Hmm... what can I say? I love songfics! And, I have a hard time picking a topic for stories... there's one that is already started that I am writing with Writing Bird if you'd like to check it out- if that doesn't work, pm me and I'll help you find it. That story is combined with a book called Vampire Kisses, but it is probably still cool if you haven't read it.
On with the songfic...
Edward's POV:
Sometimes, I doubt that Bella even loves me, and is just trying to humor this soulless vampire coming on to her. But, then again, sometimes I see something in her eyes, and realize that she truly does want me. I guess we'll just have to see how this turns out... This battle inside of me would kill me if not for Bella. Although, there wouldn't be this battle if she wasn't with me. I would be nothing without Bella...
She loves me, she loves me not.
My love was my decay.
She loves me, she loves me not.
He repeated to himself over and over.
These petals decide what's next for you and I...
Maybe, if I could sleep, then I could dream of my sweet Bella, and I wouldn't be up all night thinking about her, and maybe I wouldn't seem like such a stalker, as Emmett says. And, maybe it would be a better thing to "sleep on" these decisions...
Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer on. The worst was...the worst was this:
Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer...on.
Truthfully, all I had to loose was my Bella, but that was enough to kill me. Of course, I was technically already dead, but I would go off to Volterra in a second if Bella left me. Bella is my love, my life, and yet- I still wanted her blood deep down inside me. Sometimes, I would get carried away and get these murderous thoughts revolving around Bella and I fell so shameful for these thoughts to even enter my head. I feel that with that, Bella would be better off with anyone other than me...Even-and it pains me to even think this- Mike Newton.
Finding oneself in such murderous shame, Devotion... devotion...
My love was (my decay) my love was...
My love was (my decay) my love was...
Playing roulette with a flower,
Mislead devotion into seclusion.
I'm not so sure what this part of the song has to do with this... but I just love this song
Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer on. I'll stop...
Scream loud as you want to.
Scream loud as you want to.
There's no way that they can hear you.
There's no way that they can hear you.
Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer...
Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer on.
Never resting time, leads summer on, leads summer...on.
Stabbing...
When you stop...
Screaming...
How do you like it??? REVIEW!!! This was "There's no penguins in Alaska" by Chiodos.
