I was walking through the woods, wondering if this was a dream, but I knew it wasn't

I was walking through the woods, wondering if this was a dream, but I knew it wasn't. This was a nightmare. He didn't love me. I was . . . . .alone. It was a few hours into walking around in the miserable numbing state until when I looked up and realized that my surroundings weren't familiar. I saw the ground and fell towards it, whispering one word, a word pounding in my head and coursing through my veins. Gone.

Chapter 1 -Bella POV

"BELLA!" A familiar voice snapped my out of my daze.

"What?"

"You were whispering that word again. Gone. Come on! Come out and have some fun in the sun with us!" Kate tried to cheer me up, she tried a lot, but it never really worked out.

"I can't right now Kate, besides; our skin will glitter too much." I still couldn't believe the finger of Fate. Here I was a vampire, doomed to an existence of loneliness because the one I cared for didn't love me. How pathetic did that sound? But this type of love hurt the most for someone who was cursed with it, it was called unrequited love. A/N from movie "The Holiday" with Cameron Diaz I should have been the poster child for unrequited love; I was a pro at it. Sometimes, if I forgot everything, I could imagine that it didn't happen, that Ed..HE was just a dream turned nightmare.

"Okay, we are in the middle of nowhere, and we can go outside without anyone seeing us! Come on Bells. Let's go." I was seriously contemplating the upside of going outside, when suddenly a pair of strong arms locked around my waist and darted outside without my consent. Laughter filled the air, as six vampires couldn't contain back their laughter as they saw look on my face.

"THAT was not funny." I huffed as I recomposed myself.

"Well, at least he got you outside. I should totally remember that tactic myself, shouldn't I?" Kate was teasing me; my own best friend condoned this treatment of me. I couldn't help but have the biggest smile erupt on my face.

"See this Bell? It's not so bad, is it?" The pair of strong arms, which have a body attached to them, he goes by Bryan, spoke.

"Hilarious, Bry, Hilarious." I chuckled as the sarcasm escaped.

I guess I should introduce my family. When the Cu…THEY left me, I was human for only a month afterwards. Victoria came to get revenge on me.

FLASHBACK At night, full moon. In the middle of the meadow. . . . . .

"What are you doing out alone, precious, shouldn't you be inside with your mate?" A vampire I knew before spoke out to me, one with flaming red hair.

"No." I answered straightly. No. I whispered in my mind. He is gone, Victoria.

"Why not? Oh wait….let me guess precious, he didn't care for the poor little human girl, did he?"

I winced.

"oh….so sorry. But really, did you expect to occupy a vampire with all your pathetic helplessness, clumsiness and overall appearance? When he could be blessed with goddesses matching his own perfection?"

"No."

"Ha! So truthfully, so truthful, even to a fault, aren't you? So, Do you miss him Bell-A?

Victoria spoke, ending my name with a sharp "A"

"…yes." Tears escaped my eyes, even with me blinking them back fiercely. My arms wrapped around my waist, trying to keep me together. Trying so hard to keep my breathing even, and my heart from tearing even more apart, keeping my heart from collapsing.

"I miss James too, if that makes you feel better."

"No."

"Poor Bella, you lost the ability to speak, didn't you? One word answers. Pathetic."

"No." If only I lost the ability to think, to remember. No. I can't forget him. Ever.

"Do you know what I am going to do, Bella?" She asked me as she circled around me.

"Yes."

"You do, Bella? Bella, what am I going to do to you, then, if you know?"

"Kill me."

"Goodness, she does have the ability to form a sentence! Shocking."

"Please."

"Did I just hear you say please, Bella? Please? So anxious to leave everyone behind, are you? Oh wait. He already left you, didn't he? What WAS his name again? Ed…ED…ed"

"Stop." I started crying even more.

"Ed…Ed..Ed.."

"STOP!" I could barely breathe.

"Say his name, Bella!"

"No." I fell to the ground.

"Say it!"

"No." My voice was weakening.

"Ed..Ed..Ed.." She taunted me.

"NO!" I screamed it. No, stop, no please. Don't say it. Please don't say it.

"Edward." She knew it, she knew it all along. I didn't think someone would be so cruel, to tease someone so much, to tear their heart out and mess them up that much. I was wrong. "Edward." I whispered his name, and it gave me the sense of contentment and happiness.

"Yes Bella. Edward."

"Edward" I couldn't stop saying his name.

"You know what I am going to do, Bella?" I looked up at her, the crimson eyes. Burning like fire, flickering on where the moonlight shined on her.

"I will not save you, I will destroy you."

Was it wrong that I felt relieved? Until I felt two fangs sink into my flesh, blood pouring out, and then. . .she stopped.

"No." I croaked.

"Yes." The last word she ever spoke to me. Victoria. Condemning me to an eternity of pain.

I shook my head, as to shake the memory out of it. That never worked, it was always there, always taunting me with its presence. I have learned to live with it. Since that was nearly a century ago.

So, this is my first story ever and I was wondering if I should continue or not. please please review and tell me.