DISCLAIMER!!: I DO NOT OWN THE TWILIGHT SERIES (except for my books i bought P ) OR ANY OF THE EVANESCENCE SONGS!!
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This just came to me one day, don't ask how (I don't even know). This is a poem from Bella to Edward after he left, It is made-up from 1 line of every Evanescence song there is (Except 'You' since the song wasn't supposed to be released) Enjoy!
Blinded by tears
All I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid,
and if you have to
leave,
I wish that you would just leave.
'Cause your presence
still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't
seem to heal
This pain is just too real
But you still
have
All of me
Your face it
haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
Is it clear enough that you can't live your whole life all alone?
Now I will tell you
what I've done for you -
50 thousand tears I've cried.
All I want is to give my life only to you
I have lived and I died for you
I've woken now to
find myself
In the shadows of all I have created
save me from the nothing I've become.
You don't know how you've betrayed me
These wounds won't
seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much
that time cannot erase
Fearing you, loving you
my wounds cry for the grave
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
I have to be with you to live to breathe
Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Catch
me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
I can't breathe.
I try to forget
you,
But without you I feel nothing.
All my friends are gone,
Don't
leave me here, by myself.
You forgot me long ago.
One day I'm gonna
forget your name,
And one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost
pain.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Still in the dark, can you fix me?
Darling, I forgive
you after all.
Anything is better than to be alone.
Will
you give your love to me?
Beg my broken heart to beat.
Save my
life, change my mind.
You'll never know the way your words have haunted me.
Out on your own,
Cold and alone again.
I hate me,
For
breathing without you.
I long to be like you,
but you don't really care.
And you're right, I don't deserve
It's growing colder
without your love.
Why can't you feel me calling your name?
Should it hurt to love you?
Under your spell
again.
I can't say no to you.
You lied to me
But
I'm older now
There's only you and everyday I need more
Maybe tonight,
we'll fly so far away
We'll be lost before the dawn
I am alone
But I
won't cry
I won't give up
I wanted you to be with me but,
When I heard those
lonely un-loving words come out,
I felt that I would die
Fear not the flame
of my love's candle
Let it be the sun in your world of darkness
I fear you but spoken fears can come true
Listen to each drop of rain
Goodbye
I can't run
anymore,
I fall before you,
Here I am,
I have nothing
left,
Though I've tried to forget,
You're all that I am,
Take
me home
These days have
come and gone
But this time is sweeter than honey
When will this hole
in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me
We'll remain together
You can't abandon
me
You belong to me
My love for you still grows
I still remember
I will stay forever here with you
You can't just leave me
Between
myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
Which
of us do you love more?
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