True Feelings
Description- Akira-chan here! yes, they are twins. Yes, I am a bit insane. Yes, it's incest. It's Yaoi. Boyxboy, twinxtwin, you get the point. Don't like, don't read! To be honest, I personally can't sit through a story without a good amount of comedy, so let me tell a good joke right now… hmm… ok! So, a hamburger walks into a bar, orders a salad. Bartender says, "We don't serve food." Get it? He means, we don't serve food TO food! Cus it was a hamburger, and hamburger is food, and…. Well, yeah. Anyways, enjoy! =D
Hikaru: just so you know, this woman is insane…
Kaoru: but writes the truth, I'm afraid. Nehehe.
Horribly Twisted
Kaoru's Point Of View
"I can't ABIDE the thought of a doctor even TOUCHING you Kaoru!" said my twin brother,
Hikaru, right before physical exams. "Oh yes?" I replied. "Yet you and I play doctor at
home all the time, don't we?" Yup, it's disgusting, it's twisted, and wrong on SO many
levels , but, well, what are ya gonna do? Amongst the Squealing of the fangirls who were
observing, I caught Hikaru rolling his eyes. Obviously, he was just as irritated by the
constant squeaking and screaming as I was. Yup, it was a usual day at the Ouran host
club.
And dare I say, it was boring as hell. Tamaki was sulking in the corner again because
"mommy" (Kyoya) had yelled at him earlier. Hunny was stuffing his face with cake, with
Mori watching over him. Kyoya was working on his laptop, probably managing club
funds. And of course, Haruhi was being as boring as ever. I mean, don't get me wrong, I
like Haruhi and all, but lately something just didn't seem right about her. Maybe it was
how much time she was spending with Hikaru? Nah, of course not. What am I thinking?
It's good for Hikaru to expand his world more. Right?
"Kaoru?" Hikaru said with concern in his voice. I realized I had been spacing out. "Sorry" I said, "The bell's about to ring right?
We should get home. Mom will have our heads on sticks if we come home late again."
"Yeah…Let's go." That night, I could barley sleep. I was haunted by thoughts of how he would react if he found out. He would be disgusted by me, he'd hate me, and I'd rather have him love me for a lie than hate me for the truth.
After I had finally managed to get some sleep, I was awakened by a hand stroking my cheek. "Hikaru?" I murmured, still half asleep. "Shhhh" He whispered.
"It's ok, I'm here." And he WAS here. Centimeters from my face. "Hikaru, what are you-"I
was cut off by his lips. They pressed against mine, soft and perfect, just like the rest of him.
I don't see how I looked so much like him. He was so manly, so handsome, so …. Beautiful,
if that's the right word. "Hikaru" I moaned. "It's all right Kaoru" I loved the sound of his
voice saying my name. Maybe I'm just a big wuss, but I didn't care. All I cared about in that
moment was him. My friend, my brother, my twin, my other half.
And then I just HAD to wake up, didn't I? I sat bolt upright in bed, panting. "Kaoru?"
murmured my half asleep twin. He sat up, rubbing his eyes. He draped his arm around my
shoulder. "Kaoru, what's wrong?" he asked. "Oh, nothing" I muttered "Just a bad dream."
To be honest, it wasn't a bad dream. It was a good dream. No, scratch that, it was a
BEAUTIFUL dream. But I wasn't just gonna say "yeah, I had a dream that we practically
had sex!" "ok… just make sure to tell me if anything's wrong, promise?" he said. "Promise" I
replied. So, it was just a dream. But there was one thing I knew was true.
My feelings.
What we did at the host club.
I was in love with my twin brother.
