Title: Feelings For Him.
Chap Title: Daddy's gone?

Pairing: ZexionxDemyx, And some various others.
Summery: Zexion always felt alone that was intill he met him…
Disclaimer: I don't own any character's from kingdom hearts.
Warnings: Yaoi(BoyxBoy),Cursing, and suicidal thoughts, also later on character death.

Author's Notes: Well I wanted to make a angst type of story thus this was created it mostly centers around Zexion's feelings about his life and Demyx, so the fic is in Zexion's POV just to let you all know and its AU. Anyway on with the fic!

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My father smiled at me a sad look upon his face, he ruffled my lilac hair his sad smile still in place.

"Daddy why are you sad?" I asked so clueless I was only three at the time. "Daddy has to leave for awhile Zexx." He said trying to look a bit happier but failed miserably. "Why?" I said continuing to ask question's . "Mommy and daddy don't want to be together anymore." He spoke softly, he looked as if he was going to cry but he didn't because of me I suppose. "Can I come with you?" His face frowned slightly as I said this. "I'm sorry Zexx but you can't…"As he said this my dark colored eyes started to fill up with tears.

"But Daddy!" I cried tears streaming down my face, I didn't want him to leave me I didn't want him to forget me, like my mother always did some many times from her heavy drinking. My father stood there saying nothing but his look told me everything. "I'm so sorry Zexx…but im going now…"He slowly got up and ruffled my lilac hair once more and walked out the door not even looking back to see the hurt in my eyes leaving me to wallow in my sorrow and tears. And that's were my pain all started.

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"Big Brother Wake up!" I wince slightly as I open my eyes and the sun light from the window hits them, only to hear my sister Namine's voice call out to me from down stairs. She tended to do this quite often knowing im not much of a morning person, and I had to be waken up some how after all. "Im up im up!" I yell out, slowly getting out of my bed tossing my black covers lazily to the side. I truly dreaded today then again I dreaded everyday, but today was Monday that meant school and that was not something I looked forward too. I wasn't popular at all infact I had no friends, nobody wants to be friends with 'The Emo Kid' as they call me…Though aren't we all emotional to a point…then again I hardly ever talk or show any emotion's for that matter other than to Naminé. With a sigh I head over to my closet finding something suitable to were, I pick out a tight black top and my black leather pants ok I can somehow see were the would get the emo nickname from…

Once I got done dressing I headed to the bathroom and started fixing my hair though it really didn't need that much fixing considering my hair was fairly manageable. "Big Brother breakfast is ready!" Naminé yells from down stairs again she usually fixed breakfast, our mom was out how knows were doing how knows what, most likely though she was sleeping with some man she hardly knew, and last time I tried cooking I almost burnt the house down but that another story. "Ok im coming. "I say as I walk down the stairs and enter the kitchen, Naminé greeted me with a sweet smile as always. If it wasn't for her I don't know what I'd do I have had suicide thoughts in the past but she kept me from trying to kill myself, I doubt anybody would care though not even my mother, then again Naminé would she would be the only one that would care.

"Im not really that hungry Naminé." I say in all truth, all I wanted to do at the moment was crawl back into bed and just stay there. She frowned slightly but then perked up quickly. "Ok but your not skipping lunch." I sigh knowing if I protest I'll just be in a bad mood not that I already wasn't but still. "Come on Big Brother smile its not like the words ending its just school." She says with a sigh, I knew that she truly wanted to see me happy but to me the word already ended and I wanted to end with it. "Come on lets just go to school, and get hell over with." After saying this I start heading out the door grabbing my backpack on the way, Naminé not far behind.

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Ok well what did you all think the next chapter should be much longer too. Anyway next time well get to see Demyx and some others too as well,and why Zexion truely dreads school.

Review and I'll give you some pancakes Naminé made!