Prologe

"I hate you ! " I screamed in his face with tears falling down. I turned around and walked 3 steps farther away from him in his bedroom . I heard him walk up to me but i didnt move, he wrapped his arms around me from behind and kissed my neck.

"I know baby , Im so sorry."

"You think your sorries mean shit to me ? Ive heard them about a thousand times."I turned around in his arms and kissed him. He forced his tounge into my mouth and i just wish i can walk away from him. From us . What ever were doing. But I cant , Hes my bestfriend and I love him.

He pulled away from the kiss just as i depened it.

"No , I told you we cant."

I looked at him with boiling anger and turned around and left his room slamming the door from behind me.

I went out the front door slamming it too just to show how pissed off i was at him. I walked down to my house and as i got in my house My phone rang .

"What ?" I said angry

"Did you get home okay ?" He asked which was like him and only made me more mad .

"No , I got kidnapped and being rapped right now ."

"Dont fucken play like that Loren ." He snapped at me

"Fuck off Eddie."

"And stop slamming doors Loren. Just come back over and talk to me. Im sorry. I dont want you mad at me baby."

" I dont think I ever want to speak to you ever again." Which we both know is a lie. I hung up the phone and almost immedently the phone started ringing and I knew this was the first call of many, So i turned my phone off and went in my room and cried .

Relationships. Love . Trust . Broken hearts . Kisses . Sorries . Crying . Hugging . Hate . Bruising . Healing . Love . Hate . Love . Hate .

Fuck it !

My relationship is Love and Hate right now and it only get worse the longer it goes on but whos going to walk away. Me ? That will be the day Hell freezes over and Shakira's Hips Dont Lie . It will be the day that I am no longer a girl. When I no longer love Him .

Will he ever walk away ? NO . Why ? Because he loves to do this to me. He says he loves me. He says I will always come first . But he keeps fucking up .

Its 8:30 and I turn on my phone to see what everyone else is doing .

43 missed calls from Eddie and 10 from Ian . Oh well .

I call Adrianna and see whats going on .

"Hello ?"

" Ade Its me Loren . Whats going on tonight ?"

"Party at my place . I was just about to call you . Feel like getting fuck faced wasted ?"

"Hell yea , Be there in 10. Call Melissa and Chloe and let them know and Chloe ?"

"Yea ?"

" No brothers tonight . Dont invite them not Eddie , Ian , Cameron , Phil , or Adam."

"Gotcha , Just girls night."

"Exactly. Alright Love you be there soon ."

"I'll be waiting ."

Is Eddie going to be mad ? No . Hes going to be beyond pissed . Are the other brothers going to be mad ? No , There going to be just like Eddie. But shit , We have to do something too right ? Who says guys are the only ones that can break hearts ?

Did you think I should continue ? Im still doing the other one dont worry its coming up too . Love you guys and you guys already know what I want . REVEIWS . Long nice reveiws from nice people . Love you guys c; Reveiw !