a/n: hey guys this is my first fanfiction. I've been trying to come up with a story line in my head and I thing I have it.

Disclaimer: I do not own twilight, mew moon, eclipse, or braking dawn. All the credit go to stephany myers.

Prologue

Time passes very slowly,

with each tick of the torturous clock I am barely holding onto my sanity.

When he -wince- left all he left was a shell,

A zombie or a lifeless corpse if you will.

Not only did he take my love,

My body, my heart, and soul,

He ripped it out of my chest, threw it on the ground,

And stomped on it.

Not only did ed- he leave he took his family.

My sister, best friend, mother figure, father figure, my big bear of a brother, the brother that I hadn't yet had a chance to truly know, or rosalie the one who always hated me for what I will never know or understand.

Some things can change over a period of time

Some times in the blink of an eye.

A/n: so what do you thing, it's my first so I'm unsure if I's good. Please comment even if you think it's horrible! - goth angel