Understanding Love

'When and why did we start doing this?' Sebastian thought to himself as he let the teenage boy pull him in for another kiss, it was so gentle and passionate the feelings it caused for the demon didn't compute. 'Ciel, you know I can never love… so why do you do such things to me?'

Sebastian pushed his tongue past his masters parted lips. He was met with an eager and sweet tasting one. 'Your body, your physical shape is merely a wrapper to the delicious meal within, but when you tease me so, I'm scared to tear it off,'

"Sebastian?" Ciel whispered as his butler pulled away.

"Yes my Lord?" said butler replied.

"Why are you…?" The confused look on Ciel's face startled Sebastian, but what startled him more was the wetness he felt on his own face.

Placing a finger on his cheek Sebastian felt the tears streaming down his face, 'Why? Why?! What is this?' Next Sebastian was feeling frustration, frustration with himself because for the first time in many, many years he didn't understand.

"Sebastian? Why are you crying?" Ciel stood up as his butler pulled away and shrunk to the floor, his hands over his eyes as he continued to cry.

"I…I don't…know," For the first time in his masters presence Sebastian let his voice shake and appearance fall, "I don't understand anything, why…WHY?!"

Ciel looked into his butlers tea coloured eyes as his head shot up. Ciel reached a hand out to comfort the demon but it was slapped away.

"Don't touch me!" Sebastian growled as his hands coved his eyes once more and he openly sobbed. He felt miserable, confused and something else that he couldn't figure out; 'Guilt? Frustration? Anger...Love?' Thoughts like this filled the demons head.

"Sebastian… Oh Sebastian," Ciel whispered before embracing his butler, seeing Sebastian like this made him want to cry.

"Ciel… please…don't…please, I…." Sebastian found he was unable to form a full sentence.

Stroking his hair, Ciel comforted Sebastian. It wasn't long before the demon calmed. Ciel sat in his butlers lap, letting Sebastian hold him to his chest. 'You love me don't you? You just don't understand it… one day, even if it's the day you devour me, you'll understand what love is,' Ceil thought to himself with a small smile.

"I'm sorry you had to see me like that, it must have been very unsightly," Sebastian whispered, hovering an inch away for Ciel's lips.

"No, it's quite alright, I found you rather cute all defenceless," With that Ciel's lips were claimed by his inhuman butler.

'It's love isn't it? I never have and never will understand this emotion…' Sebastian though with a smirk as he kissed down his master's neck and back to his lips, 'I love you Ciel Phantomhive… I will never be able to tell you so,'