I felt like torturing a character since I was all depressed, and this is the result. It's a drabble about Selphie forgetting Sora, and I don't know if it even makes sense, but she's losing him slowly. I don't remember how it was in canon, but this isn't canon because I don't think we have proof of Selphie liking Sora, now do we? I don't even really support this pairing, but NightxBlossom told me to torture Selphie for a while, so here's the result...
I don't own Kingdom Hearts, dang.
I... I don't know why I can't remember your face anymore. I want to, but even recalling your name when I wake up is hard. I asked Tidus and Wakka if they remember you, and they just gave me funny looks and told me to quit joking around. Kairi says she remembers, and she often looks over her shoulder, as if she can feel you here with us. I don't want to forget you, I want to remember. I'm losing you, more and more by the minute. I'll forget some silly little thing you said to me, and tears will start to run down my face. I don't want to lose a single detail of you. It's bad enough that I can't imagine your face, and I don't know if I still have your voice right. You were always so happy, just looking at you cheered me up.
Nothing is bright or happy now. I wake up and put on my happy grin, because I have to. I have to be cheerful Selphie, or someone will notice what's wrong, and the minute they start poking and proding, I'll fall apart. No one will be able to pick me up once I'm broken into tiny Selphie-pieces. I want them to notice, actually. Let me break and leave me there, so I'll stop feeling this way. If I break, maybe this horrible forgetting will go away. I just want to remember what you look like... I don't know how much longer I'll even know your name, Sora. I don't want you to fade away; I don't want my feelings to fade. How can I feel this way for you when I can barely remember you? Shouldn't my feelings be diminishing? Or am I just going to feel strongly for a piece of me that I can tell is missing? I'll be able to tell something's missing, but I won't know what it is, and I won't be able to bring it back. I don't want to feel like this anymore, Sora. Come back.
Please... just come back.
