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Title: Yesterday I Died

Author: OfficialBulletproof

Rating: M

Pairing: Shizuo x Izaya

Disclaimer: If I owned Durarara I wouldn't be on here. Now would I?

Summary:

"To know why, hope dies." Shizuo realizes he doesn't hate the flea. He hates it took this happening for him to see he loves Izaya.

THIS STORY CONTAINS MALExMALE RELATIONSHIPS AND MAJOR OOC. You have been warned.

Sorry for any typos or shit like that. Yeah. Word hates me. *Shoots Microsoft Word.*


Shizuo clicked his door closed leaning against it and sliding to the floor.

No, it can't be true... He thought as he fought the tears back. He never expected this, and he didn't believe it would affect him like it did.


"Shi-Shizuo I-I didn't mean too!" Pleaded a terrified Izaya.

"Shut up you fucking flea." Shizuo flung Izaya against a wall bringing his fists closer to the flea's face. "You got me hit by a FUCKING TRUCK! Bullshit, 'you didn't mean too.'" A grin spread across his face. "Oi, why don't you go play in the road yourself flea?" Just then he flung Izaya into the street and chuckled.

"WATCH OUT!" WHAM!

Just then a truck about the same as the one that hit Shizuo months ago had collided with Izaya. Shizuo turned on his heels only to see Izaya's limp body fly through the air and land with a thud. Now, we all know this should have brought much joy to Shizuo, seeing how he's been trying to kill him for years. Yet it didn't.

Shizuo felt a pang in his heart. "Wha – IZAYA!" Before he could realize what he was doing he sprinted towards Izaya's motionless body. He took his hand in his and looked him over frantically. No, shit. This can't be happening...

He scooped him up in his arms and ran to Shinra's. When he got to Shinra's, before he could muster a word Shizuo ran back to his house with a blank expression.


Back at home he had broken down completely. Why did this make him feel so horrible and broken down? He hated the flea, didn't he? He wanted him dead, but now that he's got what he's wanted for such a long time it's not what he thought it would have been.

"Why do I feel like this?"

[[Possibly because you've grown to love Orihara.]]

His head jerked up only to see Celty. "How'd?"

[[You left your front door open and didn't bother to notice me when I came in your room.]] She shrugged and begun typing again. [[You were sobbing so loudly I could hear you a mile away.]]

Shizuo looked down, defeated. "Celty, I think I do love the fle-Izaya…"

He could only imagine how shocked her face would have been, or what kind of insane grin she'd have.

[[How come it took you killing him to realize this?]]

"Because, I wasn't gay; well I didn't think I was. It never crossed my mind until now, nor did I ever take the time to think about why I hadn't killed him before. I had plenty of chances, but I never did." He mentally slapped himself. Stupid protozoan brain.

"Shit, I really did love him."

[[Did? What about now?]]

"Huh. Oh, he's dead now Celty, but yes I do." He rubbed his eyes that unnoticed by him, were still pouring out tears.

[[Well why don't you go tell him? (:]] She added a smiley face at the end. Shizuo was baffled by what she meant.

"Tell him?"

Nothing.

"CELTY!"

Her body jostled as if she were laughing. That bitch, this is no time to laugh… [[He's alive.]]

This was all the motive it took to have Shizuo flying down the streets of Ikebukuro screaming "IIIZAAYYYYAAAA!" But this time, with a much different tone and meaning.


Sorry it took me so long to update or write something.

This is my kind of, 'Hey, sorry for not updating for weeks'.

I got sick with a mix of things I could have done without.

This is short and, well not the best but I like it. ALOT.

I might make this into more, but I'm still not sure.

Should I? Ne, tell me if you'd like me to continue this fic.

Now I know I promised to update on 'Truce' before anything, but clearly something happened.

Well... I'm just not been in the mind/feel of typing that fanfic. I dunno why, just me. *Shrugs.*

Plus school's kicking my ass.

Oi, anywho like, no like, okay? LET ME KNOW.

Review, tips, sugestions.

Oh and since I love you guys so much I will start taking requests. ANY ANIME, ANY PAIR. (Unless it's one I hate from the very depths of my soul.) Keke.

SO YEAH. AGAIN, REVIEW, TIPS, SUGESTIONS, REQUESTS, ETC. NOW! c:

Oh and no trolling (Izaya-kun.) Like Shizuo, I'm hot and have a temper to match. (Not so much the hot part. Eh I might add a link to a photo of me or I'll just give it to anyone who wants to see my face..) LARGE OBJECTS WILL BE FLYING!

Yeah, so I'll end here. *Knows she rambles on too much. Like now.*

P.S. I LOVE SHIZU-CHAN! (Okay, and Izaya. c: *Le troll face.*)