Drabble Lyrics- I can't hide, Peel away my cracked disguise, Shine a light on all my lies, No more living life in denial

Leon and Seifer are trying to manage a life together, battling out the nightmares and pains of the past.

The house was hardly in a clean state, items were tossed around. Papers on the table and floor, books laying open and glass broken in the sink. Leon was carefully cleaning up the broken glass as he listened to the rain outside, it wasn't a fight hat had caused this…rather he had found someone he cared about completely broken and destroyed.

Leon didn't know what had set off Seifer and he worried it had been a great deal but the fact was he couldn't do anything at the moment. He'd managed to get the blond to lay down and rest while he cleaned up what he had walked into.

The radio crackled as it played a long in the background, he guessed the storm was interfering with it but when it cleared up he would go over and turn it up o drown out the rumbling above.

I cant hide, peel away my cracked disguise, shine a light on my lies, no more living in denial.

Laundry was tossed away and Leon made his way to the living room to pick up the papers and books strewn about not noticing that Seifer had gotten up from the bed. He continued to clean up as eyes watched him.

I am a monster. I'll hurt you, and everyone I touch in the end will be burned too. So keep your distance from my love or wind up a victim of my lust. Don't say I didn't warn you.

Even after everything that had happened Leon still hadn't walked away, even after the wall Seifer had built to try and keep all those broken parts of himself locked away had come crumbled away. He still was here, not yelling back or trying to stop his melt down. He just…would take it and ride it out with him even when things ended up like this.

No excuse for what I do. Can't justify the way I feel inside.I try to up the broken pieces and rearrange. But its no use …

I can't hide from myself though I've tried.

Leaning there Seifer just watched Leon clean up, lips parted to say something but he couldn't and decided just to stay quiet for now. The only sound between them was the radio playing and the rainstorm beating down outside.

I am a monster. I'll hurt you and everyone I touch in the end will be burned too.
So keep your distance from my love or wind up a victim of my lust. Don't say I didn't warn you.

"Seifer?" Finally Leon realized that he was being watched, having noticed the tired and unkempt male just in the bedroom doorway "You should be in bed"

Do you look at me differently now now that you see what I can be,

Eyes looked away to the side, still no words passed Seifers lips.

Can you save me?
Can you change me?

No, you can't

I am a monster
I'll hurt you