I am Fire Chapter 1

Amazing poem…

I've been loved,

I've been left,

I've had hopes that were shattered in two,

I've heard promises spoken,

I've had dreams left so broken,

There was no chance they'd ever come true,

IT ain't easy to see but take it from me,

There's no hell I haven't walked through,

And I won't cross the line,

Cause this heart of mine's,

Been broken so many times.

Funny cat saying…

I'm a cat. I can't help you. Thank you for calling and have a nice day.

Chapter 1

My name is Molly. I'm 6 foot 2, thin, and have long chocolate brown hair. Many people call me Gazelle, Gazey, Cheetah or deer. That's because I can out run any one. Even vampires. Yes, I know about the supernatural world. How? My mom was turned when I was 4 and she tried to kill me. My two older brothers and I fought her off with our gifts. When I was 3, a man came to me and my brothers saying we were 'the ones.' My oldest brother had been chosen to yield ice, and water, and be invisible at times. My other older brother had been given air, teleportation and earth. I had been chosen for the greatest. I could control the mind and fire as well as, I could change my appearance to anyone or anything else's. That made me a huge threat. I could read someone's mind, control them, use compulsion, or make them feel mental and physical pain in their mind. And I could burn them. Each of our gifts could only be used if we had our stones. Each of our stones were different, yet similar. They looked the same, small, gray and ovalish, but they felt different. Once you connect to your stone you look different. My older brothers gained a lot of muscle, more than werewolves, grew taller, and started eating more. Well, we all were wolves but I was the only one who didn't have the 108 degree temperature. Something about heat against fire. I'm not sure. They changed a lot, girls now looked at them and they got hit on all the time from girls with too short skirts and too low shirts. I wanted to shake those girls so bad and said 'Look those are my brothers, you can look all you want but don't hit on them. You're wasting your time, they will imprint and leave you in the dust.' But of course I didn't say that. I had changed a lot, too. My brown had gotten brighter, and went to my lower rib cage. I had emerald green eyes with slightly tanned skin. I had a thin, slim body with the exception of my chest and hips. I was like a twig, if I didn't want boys looking at me with lust, I put on a sports bra. It flattened my boobs and my hips and curves I couldn't do anything about, so oh well. I had long tanned legs and arms. Right now I'm starring at my new house. My brothers were inside, looking around and I stud there. It was beautiful. I was staring at the back of the house. Brown steps went to the sand to the deck. Yes, my brothers had bought a beach house right on the beach. My dream house. There was glass railings and sides of the porch, connecting to the house. There was a large white umbrella, underneath two chairs that you could lie down on. There was a large plant on the corner of the deck, like wheat or something. The house was white, modern, kind of like a box. There were two doors to inside, one a bit bigger that the other. Both where clear glass. Over both doors where a cover, to stop the rain. It was a dark wood rectangle with white cloth over it. It was a two story building, the second floor also had a deck. The same clear glass, with a glass door on the right and a covering over it. The other sides deck was bigger, going back into the house farther. There was two large dark wood posts and one on the top, connecting them. On top was the same white cloth and the coverings over the doors. There also was a plant in the corner. I would have stayed there hours if my brother hadn't opened one of the glass doors and yelled at me.

"Come on Gazelle! Hurry up! Before we pick our bedrooms and you get the smallest!"

I laughed, and ran up the stairs to him. Ben was my 6 foot 9 brother, the middle kid in the family. He had brown hair that spiked up and was short. Both my brother were bulky and big, unlike me. I was skinny, thin and small but tall.

I grinned at him and stated.

"I want the one upstairs with the biggest balcony."

He grinned back, yipping happily.

"Luke, I told you. She wants the one on the left. I want the right!"

Lucas being the selfless one, agreed. He tuck the one with the biggest room. Ben had planned it. I smiled at him and he grinned back. We both ran up to our rooms, excited. I threw my door open and started. There was bamboo sticks used as a support for the roof. There were thin spaces in between each. The roof had black wooden squares with white cloth over the top, but the wood blocked the light from coming in and the white cloth didn't. There was a bed in the middle of the room. The sheets were white as well as the pillows and the base of the bed under the mattress was dark wood, like the wood on the roof. Beside the bed was a light maple wooden side table. One wall of the room was close to all windows. There was a light maple 4x4 separating each sheet of glass. There was another room attached on my room, so I walked to see what was held in the room. A long hall way. Ok. I flipped on the lights and gasped. It was a massive dressing room. And it was empty! Which meant, shopping! It was a clean white room unlike the beachy feel my room had. There were ranks on either side of the narrow room. There were shelves on the top and on the bottom. I would have to go to Ikea for storage ideas. Like a high heel rack, or a jewelry stand. There was a small coffee table in the middle of the room. I would have to make Ben drive me to the shopping malls tomorrow, I decided.

"Ben! Lucas! I love you, two! You are the best! Can I go shopping tomorrow?!" I yelled, knowing they'd hear me.

"I love you too, my Cheetah, but I can't I have to go to work. And the day after we are going to talk to the wolves that live here, I've smelt them." Lucas yelled back.

"Ben! Can you please take me shopping?" I asked, yelling to Ben.

He groaned from the other room.

"Please I'll get you specialty chocolate!" I said.

"Fine. I want milk chocolate with swirls of white chocolate and bits of orange in it!"

"Thank you! I'll get you double!"

"Thanks Chicky."

I walked around my room only to find there was another room attached to my room.

It was a large bathroom. Two of the walls were floor length glass. The vanity was a dark brown, wood, like the roof in my room. There were two sinks, kind of like bowls on top of the vanity, sticking up. There were two little plants on either side of the vanity. The wall that it was attached to was hundreds of little pieces of stone. There was a white bath tub on the right of the vanity. In the closes right corner there was a glass wall shower. On two sides of the wall, there were small square colored tile. In the closes left there was the toilet. The ground was a light brown maple bamboo.

Suddenly there was a crash in the other room. Ben's. I raced out of the bathroom and rushed towards his room. I burst in, only to stop and stare.

Two walls of his bedroom were windows. The other two walls were a light badge color. There was a large picture of green colors on the wall. The bed was white and the cover underneath was black, as was the base of the bed. There were three small pillows that were white and three black normal sized. The glass door to his balcony was on the left and on his right was a square black night side table. I walked to where I had heard the crash. The bathroom was amazing. The floor were large dark brown tile. The walls were white. The shower had glass doors and white tile on the wall. The vanity was attached to the wall and above it was a large rectangle mirror. There was a floor length mirror on the right of the vanity. The tub was a white color, pressed against the right wall. The toilet was right beside me. Around the tub were little lights in the floor, lighting up the sides of the tub. My brother stud in the middle of the bathroom. On the floor was soil, glass and a plant. He must have dropped a glass potter on the floor. I raised an eyebrow at his, before turning around and walking out, not wanting to him swearing about the plant. I bet he would burn grieve for it for a while. I walked down the stairs, and started exploring. I came across a living room. The floor was a light maple wood and half the room were windows. You could see the beach outside. I longer to go surfing but it was too dangerous today. The living room was a light badge color. There was a white gas fire place on the far side of the room. There were small two seater couches around a small glass table. I turned and walked to the next room. It was a small lounge room. Two white couches were on either side. In the middle was a long wooden table. Two wooden lawn chairs sat on the far side of the room. Past the chairs where floor length windows. The ceiling was a light wood with a chandelier and the floor was carpet. I was about to look at the kitchen when the door bell rang.

"Cheetah, do you mind getting that?" Lucas asked, from upstairs.

"I'll get it!" I yelled back.

I opened the door to see wolves. Well, in their human forms. All of the men looked stunned at started murmuring. The only she wolf there, her name was Leah I learnt rolled her eyes and smiled at me. I smiled back.

"Hello. What would you like?" I asked them.

The alpha, Sam informed me as if I was a pup.

"Hello. We smelled that there are new wolves in town. We need to speak to your alpha. Can we speak to him?"

I smirked mentally. My brother Lucas was our alpha. I was the alpha female. Only because if I wasn't I would be second in order. The pack saw me as a little sister, and where always nice to me. They came to me for advice, help or if they were hurt. I was the mother wolf. And boy, if you hurt them you had me coming to hunt you down. I was the best fighter in our pack.

"No." I said to him. No, you can't speak to him. My brother laughed at me silently. The three of us had a telepathic link. We could talk to each other in our heads. The boys and their pack leader looked shocked.

"Is he here?" Sam asked.

"Yes."

"Can I see him?"

"No."

Leah looked at me trying not to laugh.

Lucas appeared behind me, in a shirt! He had a shirt on! Wow. That's new.

"Hello, I see you have met our alpha female. This is my younger sister Molly. I am Lucas. You are?" He asked, leading them to the kitchen to talk.

"I'm Sam. This is Paul, Jared, Embry, Quil, Jacob, Leah, Seth, Collin and Brady. I am the La Push alpha. And yes we have met your sister. She is very strong willed and defiant." He said. He was right. Lucas laughed.

"She didn't know if you would attack. She was being cautions. My Cheetah is a little sister to the pack."

Sam nodded and sat down, as did the others.

"You can call me Gazelle or Cheetah. Whichever is fine." I said to them.

Paul raised his eyebrow.

Why is she not called Cheetah or Gazelle? Does she dot like her name? Is she hiding from someone? He wondered.

"I'm the fastest wolf. I'm three times faster than a vampire." I explained to them.

Paul looked impressed, as did the others.

"We need to talk about what is going to happen now that there's two packs here." Sam said.

"Not today." Lucas said, shaking his head.

"Tomorrow?"

"I'm at work, Ben is going to buy chicka and him a car each."

"Chicka?" Paul asked.

Lucas tossed his head in my direction.

Paul nodded in understanding.

"Where are you going?" Leah asked me. I smiled.

"I have a massive closet to fill and an unlimited credit card."

Leah laughed.

"You want to come?" I asked her.

She looked at me.

"I hate shopping." That would be a yes.

"Okay. See you at 8:30 tomorrow."

She looked at me, ready to fight only to see I wasn't backing down. She rolled her eyes and muttered a small 'yes.'

She looked at Lucas and both froze. My brother had just imprinted! Yes! She ripped her eyes to me, worried. She though I wouldn't like her? She was perfect for him! My smile grew and she looked relieved. Lucas's cell rang. He picked up. A moment later…he had to go see one of the guys of the pack. I went to get up but he shuck his head and said.

"I'm very sorry but I have to go." He said to the pack. He walked behind me and said to me in a low voice.

"Keith is hurt. I want you to stay here, my cheetah. If they're out of line you can put them back on it."

I smiled and nodded. He turned and left after throwing longing look at Leah.

I looked at them.

"All of you should get back to your homes. I have to find a car that Ben will get me tomorrow. You should get some sleep. Paul you look dead on your feet." I said.

He nodded. On our way out I looked at them all. My eyes made contact with Jacobs. The whole world stopped. His eyes were a deep chocolate brown. He broke eye contact and spat at me.

"No! I will fight for Bella! You-your…your nothing!" He yelled. My imprint didn't want me. He hated me. What had I done? What had I done wrong? I spun around and slammed the door, before falling to the ground in pain. My chest was dying. Tears streamed down my face. I couldn't stand. My brother ran down stairs. He looked at me, and started shacking with anger. He rushed over to me and cradled me in his arms. He whispered to me, quietly. The tears stopped, but the pain…it- it hurt so badly.

"Chicka, Chicka. What happened?" He asked.

"I-I I imprinted." I started crying again.

He pick me up and lay me on the couch. He disappeared a moment before calling someone. He was calling Lucas.

"Lucas. It's Molly. I need you home now. It's an emergency. Bring the pack." He hung up.

I didn't hear what he said next as I started to fall to sleep.


I woke to the door being slammed closed and voices. The pack. They were here.

Lucas ran into the room. He looked at me, then Ben for an explanation. The pack came in a second later and did too.

"She imprinted." He muttered.

"If she imprinted why does she look like that?" Keith asked.

"My guess is that he rejected her."

The pack looked back at me. Lucas knelt beside me and asked.

"Chicka, what happened?"

"He doesn't want me. He wants Bella. He said-"

"He said what?"

"He said I was nothing."

"No my cheetah. You're everything. Your beautiful young woman and you're the strongest I know. You can't let him rule your life."

I nodded before looking off into space.

Who is Bella?


I started singing under my breath.

I can hold my breath,

I can bite my tong,

I can stay awake for days if that is what you want,

Be number one,

I can fake a smile,

I can force a laugh,

I can dance and play the part if that's what you ask,

Give you all I am,

I can do it,

I can do it,

I can do it,

But I'm only human,

And I bleed when I fall down,

I'm only human,

And I crash and I break down,

Words in my head,

Knives in my heart,

You build me up and I fall apart,

Cause I'm only human,

I can turn it on,

Be a good machine,

I can hold the weight of world if that's what you need,

Be your everything,

I can do it,

I can do it,

I'll get through it,

But I'm only human,

And I bleed when I fall down,

I'm only human,

And I crash and I break down,

Words in my head,

Knives in my heart,

You build me up and I fall apart,

I'm only human,

I'm only human,

I'm only human,

Just a little human,

I can take so much,

Till I've had enough,

Cause I'm only human,

And I bleed when I fall down,

I'm only human,

And I crash and I break down,

Words in my head,

Knives in my heart,

You build me up and I fall apart,

Cause I'm only human


I let it fall,

My heart,

And as it fell you rose to claim it,

It was dark and I was over,

Until you kissed my lips and you saved me,

My hands,

Their strong,

But my knees were far too weak,

To stand in your arms,

Without falling to your feet,

But there's a side to you that I never knew,

Never knew,

All the things you said,

They were never true,

Never true,

And all the games you played,

You would always win,

Always win,

But I said fire to the rain,

Watch it pour as I sensed your face,

Well, it burned,

Well, I cried,

Cause I heard you screaming your name,

Your name,

Lay with you,

I could stay there,

Close my eyes for you,

Forever,

You and me together,

Nothing gets better,

But there's a side to you that I never knew,

Never knew,

All the things you said,

They were never true,

Never true,

And the games you played,

You would always win,

Always win,

But I said fire to the rains,

Watch it pour as I sensed your face,

Well it burned,

And I cried,

Cause I heard you screaming your name,

Your name,

I said fire to the rains,

Watch it pour as I sensed your face,

Well, it burned,

And I cried,

Cause I heard you screaming your name,

Your name,

Your name

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