A/N: WARNING! This fic is extremely graphic and should not be read by anyone under 17 years of age. You have been forewarned! I don't own Instant Star.

Feather and Silk

Tommy and I had been burning the candles at both ends as of late, so it was not surprising when the two of us were the only remaining G Major employees holed up in the studio. "Are you trying to punish me, Quincy?" I said wearily rubbing the sleep from my eyes. "Not yet." He mused as he stared across the thin layer of glass that separated us. My pulse quickened and my eyebrows shot up in surprise and curiosity. "Get your head out of the gutter, Harrison, we have a song to finish preferably before the sun gets out of bed." He said in admonishment. "Hmmm….bed…I remember those…white fluffy pillows, silk sheets…." I said dreamily. "Come on, girl, one more take. I know you have it in you." He said encouragingly. "I have got a lot in me!" I retorted in challenge my nose flaring slightly. "I bet." He muttered while rolling his eyes as he counted down before pressing the record button.

Sometime after 4 AM.

"So I didn't quite get it that first take sue me." I said as I playfully punched him on the arm. "So can I drive you home?" he offered. "Which home would that be Tommy? The one with dad and Yvette? Or maybe the one with mom and the divorce lawyer. Oh I know maybe you would be so kind as to drop me off at your ex-girlfriend's dorm room?" I said crossing my arms against my chest. "I'm too tired to argue Harrison." He said holding his hands up in defeat. "Fine. Let's go to yours." I said as the words escaped my lips. He had an expression of mild shock to say the least. It took some will power and a lot of discipline to school his expression to neutrality. He studied me for a few moments. "Relax. I'm too tired to do anything. And orange really isn't your color is it?" I said patting his hand patronizingly. "Just get in the damn car!" he said irritably as he ran his fingers through his hair. "Oh Tommy you know I like it when you talk dirty!" I teased. He got in the cobra and turned on the ignition drumming his fingers impatiently on the steering wheel as I sauntered over to the passenger side and strapped on the seat belt against my chest. "Ready?" he said. "Are you?" I answered cheekily. "Ha ha" he mouthed before slamming his foot on the gas.

The car navigated smoothly through the darkened streets of Toronto. I snaked my arm out the window and felt the wind against my fingertips as a grin lit my face. Before Tommy could protest I quickly unbuckled my seat belt and stood up, my feet planted firmly on the car floor, and my arms spread wide open. "Jude what the hell do you think you're doing!" he screamed in panic as he kept his left hand on the steering wheel and with the right attempted to pull me back down onto my seat. "Relax grandpa. Aren't there moments where you truly feel happy to be alive? Where everything is perfect and the world seems far away. Look at the night sky Tommy. Right here, right now, it feels like anything is possible!" I exclaimed with a grin from ear to ear. He shook his head and smiled, "You're unbelievable, you know that!" he said with only a hint of reproach. I couldn't help but grin even wider. Victory is sweet, but short lived. He let me bask in the cool night air for a few minutes before I reluctantly sat back down in my seat and buckled myself in.

"Nice hair." He teased as he killed the engine and we began the short walk to his apartment building. "Don't be jealous." I said as I ran my fingers through my wind blown locks. We slipped into the lobby unnoticed and shared an elevator with an elderly couple. "You young folks have yourself a good evening." the elderly couple voiced as they exited the elevator. "Aww they were sweet." I said. "They've been married for 60 years." Tommy said. "Wow!" I said. "I know." he murmured. "Do you think you'll ever…" I said. "I dunno considering how well the first one went sign me up!" he said sarcastically. "You know what I mean, Tommy." I scolded as the sound of his name lingered on my lips. He scrunched his forehead and was saved by the elevator bell a few moments later. "Come on Jude, I'm tired, you're tired; let's just go to bed, alright girl." he said in a tired voice as he placed the key in the lock and turned the knob.

My weariness seemed to dissipate as I stepped into his apartment. It screamed bachelor pad. Big screen TV. Black leather couch. Fully stocked bar. I went straight away to the kitchen and made a pot of coffee. "I thought you said you were beat?" he said as I poured coffee into two mugs. "Tommy, we've been up all night and Darius is expecting us in the studio in a couple hours. I doubt either of us will be getting much sleep tonight." I drawled as I took a big sip from my mug. A smirk appeared on his face. "Whose got a dirty mind now, Quincy?" I deadpanned as I finished my second cup of coffee.

The expression on his face was half predatory and half calm as if he had made peace with whatever demons had been ravaging his system. "Do you want me, Jude?" He said quietly as he pushed the empty mugs away from us. I subconsciously licked my lips as his gaze locked onto my bottom lip. "I…uh" I stammered. "There are ways to please a woman without having sex; without being skin to skin." he said. I felt a little light headed as the conversation continued. "Have you ever experienced an orgasm, Jude, hmmmm?" he said looking into my eyes. "With Shay?" he asked. I shook my head from side to side. "With Jamie?" he asked. I shook my head from side to side. "With Speed?" he asked. I shook my head from side to side again. I avoided his gaze and stared at my lap. "Would you like to?" he said his fingers tilted my chin forcing me to face him. My pulse quickened and my skin felt flushed as I answered hoarsely, "Yes."

My mind was floating as I followed him to his bedroom. "Undress and lie down on the bed while I gather some things." he said pointing to the king sized bed with dark blue silk sheets and feather down pillows. My fingers were shaky as I pulled my shirt up and over my head and eased my jeans off my legs. Clad in my bra and panties I got under the sheets. My heart hammered in my chest as I took off the last remnants of my clothing and clutched the silk sheets tightly to my body.

"Do you trust me, Jude" he said quietly as he sat on the bed. I nodded my head in affirmation. He smiled a child-like smile before everything went dark as he covered my eyes. I tried my best to keep my breathing even as I lay flat on my back. He took what felt like a long silk chord and drew it below my breasts under my arms and crossing it around my back before securing each of my wrists to the bed post and then around my waist. "Is it too tight?" he said his voice gentle. "No." I said as I exhaled a breath I had been holding. "Good. I'll continue then." He said. He took a second silk chord and bound it around my neck like a scarf before wrapping it around my waist and between my thighs where he expertly tied a knot that rested inside my lower lips. I shifted a tiny bit generating a large amount of friction down below that caused me to bite my lower lip. I struggled to cease movement as it rubbed my bundle of nerves torturously. "OH!" I said in utter surprise as my breath hitched in my throat. "You're starting to understand, I think, but I'm not done yet not even close." He replied with a dark expression on his face. He took yet another silk chord and bound my ankles to the bed posts at the end of the bed connecting it with the chord around my waist and finally to the chord that bound my wrists. I experimentally wiggled my feet and gasped aloud as the chord drew taught between my thighs the knot rubbing my center back and forth causing the pressure to mount. My nails dug into the palm of my hand, but not hard enough to draw blood. My breathing grew ragged as I felt something light and airy brush my cheek. "We've only just begun." He said seductively as he removed the blind fold from my eyes causing me to blink a few times as my eyes adjusted to the dim lighting. Tommy was clad in a pair of black silken pajama bottoms. He held a feather in one hand and a tube of edible climax gel in the other. "I thought you'd enjoy it more if you watched." He said lightly against my ear causing me to shiver involuntarily as my body jerked from the small movement; my body already wracked with pleasure felt taut as a bow as the knot sea sawed inside my aching flesh. A moan escaped my lips, "OH!" My breathing became unsteady as the pleasure mounted. He uncapped the tube and put a dime sized amount on each nipple. Within moments they felt like they were on fire. He began to blow cool air on my erect nipples. I arched my back and writhed as the silken knot dug deeper inside me. Perspiration began to course down my neck. He took a quarter sized amount of gel and applied it to my nether area using the feather to spread the cool mixture. I bit my lip as the ache between my legs skyrocketed and I began to whimper. He took the feather and seductively stroked my neck, south towards my collarbone, between my breasts, and to my stomach. His movements were torturously slow causing me to struggle against the silken chords. And the more I struggled the tighter the chords became against my body and the harder the knot between my lips pressed against my clitoris. The friction between my thighs grew more and more and all coherent thoughts escaped me. My body was aching for release. It was simply becoming unbearable. "Do you like this?" he said as he brought the feather downwards and stroked my inner thighs. I closed my eyes, "Yes" I said biting my lower lip. She had an expression of pure rapture on her face as he continued his lazy strokes inside her lower lips before plunging the feather within her causing her body to thrash in response and the chord continued to grow tighter between her thighs rubbing inside her flesh. "UGHHHHHHHH!" she mouthed as the waves of pleasure began to crescendo. "AWWWWWWWW!" she gasped as she tightened her walls. "AIEEEEEEE!" she breathed as she clenched and unclenched. "OHHHHHH GOD TOMMY!" she cried out overwhelmed by the ache between her legs as she arched her back, her hips thrust into the air. She lay back down exhausted with a sheen of sweat covering her body and an expression of ecstasy writ on her face. As she lay there unmoving and sated he deftly untied her and began cleaning up. He gathered up the items, put said items in a box, and shoved them under the bed. She still had an otherworldly expression on her face by the time he had finished. "Jude?" he said with a satisfied grin on his face seeing her pleasure. "Yes?" I said in a tone that screamed of sex. "How are you feeling, girl?" he said entranced at the sight of her naked flesh, which I was doing little to cover. "Honestly?" I said my pulse still traveling a millions miles per second. "Always, girl?" he said. "The truth is I've never been hornier in my life and I don't think either of us will make it to my 18th birthday after this?" I said as I began to crawl towards his seated figure at the edge of the bed. "I've created a monster!" he joked with a grin. "Hey!" I retorted as I punched him lightly on the shoulder before he pulled me against his body and captured my lips with his own. We broke away breathing heavily. "Show me what you can do!" I said as I pulled him in for another kiss. And he did.

La Fin