Hi! This is my first Kingdom Hearts fanfic so please enjoy oh and sorry I make Roxas a little emo XD in a sense he is but he doesn't think so this first chapter seems to go a little slowly at first but it gets better in the next chapter
Disclaimer: Sadly I do not own Kingdom Hearts or anything having to do with Final Fantasy because if I did Roxas would be all mine D:
Warnings: This fanfic has BL (Boy love) so if your against yaoi please hit the back button.
Summary: Roxas has know for the longest time that he has a a huge crush on his best friend Sora...he has tried telling him before but he just never could.. Riku and Axel are hellbent on getting the two together will it work? Roxas/Sora, Zemyx, and even a little Axel/Riku
"Roxas time to get up!" he heard his mother shout while he tried desperately to go back to bed for at least five more minutes, but he knew if he didn't she would come in and force him to get up and get ready for school.
"Okay mom, I'm up god!…" he called back reluctantly getting up. He froze noticing the cuts on his arm, then remembering how he had done that last night with a razor blade sighed.
"Crap, how am I supposed to explain this?!" he said to himself. He rarely cut only in those rare instances that he couldn't control himself would he ever last night was one of those rare times.
"I guess I'll have to come up with some believable excuse," he sighed walking over to his closet and grabbing out his favorite outfit, a pair of white and black jeans, a black t-shirt, and a white and black jacket.
He walked towards the bathroom with his clothes in hand and set them down on the counter before taking off his pajamas and jumping into the shower. He turned it so the water was warm and soothing just the way he liked it and started to reflect on last nights events.
He sighed again looking at the many cuts he had on his forearm, they were an angry red and had started puffing up still crusted with dried blood. He thought back to last night again wondering why he had suddenly felt so hopeless thinking about how hard he had tried to tell Sora his true feelings, but thought better of it at the last moment. He hated keeping things from his best friend especially when Sora was so open with him telling him everything that crossed his mind.
There was a lot more that just his problem with Sora that had made him start crying uncontrollably, he had made his way to the bathroom trying to keep quiet so his parents wouldn't hear him.
He didn't like cutting but he couldn't stop himself. School was just so frustrating and it didn't help either that other people always saw him as weird and quiet, but he was grateful that he still had friends. Even though none of them knew what he did or how he truly felt.
He turned off the water and grabbed a towel wrapping it around himself as he walked out, he paused in front of the mirror looking at himself, taking in his spiky dirty blonde hair and his deep cerulean eyes.
"Would Sora ever think of me as cute?" he asked himself before grabbing his clothes and making his way back to his room to change.
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"Hi Sora!" he called noticing his best friend at his locker.
"Hey Roxas" he called back waving with a smile on his face. "Whatcha doing?"
"Nothing much you ready to go to class?" the blond asked examining the spiky haired brunet with the most adorable azure eyes he had ever seen. I have to stop doing that around him he thought to himself before looking around the hallway hoping Sora or anyone else hadn't noticed, but Sora was too busy searching for his book to notice.
Thank god Sora has the messiest locker in the school or else he might have noticed me staring at him like a sex crazed fan girl
"Yeah let's go" Sora replied giving a quick "Whoot!" at finally having found his math book and attempting to close his locker but with no success, he settled on kicking the door and gave a satisfied smile as he heard it close with a click, before turning and walking with Roxas towards their class.
Aww he's so cute when he smiles
He saw Olette in front of them and waved "Hi Olette" he called smiling, Olette was his second best friend, after Sora of course.
"Hey Roxas, Hey Sora" she answered slowing down so they could all walk to class together.
They walked in to the classroom and found their usual seats next to each other "It's now or never" he said quietly to himself before turning to face his friends.
"Look what my crazy cat did to me last night when I tried to give her a bath!" he said pouring on his best shocked voice while pulling up his sleeve for them to see his cut arm, his heart started beating faster praying that they would believe him Smooth Roxas you tried giving your cat a bath thats totally believable.
"Whoa there's a ton of them! Your cat must have gone crazy I tried giving my neighbors cat a bath once it didn't end well..." said Sora staring at his best friends arm..
"Roxas… you should know better than to try giving a cat a bath" said Olette softly staring at his arm, not quite believing him. Those cuts are straight across and they look deep….. When my cat scratches me they are curved and not that deep. His scratches look like they bled a lot judging from the freshly dried blood around them…. but I have no reason to believe he's lying so whatever.. she thought
"Yeah I know she's crazy" he replied glad that they had believed him, but feeling slightly guilty for having lied like that.
"Last time I try to give her a bath" he chuckled softly to himself.
Miss Aerith their math teacher walked in and Roxas quickly covered him arm again not wanting anyone else to see it. "Good morning class" she said before walking over to the board and writing out some math problems for them to work on.
Hayner let out a groan from the desk in front of Olette "Not again, I barely understand this stuff" he whined holding his head in his hands.
"Its not that hard Hayner, you can always ask us for help if you don't get it" said Roxas kindly gesturing towards himself and his friends.
"Eh….sure Roxas if I get stuck ill ask you" said Hayner sarcastically turning back muttering "I don't need help from any emo"
Roxas was the only one that had heard him, but he chose to not to say anything only muttering to himself "I AM NOT AN EMO!" angrily.
Sora turned to the blonde and laughed "Talking to yourself Roxas?" he asked playfully.
"I.. um.. yeah.." he said blushing slightly since Sora had heard him. Turning back to work on the problems.
Roxas turned around again as a paper airplane hit him in the back of the head "What was that for Axel?" he hissed, glaring at a green eyed red head with the spikiest hair he had ever seen. Axel just grinned.
"Read it Roxy-poo" replied Axel in a singsong voice that making him shutter.
Roxas unfolded the airplane and started to read the note Axel had written him.
-Roxy I was wondering if um maybe your weren't doing anything on Sunday, if you wanted to come over to my house and help me study for the final ? Please please please Roxy I'll do anything!!
Hmm he does fine in this class why would he need my help?… oh well ill just say yes so he will stop bugging me I didn't have anything planned anyway but the final is like months away... he thought hastily writing out -sure I guess call me whenever you want me to head over I should be free all day but don't call me Roxy EVER-
He carefully folded the note back into an airplane and threw it back at the redhead snickering as it landed in his hair, and Axel started pulling frantically at his hair to get it out.
Having succeeded he unfolded it and read Roxas' reply.
Score!! He said yes, oh look even his handwriting is cute! And he said he would be free all day…….. I get to have him in my room all day he thought to himself mental images of all the naughty things he could do to him on his bed rushing through his head before he turned back to his work smirking.
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"Sora do I look emo to you?" the blonde asked his best friend hesitantly as they walked down the hall.
"You look like Roxas, my best friend to me, don't listen to what anyone says your perfect" Sora replied making Roxas blush and turn away hoping the brunet wouldn't notice
"Th-Thanks Sora" he said blushing even more.
"Are you okay Roxy? Your face looks kinda red are you sick?" the brunet asked placing his hand on the blondes forehead.
"Uh yeah I think I might be coming down with a cold" he said his face turning an even darker shade of red Oh my god! He's touching me! and did he just call me Roxy?! I wish he would say it again. No! snap out of it he's still looking at you! looking back at Sora before smiling.
"Well I hope you feel better" replied the brunet taking his hand off of Roxas' forehead.
The two walked silently Roxas felt like he was in heaven not only had Sora touched him but he had even called him Roxy! I better get a hold of myself he thought to himself as they walking into the cafeteria and sat down at their usual table.
"Hey guys!" Roxas looked over to see Olette, Pence, Yuffie, Axel, and Riku walking towards them, he was slightly surprised to see them all walking over together wondering what they were talking about as they sat down with him and Sora.
"So have you guys decided what we're going to do this Friday?" Olette questioned.
"Is everyone okay with going to the mall and watching a movie then hanging out?" asked Sora
"Sure as long as I get to sit with my little Riku!" exclaimed Axel his spiky red hair bouncing as he jumped onto Riku's lap, making him blush.
"Axel get off of me!" the silver haired teen screamed.
Everyone laughed as Riku stood up knocking Axel to the floor. Axel just sat on the floor pouting
"I was only kidding" he muttered.
"Well anyway" said Yuffie rolling her eyes slightly "Sounds fun"
"Sure why not" said Pence.
"Great then its settled" said Olette beaming "Well see you guys later me and Pence have to go to the library and do some research" she said waving as she turned and started walking off.
"Yeah see you guys" called Pence running to catch up to her.
The four just sat at the table in silence Roxas kept glancing up at Sora and smiling. Sora watched as Axel tried to steal some of Riku's grapes only to have him pour what was left of his pop on the red head, laughing Sora and Roxas got up. "See you guys, me and Roxas are going to walk around for awhile" Sora said.
Axel watched as they walked off noticing how Roxas had been sneaking glances at Sora the whole time they were sitting. "Hey Riku?" he asked quietly
"Yeah?" responded the silver haired teen.
"Don't you think its kind of obvious that Roxas has the hots for Sora? I mean maybe Sora really is as dumb as he looks not to have noticed by now"
"What?! Are you serious?" replied Riku slightly awestruck
"Yeah I mean they're always walking off together and Roxas is always smiling at Sora" he said with a smirk.
"They would make a cute couple I thinks its obvious that Sora would be the uke in that relationship" said Yuffie grinning at Axel.
Oh god how did I end up with such perverted friends.. thought Riku sighing.
"I dunno they are best friends and all, friends do a lot of things together and smiling at him doesn't really mean anything" he said wondering if maybe his red headed friend was on to something…
"If you say so" he shrugged.
Riku turned "Everyone left kind of earlier today" he stated poking at his food he wasn't really hungry Could Roxas really have a thing for Sora?
"You know Olette always wants to get her work done fast.. and Pence probably just wants to bang her in between the bookshelves hes even more obvious than Roxas" Axel said grinning maniacally
"You guys are sick" said Riku turning red
"Hmm I think Riku here is just jealous he doesn't have someone to fuck him senseless" said Yuffie putting an arm around Riku.
"Sh-Shut up! I wouldn't be getting fucked senseless by anyone I'm not gay!" he stuttered blushing furiously.
"Well if you ever change your mind..." said Axel softly winking at Riku making him blush even more.
"I'm leaving" he said angrily grabbing his bag and storming off.
"Wait I was only kidding Riku!" Axel shouted after him.
"Nice going Axel he's never going to fall for you if you keep this up" said Yuffie patting him on the shoulder consolingly
"Oh well I have a date with Roxas on Sunday..." he muttered.
"Axel you two-timing little whore pick one already!" she said smacking him on the back of the head.
Axel grimaced rubbing the back of his head "I'll go with whoever I can manage to seduce first" he said smirking.
"God your such a slut" she said smirking back at him.
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"School can be so boring don't you think Roxy?" asked Sora glancing at Roxas on his left. He called me Roxy again! thought the blonde heart fluttering
Um hasn't he been calling you Roxy since you were five?
Shut up! this is different...
"Roxy?"
Sora's words bringing him out of his daydream, he quickly looked in front of him instead of staring at the brunet like he had been doing for the past five minutes.
"Yeah it can be a total drag sometimes" he sighed.
"Oh my god Roxas, that was totally emo!" the brunet replied jokingly.
"How many times do I have to say it?! I'M NOT EMO!" said Roxas frustrated that he was called that twice in one day.
"Aww I was just kidding Roxas" Sora said giving the blonde a hug.
He's hugging me oh my god! This has turned out to be the best day ever! This feels… amazing.. he thought sending a quick thanks heaven bound, he was about to hug the brunet back, but Sora had already let go.
"Feel better?" asked Sora smiling. The blonde just stood there blushing, "I wasn't really mad" he said quietly.
"I know you just looked like you needed a hug" replied the teen smiling. "Come on lets go" he said waiting for his friend to start walking before keeping pace with him.
I wonder if only Sora knew what he does to me every time he smiles at me or casually touches me, listen to me I sound just like a little girl crushing on that cute boy down the street... but maybe in a way I am
Except for the fact that you don't have a vagina and that cute boy down the street is your hot best friend who's ass your currently checking out..
Gah!! shut the fuck up! Get out of my head!!
I cant Roxas I'm you...
Whatever.
"Come on Rox quit daydreaming already" said Sora poking his side before grabbing his hand.
"S-Sorry I have a lot on my mind" he hastily replied blushing at the sudden contact.
Come on Roxas just ask him out already hes always holding your hand thats not normal for two guys..
For Sora it is hes just a friendly person no one thinks anything of it..
"Roxas!"
"Sorry Sora what were you saying?" he said scratching the back of his head.
"I said lets go sit down by that tree over there" Sora replied pointing to a nearby tree.
"Okay"
They walked over still holding hands before Roxas sat with his back against the tree "This place is nice.." he whispered, feeling the pleasant breeze.
"Yeah it is" replied Sora quickly laying down with his head in Roxas' lap staring up at him.
"Um Sora?' he questioned trying to force his blush down.
Its just Sora being his friendly self..
That or he just likes being near your crotch
"Yes Roxas?" he replied staring up at the blonde.
"Never mind" he said quickly ignoring his thoughts.
They sat in silence Sora started humming while Roxas started running his hands through Sora's hair absentmindedly staring at the sky.
Neither of them noticed a snickering Axel nearby tugging on Yuffie's sleeve.
"What did I tell you!"
"Aww they look so cute!" squealed Yuffie
"Lets leave them alone for now but first I think I'll take a little keepsake" he said pulling out his digital camera and quickly snapping a couple of photos.
"You carry a camera with you?" Yuffie asked surprised.
"You never know when you might get some good blackmail material" he replied shrugging "So you gonna want a copy?
"Of course!" she squealed in true fan girl style.
"Thought so" he said smirking before walking off with a happy Yuffie following.
Sora looked back up at Roxas smiling before reaching up and playing with his bangs "Day dreaming again Rox!" he stated causing a surprised Roxas to jump.
"Oh Sorry Sora guess I was.." he said sheepishly.
"We should go now class will start soon." said Sora
He got up pulling Roxas up with him and wrapping his arms around one of Roxas' causing the blonde to blush. They walked off towards their next class Gym.
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Roxas Pov
I followed Sora as he walked through the locker room towards the back where our lockers were side to side.
I put my bag down and opened my locker, turning back to my bag I pulled out my gym shorts and my plain blue t-shirt, I started undressing catching glimpses of Sora changing He has such a flat stomach good thing hes not one of those muscle freaks I chuckled to myself, then I noticed that Sora was looking at me funny. I turned trying to hide the blush i could feel rising and finished changing.
"You ready?" I turned back to Sora, stuffing my bag in my licker at the same time.
"Yeah lets go" he said flashing me his beautiful smile.
We walked out and stood waiting for Mr. Strife to come out.
"So mine or yours today?" asked Sora.
"Yours" i replied smiling "We listened to mine last time anyway"
"Okay" he said grinning back at me and pulling out his black iPod, we were lucky enough to get Cloud Strife as our gym teacher he doesn't really care about much as long as you do the work, so me and Sora have been bringing our iPods since the beginning of the year.
"Here" he said handing me one of the headphones and sticking the other in his own ear.
"All right class do five laps around the park and since we are ahead of schedule, today will be open gym just put anything you use back when class is over, and if you don't feel like doing anything then you can just walk around the gym or the park" said Mr. Strife taking a quick glance and marking down who was absent.
"Yes I love open gym!" I said excited, its not that I'm not in shape or lazy but I am always one of the people walking around the park, Sora usually tries to get me to play a game with him, Riku, and Axel, sometimes I will join them but more often than not Sora comes with me saying something sweet like "What kind of a friend would I be if I left you walking alone?"
"Come on Rox lets go" he said pulling me along by the arm.
We walked out of the gym doors it was bright out and I had to squint for a sec before Sora pulled me along.
I love the feel of his hand on my arm I thought dreamily staring off again.
Maybe just maybe there is some hope...Sora
So theres the first chapter finally posted! it does get better i promise! Axel will eventually seduce Riku but for now hes focusing on Roxas and poor Roxas actually agreeing to help Axel 'Study' oh and i forgot to mention this story starts on a Thursday D:
