Dear Diary

16122017

This is how my a few days went

Today was probably the worst days of my life and this is how it went.

Night

"Hey Star, can we talk for a while" he texted me

I was freaking out what if he doesn't like me anymore and likes jackie now, I started to tear up

"Hey, text me whats wrong I need to take a shower so text me what's up" I said I was scared.

"Ok, so I've been thinking and I think we should break up I've stop liking you and I think I like Jackie, I loved the dance but I think we are better as friends, sorry" He said

I teared up like crazy I can't believe this, I knew this time would come but before my birthday really.

"Oh I understand" I said

"Sure" he said

I haven't talked to him for a week and we live in the same house WHY me, why he started dating Jackie. I knew he always liked her. He didn't even wish me happy birthday I was crying and crying. What I mostly missed was my best friend not my old bf my best friend that's who I miss, someone that would go up to the roof with me and talk about our problems all night but that's who I miss.

"Star what's wrong are… are you crying" he said sounding like he was worried, really worried.

"Im fine, dont worry about me" I said

Marco busted through the door and said

"Don't lie to me I know you are not fine I've heard you cry the whole week and and it has made me cried too, I miss you I really do, I was too scared that I would mess up again" He said, I was extremely shook I… I couldn't believe what he said

He ran and gave me the biggest hug and he started crying and then I started crying.

"I missed you too not my old boyfriend my best friend that's who I miss and I'm happy for you that you are with Jackie it's ok that you don't like me and I mean it" i said

"The thing is that I don't like Jackie she forced me to break up with you or else she would do something to you and I can't let that happen" he said

I didn't know what to do at this point, I I freaked out "But why would she want something bad to happen to me" I said my voice was shaking

"Hey Star calm down take it easy, she hates you and she is jealous I mean we do live in the same house" he said

"But everyone was saying you kissed her" I said

"She made that up I broke up with her yesterday one because I never liked her and two she is obsessive and would come up with lies about both of us"

Later that night we went to the roof. We kept on talking, we had a great time. Later on we went to the park we were on the bridge next to each other. After a while I got a sensation a weird one. I felt Marco getting closer to me, what what is he gonna do. Marco grabbed me by the waist pulled me over I knew he was going to kiss me got me closer and closer at this time my lips were against his lips, I put my hand against his chest. We letted go of eachother. What is going to happen next???

Im sorry this is so short I will make the next one longer. K bye ️