Jos sä tahdot niin (If you want so)

A/N: Okay, this some really stupid ONESHOT SONGFIC, and like I said, it's stupid. But I hope that it's at least little enjoy-able 'cause lyrics translating wasn't so easy and it took time. The song is Jippu and Samuli Edelmann: Jos tahdot niin. So, hope you guys enjoy and please review!!

PS: The language which I think you don't recognize is Finnish.

Jos sä tahdot niin, olen sulle joku aivan muu,

If you want so, to you I'm someone else,

Jos sä tahdot niin, olen virhe joita tapahtuu.

If you want so, I'm mistake which happens.

I have tried all my best to be that someone she wanted. I have tried to change, and I had changed. I didn't look after other girls anymore, she was the only one who was in my mind. She was my life, but I wasn't her life.

Jos sä tahdot niin, tulen jouluksi kotiin,

If you want so, I will come home for Christmas,

Jos sä tahdot niin, en enää lähde uusiin sotiin.

If you want so, I don't leave anymore to new wars.

I had stopped all night racing because of her, I was there only few times in months 'cause most of the nights I was with her and she wasn't so much into raceing.

Jos sä tahdot niin, jään vahtikoiraksi ovelles, tai painan pääni sun povelles.

If you want so, I will stay as watchdog at your door, or will put my head to your breast.

I had stayed with her every night of my life after I met her, 'cause it was the way she wanted it. "If we are in relationship we will spent our nights together", she had said and I did as she wished.

Jos sä tahdot niin, et enää koskaan ole levoton,

If you want so, you will never be restless anymore,

Jos sä tahdot niin, kaikki minun myöskin sinun on.

If you want so, all of mine is your too.

I let her do what she wanted all the stuff I had, I let her use. All the cars, all the money, my house and me. All was hers 'cause it was mine too. I opened up to her told her all the things about me, but she wasn't ready to tell about herself so openly so I gave her her space.

Jos sä tahdot niin, otan sinun uskontosi,

If you want so, I will take your religion,

Jos sä tahdot niin, on mulle valheesikin tosi.

If you want so, even your lie is true to me.

We used all her family ways. All the things that were different to mine we used 'cause it was her way and I was willing to do that for her but all my family ways went to rubbish, they weren't there anymore. And when ever she wasn't home and I asked her where she was, I took every word she said 'cause I loved her, thought she didn't love me.

Jos sä tahdot niin, muutan kirjoille Andorraan, jos vielä siellä sut nähdä saan.

If you want so, I will move to Andorra, if in there I shall still see you.

I even moved to Tokyo for her, I leaved Dom and the other team behind 'cause I wanted her to be happy. She said she missed her family, so we took to Tokyo, nut what about my family in Korea? When would I see them. Was she willing to move to Korea if I said that I missed my family?

Sillä ilman sinua hukun öihin sekaviin ja ilman sinua, no niin.

Because without you I will drown to nights unclear and without you, so.

Ilman sinua olen puolitiessä helvettiin.

Without you I'm halfway to hell.

I went that all through because of her, because I loved her more than I loved myself. She was that important to me and I knew that I couldn't live without her.

Jos sä tahdot niin, nimeäsi enää toista en,

If you want so, I will not repeat your name anymore,

Mut vaikka tahdot niin, kuvaas mielestäni poista en.

But even if you want to, I will not remove your picture from my mind.

I would have given anything to her, only because I loved her. I stopped racing because of her, I didn't know why she didn't let me race but I soon found good mountain where I could practice drifting which was Japanese way for racing and soon I learned it, but I still didn't race 'cause she didn't want to.

Jos sä tahdot niin, tulen kallioiden läpi,

If you want so, I will come through cliffs,

Jos sä tahdot niin what ever makes you happy.

If you want so, what ever makes you happy.

I made everything that she would be happy, I left my friends if she called me to come home and every time I did.

Jos sä tahdot niin, tuon sulle Tiibetin vuoteeseen,

If you want so, I will bring you Tibet to your bed,

Tai siirrän Pohjoisen Luoteeseen, ja aina uudelleen ja uudelleen sun muistan joskus mua suudelleen.

Or I will remove North to North-West, and always again and again I will remember you sometime kissing me.

I made all that to her and every other thing she wanted and I thought that at least I got her love from all that. And then when I tried to kiss her on the cheek for goodnight, she didn't let me and all I was left was the memories of better times when we would do love or just held each other, but those times were coming to end.

Mutta ilman rakkautta hukun öihin sekaviin ja ilman rakkautta, no niin.

But without love I will drown to nights unclear and without love, so.

Ilman rakkautta olemme puolitiessä helvettiin.

Without love we are halfway to hell.

And without her love for me, I was lost. Every night I couldn't sleep 'cause I was thinking what I had done wrong. I always said her:"I love you" but the only answer I got was:"me too." I was lost without her and her lovely touch, I didn't know what I could do.

Sillä ilman sinua hukun öihin sekaviin ja ilman sinua, no niin.

Because without you I will drown to nights unclear and without you, so.

Without her there was nothing for me and finally I asked her what was wrong and the answer was:"I don't love you anymore Han." That was hit straight to my heart. My love of life didn't love me anymore and wanted to move away. I let her go without any question 'cause deep inside I still loved her, even when she didn't love me.

Ilman sinua olen puolitiessä helvettiin….jos sä tahdot niin…jos sä tahdot niin…jos sä tahdot niin…

Without you I'm halfway to hell…if you want so…if you want so…if you want so…

And that was exactly what she wanted. She dragged me to hell's door and I found the way there by myself.

The End

A/N: Okay, there it was, Hope you guys liked and please review! :D Please look for my other story: Life isn't fair to anyone, life isn't fair to me. It should come up at this week. :D

Thanks,

-SormustenHerra