A/N: Hi! this is my first fic so stay with me? its pretty short but I plan on adding more chapters if youre down with that?

Rating: I'm just putting this here because If I do continue this fic its going to contain a lot of smut. Also drugs. so if you don't like that than don't read it. okay?

Disclaimer: I don't own Degrassi or the characters.


As I sat at the stool in front of my mirror curling my hair I wondered what New York would be like. If it is as grand and beautiful as it looks in the pictures and commercials I hoped. I dressed in one of my favorite pale pink laced dress and a pair of white flats. New york.

My mom is sending me there for the summer to work for my aunt at some restaurant she owns downtown. I'm kind of nervous though, I havent seen my aunt in five years. But it's always nerve wrecking seeing someone you haven't seen in a really long time. At least for me it is. I've never been far away from home for more than two weeks so its going to be a long summer for me. My mom thinks its good for me to go away for the summer since I am going away to university next year. My mind is honestly racing with all the bad things that could happen while I'm in New York. I feel like where ever I go drama follows me.

"Clare bear! are you ready yet? Your flight leaves in two hours." My mom yelled from down stairs. "Yeah mom, I'll be down in 5."


Mom: "bags?"

Me: "check."

Mom: "phone?"

Me: "check."

Mom: "Okay. I love you. Have a safe trip. And call me when you land."

Me: "Okay mom. I love you too."

Mom: "And have fun!"

My moms hugs are always a little too tight but today I honestly thought I was going to pass out. I'm a way I didn't mind because I'm going to miss her while I'm gone. She's probably the only one who will miss me this summer. I'm friendless and boyfriendless. With everything that happened in May I don't blame anybody for not missing me. I'm a terrible person. Every shitty thing that has happened to me in the past two months are my fault and If I could take it back I would. I just hope I meet some interesting people in New York. It's good that people won't really know anything about me but my name.

"The 3pm flight to New York City is now boarding..." Here goes nothing.


This is the one of the most uncomfortable plane rides I have ever been on in my 17 years of living. Some smelly fat guy is sleeping next to me and every fifteen seconds he leans towards me to rest his head. I've only got five hours left on this plane. I can do five hours of anything. It could be worse the plane could crash but it's not some I'm okay. I'll be okay.