FAMILY TIES
Heyy guys, okay so this is my first fan fiction but im not particularly new to fan fiction, ive just never written a story for here. Okay so my story are not really meant for people with fragile minds. I just cant write light and fluffy without some hardcore adult stuff. Okay so Im just uploading chapter one to get some response to see what people think of it and if they want me to continue. So here is chapter one.
Warning: contains rape
Disclaimer: I do not own twilight or the characters I just like to play with them (that didn't come out like i hoped)
As I sat scared of my own flesh and blood, the person who created me, I thought how somebody could lose their mind because of lost love? He is supposed to love me like any other father does, like Carlisle loves his children. He was supposed to scare away the boys who I wanted to date, not threaten me to break up with the one who truly loved me because he doesn't want to share. Did I do something to deserve the devil taking the place of my father?
As he walked toward me, the look of lust in his eyes, I sat on his bed paralysed. I should run but I don't remember how. The further he walked toward me the more I remember how to run. As soon as he unzipped his pants I ran. I had only reached the door when he had his arms around me.
"HEL...." I tried screaming before he had his hand over my mouth.
"Now Nessie, be a good girl for daddy. I don't want to have to tie you down, but I will if I have to" He purred in my ear.
He picked me up bridal style and walked over to the bed. He placed me on his bed lightly and reached around my back to unclasp my bra, he pulled it off and threw it across the room. He kissed over my breasts, carefully sucking my nipples, he then kissed all the way down my stomach. He didn't stop until he reached the top of my panties. He looked up at me with that look of lust in his eyes before he slowly pulled my panties off.
"I'm going to make you feel so good baby girl. Just do what daddy says"
I sat in the middle of my bed, thinking about all the times my father touched me. Whenever it happened I pretended I was somewhere else and that I couldn't feel my own father 'making love' to me. I couldn't ask myself why this was happening, I knew why. My father was losing his mind because his wife, my mother, left us. One day she just wasn't there. I sat and thought about when she left.
Flashback.
3 Months prior
I was sitting behind my door cradling myself as I listened to the yelling downstairs.
"SHE CANT LEAVE ME!" my father screamed "I LOVE HER! Carlisle please just let me go after her. SHE CAN'T LOVE ANOTHER MAN! WHAT ABOUT RENESMEE?!!
"Edward please, son we understand but you need to calm down. You have to be there for Nessie" Carlisle spoke calmly. "Promise us you won't go after Bella. We all know that you love her but she left for a reason. It is better for her to let go then continue to love another man behind your back. Saying this I cannot condone her leaving her own daughter."
I heard more voices but I didn't want to listen to them. I couldn't help but think that this was my fault, maybe I wasn't good enough to be her daughter, and maybe she never wanted me at all.
I pushed the memory out of my head, thinking about that day wouldn't change anything. My mum would still be gone, and my father would still be doing this to me. Every time it happens he says that he loves me then buys me an expensive gift. The first time it happened he bought me a silver charm bracelet with a silver heart charm. I was just waiting for him to come in so he can say he loves me and give me another gift.
Like clockwork there is a knock on my door. I quickly jump of my bed and call for whoever it is to come it. Edward walks in with a smile on his face, holding something behind his back.
"Hi Nessie, can we talk for a few minutes?" He asks as he walks toward me. I stand in my place and stare at him, not wanting to answer his question. He lets out a sigh and walks over to me, he grabs my hand and pulls me to my bed and sits me on his lap.
"I have a present for you baby, it's just a little something to remind you of how much I love you." He hands me a flat velvet box. Inside is a beautiful sapphire necklace (both pics on profile)
"Dad its beautiful but I can't accept it, I can't take anymore gifts you give me" I say quickly as I jump out of his arms. He stands up and pulls me into his arms.
"But baby girl, I want you to have it. I bought it for my special little Nessie. I want you to have it"
"NO, you bought me this to bribe me so I won't tell anybody that you have been raping me!" I push myself from his and walk towards the door. He runs ahead of me and pushed me into the door. He leans down and whispers into my ear.
"Listen to me you little bitch, you belong to me and I can do whatever the hell I want with you, nobody will take you away from me! I won't let them! Your all I have left, and you look so much like your mother." He puts his hand under my chin and lifts my head up, he smashes his lips to mine and furiously kisses me. Once he's done he looks me in the eye and tells me "Tonight I'm going to teach you some manners little girl. Be ready for me baby cause you're never going to forget tonight after I'm done with you." He then pushes me into the door and caresses my cheek before disappearing down the hall.
I can feel the tears sliding down my cheeks as I slide down to the ground. I stay there for hours and cry my eyes out. I know why this is happening but why me? Why did this have to happen to my family? I sat and thought about my life and how much I want to get away, but I can't because he would never let me go.
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