Disclaimers: I don't own SM, or DBZ, even if I wish I did. Uh, "Leave" belongs to Matchbox Twenty, so ya. Don't sue me, the only thing you can get is my pencil and maybe a cold.
Oh, and thanks to Keiko, SIlver Lightning has now become Jupiter's True Destiny, a much better title for it. And Part 21 is now out. Yay for Keiko!
As for someone who shall remain nameless *cough*wildmelody*cough*, I'm not sure if you're dead or not, but I want an email, or at least a review, c'mon you're my best reviewer!
Well on with the fic.
Leave
~It's amazing
How you make your face just like a wall
How you take your heart and turn it off
How I turn my head and lose it all~
It's been four years since I first saw you in my dreams. Your eyes hardened
against everything, almost as if you had something to hide. Standing tall
and proud in the rain that surrounded us, looking as if it never touched
you. Your arms crossed over your armored chest.
"Who are you," I had asked.
"Vegita, Prince of all Saiya-jins," you'd replied.
"Nice to meet you Vegita-ouji..."
As time went by we grew to like each other's company. I'd hurry through each day just to see you again. It took me a while, but I finally figured out that I'd fallen in love with you....fallen in love with a dream.
~It's unnerving
How just one move puts me by myself
There you go just trusting someone else
Now I know I put us both through hell~
What I didn't know is that, just as you had gotten to me, I'd gotten to you. I guess it had unnerved you because you had stopped meeting me in our secret dream world. The darkness that you had suddenly chased away moved in on me, like a wolf with its pery.
I was scared, uncertain, confuses and angry at your leaving. After four years, four years, of secrets, of crying and happiness you were gone. Setsuna somehow saw it, she'd said that I'd tamed your soul. She told me she could let me see you. I jumped at the chance and watched in shock as you fought with Cell, and let him become complete. A sense of dread filled me and I begged Setsuna to send me to you. She didn't let me go...Not until she saw how much my destiny had changed.....and how you'd been wished back.
~I'm not saying
There wasn't nothing wrong
I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me~
Your world was shockingly beautiful, even the barren place Cell had chosen for his tournament. I guess you were shocked to see me appear, seemingly out of nowhere, Either that or you were mad that I was there. I couldn't really see it, but I knew I wasn't willing to let you go. I loved you too much.
~I'm not saying
We ever had the right to hold on
I just didn't want to let it get away from me~
After the Cell Games ended, Bulma invited me into her home. You tried
to avoid me, but I guess I held on too tight, when you told me to go away....that
you didn't care. I wasn't willing to give up, so I asked you what was wrong.
"Nothing. Why do you care," was your reply.
"Because I love you," I answered.
I must have terrified youm because after that, you avoided me like the plaque. I didn't know what to think. Actually, I didn't think. I ate breathed and sleeped you. Whenever someone said your name I looked up to see if you had entered the room.
~But if that's how it's gonna leave
Straight out from underneath
Then we'll see who's sorry now~
When I stopped chasing after you, I became my old self. Having fun with the others, learning a few new things from Goku, Piccolo, or maybe even Krillan.
You came out of your shell soon after that, and became your unusual, coky, proud self. I never fully understood you, but I loved you for who you were, not some hunky, muscle-man that girls drool all over at the beach, but your "I-want-to-be-stronger' self.
Maybe I was scared I'd lose you completely, so I approached you as a friend. Not some love sick teenager going after that popular colledge, but as a friend who wanted to learn what you could teach...fighting.
~If that's how it's gonna stand,
When you know you've been depending on
The one you're leaving now
The one you're leaving out~
I tried to move on, to find love elsewhere, but every time I tried you'd appear to remind of the reason I breathed. You seemed to become like the man I'd first met, who'd I'd come to know when we were alone.
I knew who you were on the inside, it scared you, it scared me. I also knew that you knew me better than I knew myself. I depended on you to keep me sane. You depended on me to love you for who you were, even if you weren't willing to admit it. But somehow, my heart knew.
~It's aggrivating
How you threw me on
And tore me out
How your good intentions turn to doubt
The way you needed time to sort it out~
When you left Chikyuu on one of your crazy escapades to become stronger, I was broken. I cried myself to sleep more often than not. I guess that's what tipped Bulma off on my feeling for you. Or maybe it was my pleading with the newly reformed you to bring you back.
I was terrified that's you'd never come back...mever come back to me. I wanted you to hold me in your dtrong arms, to kiss your lips, even to jusy tough you. It was unnereving and agrivating.
~Tell me is that how it's going to end
When you know you've been depending on
The ont you're leaving now
The one you're leaving out~
I love you. Tha is all I have to say. I want you to come back to me. That is how I feel
Where you are and how you are are misteries to me, but I know that someday I'll look you in the eyes and tell you I love you and you'll reply with a simple:
"I love you too."
~Finis~
Wowiws. And it only took me two hours to type. That's a record for me
when I'm sick. I was gonna update Reuntieded to, but I really don't have
the motivation. Well, please r/r.
