Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha or any of the charaters. Rumiko Takahashi does.
I did not steal this story from shermsgirl I am shermsgirl something happened to my pervious account and i had to start a new one.
With Kagome
Dear diary,
We just set up camp for the night and it's the same routine as usual. Inuyasha is sitting in a tree sulking because we don't have any Ramen left. Sango is polishing her Hirikoust, her huge boomerang weapon. Miroku is off to the side meditating, but I think he is really trying to think of new ways to grope Sango without getting slapped. Not possible. Shippo and Kirara are running around playing tag not too far from Miroku. So that just leaves me. Kagome Higurashi. I'm the Shikon miko and the 17 year old girl who can travel back in time to Feudal Japan.
"Hey wench, get a move on with dinner! I'm starving!" A gruff voice shouted from a tree top not to far away, breaking Kagome's train of thought.
"Well Inuyasha, if you want it so bad why don't you SIT down and help?" A yelp and a thump were heard from around the base of the tree.
"Damn wench why did you do that!" He screamed at the young girl sitting by the fire.
"I can't do anything about dinner until you go out and hunt, idiot." Kagome replied as she stood up to dust off her jeans. She put her diary back in her bag for the meantime.
So far they've been working on finding jewel shards for the last 2 years. They'd find a piece here and there, most of them lost to Naraku within time. They had been lucky recently, finding three jewel shards in the last week and not having come across Naraku. If he ever manages to get the complete Shikon Jewel he will be far too powerful for anyone to destroy him, but that's not the only thing they, more so Kagome, had to worry about. Kikyo, Inuyasha's former love, had been brought back from the grave made of grave soil and bones and forced to take the souls of young girls to survive. She also has Shikon Jewel shards.
Kikyo seeks revenge on Inuyasha for her death 50 years ago. Even after being brought back and finding out the truth that Inuyasha did not cause her death, she can't let go of her anger and hatred and need for revenge even though Naraku killed her. She still promises to drag Inuyasha to hell with her.
"Keh, who do you think you are telling me what to do, wench? I'm the Alpha around here, I give the orders." Inuyasha replied as he crawled out of the crater.
"SIT! Inuyasha I'm sick and tired of listening to you complain all the time! We're only human, you know we have to take breaks or we'll collapse. Just because you can go days without stopping doesn't mean we can and if we don't take breaks you don't get your precious Ramen!" Kagome yelled back at him.
"Fucking bitch, why did you sit me this time?! I didn't do anything to you! If you want to take a break so bad why the hell don't you just go home and stay there!? You're completely useless anyway!" His voice was muffled as he was still buried face down in the ground.
"What did you say to me dog boy?" Kagome stomped over next to him.
"I hate you." His words were so soft she couldn't hear them. "I said…" He jumped from his sit hole to stand in front of her, with hair tousled and hands planted firmly on his hips; you could tell he was beyond angry. "I said I fucking HATE you stupid bitch."
All other conversations in the clearing stopped at his declaration. He took a step forward to where he was almost directly in Kagome's face.
"You're useless, weak, totally and completely pathetic!"
Stop…
"You couldn't shoot a bow if your life depended on it and it has by the way! You have no control over your powers!"
Please stop saying these horrible things…!
"You're not as strong as smart or as beautiful..."
Please, god, don't say that name!
"…as Kikyo so I don't know why we even bother with you. I should just invite Kikyo to joins us, then this mission would be completed a lot fast with someone who knows what they're doing. We don't need you besides you're just a…"
No, please I can't handle that!
"…reincarnation, a copy, and a poor one at that." These words hung heavily in the air.
As Inuyasha glared down at Kagome he began to notice something, she would not look him in the eyes and she was not crying. Most of the time she would have gone running home in tears by now... but this time she just stood there. It was really starting to bother him when suddenly her eyes met his and he took a step back in shock. Kagome's once bright and vibrant arctic blue eyes were now dead and lifeless. As he looked into her eyes he saw no trace of emotion. Love, hate, anger, there was just nothing there. It was like she was completely empty.
"Ka-Kagome what's-" He reached up a hand as if to place it on her cheek in comfort only to have her step back swiftly. He dropped it lifelessly to his side.
"You're right Inuyasha; I am worthless, pathetic and weak. I realize that I never should have come here. I mean nothing to any of you. So I will no longer burden you with my presence." Kagome spat, she walked swiftly over to the stunned hanyou.
Faster then even he could see she reached out and grabbed the subjugation necklace. His eyes shot down to where she held it firmly in her hand. She gave a gentle tug. His eyes flew back up to hers in sheer panic.
NO, SHE CAN'T DO IT!
Her eyes gave no indication of what she was planning to do. With a sharp pull the string of the necklace snapped.
Silenced rang out through clearing as the beads scattered in the grass at his feel, he stared in shock as Kagome clenched her fist around the remaining beads in her hand and turned from him. She didn't say a word to anyone as she simply walked from the clearing into the trees.
With Kagome
It's over. After everything it just over. After all the fighting and the laughing, spending the last 2 years together. It's just over. These words just keep circling around in her head. If I stop walking now I'll never make it to the well. Just keep walking, it's not like they'll miss me anyway.
