Summary: What if Mark saw Addison kissing Alex in 6 Days Part 2? Would strong words be exchanged?? OneShot
Pairing: Mark/Addison!
Disclaimer: Do you really think I own GA?? I don't even own the DVDs I have!
A/N- This is my first writing of a GA fic. I am all about the Maddison, sorry for all you Addisex and Addek fans out there.
And away we go!
As Addison leans into kiss Alex a voice interrupts them yet again.
"You're supposed to be miserable!" Mark yells at Addison.
Alex turns to look at Mark, then at Addison and leaves the bar to go hang out with Izzie. Who is sitting at the next table over.
Addison just stares at Mark, and they both look very upset. Mark starts to leave and Addie follows. Once they are out on the street Mark starts to talk.
"I thought today would be the worst day of my life. And guess what, it was. Just so I can get the sorrow out of my soul. Then when I walk in the bar I see you about to kiss Kurev. Who by the way, I know has slept with almost every woman in the hospital! God, Addison, I can't even look at you right now." As he was about to walk away Addison started talking.
"I know I should be miserable. OK? I am miserable. You weren't the one who had to go through with it, the abortion I mean. Ever since that day I can't seem to look at myself in the mirror without disgust. I feel worthless. I wanted a baby with Derek, at least I thought I did, and now I don't know. Who would I rather have the father of my child be? Mark, the partying player, but can be responsible if he wants to? Or Derek, the responsible guy who I know would always care for me? Surprisingly now that I think about it, I would pick you." She replied almost in tears, "I bet your wondering why I would pick you. Because I know that you love me, and that Derek is in love with Meredith Grey. Derek and I have tried the whole pretending to be in love thing, and it doesn't work for us. You also know that we've done the parenting thing and we gave it up. I thought you would understand why I couldn't keep it. And I guess you don't."
"Addie, I know about your kid ok? I've known since we first met, and you need to put it behind you. She's probably doing well wherever she is, and you're still worked up over it. Just let the past go. That's what I do. How old would she be now?" Mark asked sincerely.
"15. She lives in Seattle. So whenever I see a teenager, I think, is that her? Could that be my kid? Mark, it hurts to think like that. It hurts to know that I gave up both of my chances of being a mother, and never getting either one of those chances back." By now she was full on bawling. Mark came up to her and held her close, trying to calm her down. He led her to his car and drove her to her hotel. She fell asleep on the way there, and he had to carry her to the room. He laid her on the bed, and sat on the couch. HE watched her sleep for awhile, and thought of how he screwed up so badly with her. For now he was happy with just seeing her everyday, but what he wanted was so much moreā¦
A/N- I hope everyone liked t. Keep your reviews nice. And remember, I'm sick so if it's REALLY bad blame the flu!
