Erik's Phantomess does not own Erik, unless you count ownership as keeping him in your closet.

The End

What is she doing?

Moving closer

And closer

She should be running

Or trying to

She holds my face

My demon's face

And…

And kisses me

Silence

Then a great outpour

Of music

Inside my mind

Joyful

Happy

Blissful

I am whole

For the first time

In my whole life

I don't want to be dead

I want to be here

With her

But…

I want her to be happy

She wants her boy

I will give him to her

To see her face light up

Is the sweetest heaven

For me

As I walk away

I realize

It was for him

It wasn't for me

She still hates me

She did it to save him

I start to cry

She doesn't love me

Then, I see her

Is she back for me?

Has she changed her mind?

Has she felt a tenth

Of what I felt for her?

She hands me back me ring

And the overwhelming sadness

Returns again

I hope for hell now

But I follow her back out

And watch them

Go away

Leave me

In my solitude

And I know

I must die

I will face death

For I have tasted

All of life

Her kiss…

Christine's kiss…

I am ready now

I prepare the injection

Take it slowly

Into my monster's hand

"Christine"

I whisper

"I love you"

And give myself the shot

Pain, and then

Finally

The end

A/N: This is one of my very morbid poems. Poor Erik... *sigh* But... Review and you'll make me very very happy!