths dropped on the bathroom floor, my favorite book I let him borrow on the night table, the lamp on, my damp hair wetting his favorite shirt, my soft black cotton undies, my shapely legs under his warm sheets.

He comes back with sandwiches and some applejucie (my favorite food) he sits next to me as we hungrily eat our sandwiches and I drink all my apple juice. We brush our teeth and I brush my soft wavy pink hair and I crawl into bed in the safety of his arms his hot breath hitting my cold neck and his strong arms around the curves of my body, but it never fails as soon as I close my eyes and our perfect day has ended I think about the life we have and how I wish it was this everyday but it's not, and naruto he's always there to make sure he gets Sasuke back…always there to make sure I'm his…..always there to make sure I never leave his tight grip…..oh Sasuke…oh naruto….half of me knows I'm betraying my village, my hokage…my fiancé…naruto and I to be engaged…in 6 months and Sasuke doesn't know yet…..

The dreaded and highly hated alarm wakes him up I feel him shift to turn it off and a grunt expressing how he understands our time is up and reality is calling me back. Our fantasy ended and he holds me tightly and gives me a deep kiss his hands wondering onto my hips and pulling me up from next to him to on top of him kissing me more and slapping my butt to wake me up. I yawn and complain hiding under the warm covers again I feel his hands playfully slapping my butt again to get up and then tickles and giggles escape my lungs. I cutely get up my hair in tussles I walk towards the bathroom feeling his gaze on me the entire time. God can that men drive me insane.

We give each other our dreaded goodbyes and long embrace he tells me to be careful like I always am and kisses my forehead and tells me not to be gone to long this time. I try but Naruto's grip is tighter than it seems.