Chapter 1; Open Your Eyes
(NSFW WARNING!)
For as long as she could remember, she had been a synth. And for even longer than she remembered that, she had been a sex slave.. Aerostolia was considered a jewel in the eyes of the commonwealth. Ivory skin, long, wavy lunar hair with the softest hints of blue, a slender built frame. The only unusual feature being her eyes, which looked normal aside from the fact her iris' were electric blue, glowed and the two scars that cut across her face on the left side. One starting from the middle of her forehead and dropping down to her cheek below her eye while the other went through her left eye, being lucky she wasn't blinded. Her eyes, the most efficient sign of her race and the one thing she knew she could never hide. Aerostolia sat up, rubbing at her eyes and lightly scratching the skin below the collar that embellished her neck. A small sigh stifled its way past her lips. She wasn't ready for this.. Not for more moving.. Normally Aerostolia would be moved, continuously being bought by new men, only to be thrown away after realizing how difficult she was. She had thought this time was different. She had been purchased by a man, not for sex, but simply for companionship. He simply wanted the feel of having a daughter again and once the raiders had taken him out, off she was, again to be sold.
She slid herself from the bed, she had grown so accustomed to and after throwing together a black tank top with cut jean shorts, she tossed her long hair back into a messy bun, packed what little belongings she had and walked down the stairs, her eyes never moving from the floor as the slave traders, who had come to pick her up, readied their things. One of the larger men looked down at Aerostolia, a small growl coming from his lips. She quickly scrunched her face in detest as the man leaned into the other slaver and whispered, "Shame we can't try them out before selling, Am I right?" he laughed, only to be joined by the other. They laughed grisly at each other, then grabbed up their bags and guns. "Keep close slave. You wander off and you know what that collar will do. We intend to make it to Rivet City by sun down so that Jason can take you off our hands."
A small frown formed across the smaller Synth's lips, but she did as told and stayed close to the men as they made their journey into the commonwealth and it's ugly, unforgiving wasteland. It felt like hours they had been walking, up 'till one of the men gave Aerostolia a shove, pushing her into the entrance of the nearest building. "Hey! What giv-" she gasped as a hand slapped over her mouth and she was cut short. The man yanked her further back into the building and pointed at a group of nearby Raiders, who were cussing and yelling at each other. "If you hadn't gotten us fucking shot at, we wouldn't have lost the bitch!" One of the raider's screamed to his fellow man. "What the fuck do we give to him now?!" he hissed, slapping the other raider across the face, who only scowled and drew back his gun to pop the other as hard as he could. He quickly was cut short by one of the females in the group, who shoved both men back and away from each other. "So simple, we find another girl you fucking idiots." She hissed, her eyes slowly taking in every inch of the area.
"You guys split up," She said pointing out each direction for the raiders to go, "Check the surrounding areas." Each of the raiders went off their own ways, one of the males slowly making his way in the direction that Aerostolia and the two slave traders had hidden. One of the slavers cursed below his breath and whispered at the other. He quickly nodded, then took Aerostolia's arm. "We're getting out. He's going to play a distraction. We can't afford to have you taken by one of these dumbasses." Aerostolia only sighed. Right taken by one of those dumbasses, because these guys weren't? She only shook her head but followed suit after the taller of the male's whilst the other ducked and quickly made his way out of the building, to send off some sort of distraction. The man who had taken Aerostolia stopped her behind a desk, then looked ahead. "You stay here. Don't fucking move. I'll be back shortly." And off he went. Aerostolia frowned, not enjoying being left alone, especially in such a cruel and hostile environment. She gently pushed herself under the desk, pulling her legs up to her body and holding them tightly, so that her chin rested atop her knees. She kept quiet for what seemed like ages. One fire after another was heard. Eventually she shut her eyes, trying to desperately to drown the noises around her. After what felt like hours and after Aerostolia had momentarily dozed off, she quickly awoke to her wrist being grabbed as she was yanked, then thrown hard into the wall before striking the ground. "What the fu-!" she started, but was quickly silenced as she glanced up at the raiders who had been scouring the area moments before, above her.
The tallest male sneered and laughed at the 2 women and 3 other guys around Aerostolia. "I told you we'd find another." The girl hissed. Aerostolia shook and swallowed hard, her eyes beaming from each person. "Look," said one of the guys, "She's a synth. Look at those eyes. They fucking glow." The raiders laughed hysterically at their prize. "Do you think we'll get something cool for this one?" a male said teasingly, before the female chirped back in, "Oh we sure the fuck will." She said before the raider grabbed her gun and quickly cracked the butt of it down into Aerostolia's head, causing the smaller female to fall unconscious.
"Run!"
Bullets tore past her head as she ran and ducked, sliding below the shattered remains of the building in front of her. Her eyes frantically searched for that endearing voice. That one important thing she couldn't go without. Lost in thought, she didn't notice the loud explosion roaring from overhead as pieces of the building crumbled and dropped to the floor.
"Aerostolia! Move!"
She quickly glanced up, her body had frozen. The world moved in slow motion as she watched a large piece of debris, right above her head start to descend. Her eyes quickly glanced across the room, searching more frantically before…
And then...
There.
There he was.
"N…Nicky…"
She said quietly, his eyes wide with fear as he was reaching out to her, being the last she saw before darkness fell over.
Aerostolia screamed loudly as she jolted up, her body sticky with sweat. She gasped wildly, desperately trying to catch her breath, as her eyes widened and slowly adjusted to the room around her. Electric blue hues danced across the room in front of her and about the unusual things before her.
Where was she?
She looked down at her lap and the blanket that had slid off her body, had fallen into it.
Was this a dream?
She gently reached up, her fingers hooking below the leather feel of her slave collar. No. She wasn't asleep. She just wasn't.. She wasn't where? She slowly stood up, her eyes glancing across the large room. Many windows surrounded the area and a small elevator was in the front by the largest window. She slowly walked forward, nearly tumbling before catching herself on the red material of the dining seats that sat in the…. Room? She groaned and lightly rubbed her head, a small throbbing hitting the back of her skull. That's right. She had been knocked out by the raiders. But then, where was she?
Just then the door behind her opened, causing her to whirl around, her eyes locked onto the 3 large figures that walked in. "Hello, doll," One of them said, with a thick Australian accent. "Name's Colter." He hissed, then lazily gestured at the two goons beside him. "This is Petey and Steve. My body guards. Like the place?" he smiled cockily, gesturing at the large flat around her. "Called the Fizztop Grille." He said quietly. "Aerostolia slowly looked around, out the windows momentarily then back at Colter, with such confusion in her eyes. "Where am I?" she asked quietly. Colter threw his head back and laughed, before wiping his eyes as if he had told the greatest joke known to man, "You uh dear, are in Nuka World. Home of the most feared Raiders in the commonwealth. The Pack, The Operators and The Disciples. Welcome to your new home." Aerostolia fell quiet, her eyes searching across the room. Of course she was still enslaved.. But worse of all it just HAD to be raiders.
Aerostolia quickly frowned and gently slid down the wall, causing her to land on the seat of the small dining booth. "Are… Are you.." she started to add, which was quickly cut short by Colter's laugh following the two of his goons.
"Nah. You ain't mine. You're a gift for my second in command. The little shit needs to get laid. I ain't seen him with any girl since he joined into our group and he's such a particular one, especially with his type." He laughed, gesturing at the black and white inked sleeves that decorated Aerostolia's arms. She glanced down to her tattoos then back up at Colter, her body frigid. "My..My tattoos?.." she whispered softly, almost confused by this.
"Yeah." Colter added, "He likes a girl that puts up a fight and well those are more then enough proof to me that you are a bit of a fighter. Or maybe had been. Otherwise, what's the fun?" he teased. Aerostolia felt her bones grow cold as he uttered those words. A girl who puts up a fight? What does he mean by that? That he would just force himself onto her if she screamed? Why did this surprise her though, this was something she had grown so accustomed to. The men trying to force themselves onto the women, but she wouldn't give in so easily. A frown quickly shot over the black decorated plush lips of the smaller female synth. "Plus you're a short shit. Feel like that shit will play in well to the little perv's daddy kink." He teased, before shutting the door behind him, leaving Aerostolia to sit in the dark on her own and fester over the entire day. She looked down below her out the large open vast of space, her eyes following over the many raiders that were there. This place was huge and to top it off it was FULL of raiders. "I will never escape.." she said, her eyes starting to sting with tears.
The darkness had taken over. Oil lamps were now lit so that raiders could walk the busy streets. Aerostolia lie still on the bed that had been put up in the corner. She laid on her side, so that her eyes could drift out the window and glance at things, anything to keep her distracted. But it had become so dark, that she couldn't see well anyways. The only light in that whole Grille top was coming from the electric blue hues she had come to hate so much. Her eyes shut as she felt herself drift off. It was quiet. Had stayed quiet for a multitude of minutes, or so she thought. Aerostolia had only opened her eyes, when she felt the bed behind her, duck under the weight of another. She stayed silent and still, her back to whomever was sitting behind her, most likely her new 'Master.' Her eyes quickly down cast as she succumbed to her thoughts, darkness washing over like tidal wave after tidal wave. Her stomache and chest welled with anxiety, which made her tense once she felt a hand lie on the curve of her hip.
The hand gently slid from her hip and followed up her curves and along her frame. Aerostolia let out a sharp breath, before slowly rolling onto her back, desperately trying to make light of the man sitting beside her. "I.. I can't see you.." she started, which was quickly silenced by the feel of someone's lips, pressing hard against hers. Aerostolia went frigid and quiet, her body tensing as hands slid down her sides and gripped roughly at her hips.
"I need to break you in first baby girl. Make sure you ain't going nowhere." Came that low southern drawl. Aerostolia jumped slightly at the voice, then only nodded in accordance. She knew it'd be over faster if she just gave him what he wanted and seeing as the town was full of raiders, she couldn't exactly run or fight him. "Of course…" she said, her throat tight. The man quickly grabbed her thighs and yanked her, so that she hit back onto the bed. She inhaled slowly and shut her eyes as hands explored her body, eventually making their way under her clothes. The hands worked tirelessly, stripping Aerostolia down until she lie naked, her silhouette visible before the moon's light.
She quickly shut her eyes and tried to think of something, anything else. 'Drown it out..' she thought to herself, which was quickly short as she let out a sharp gasp from being penetrated, her eyes widening at the thick, large mass of flesh pushing inside her. Aerostolia quickly caught her breath which turned into heavy pants that rolled out into waves of moans as the man above her thrust slow, deep and hard into her wet folds. "P…Please…" she gasped, her mind a tad fuzzy from the… Pleasure?.. Yes, the UNUSUAL amount of pleasure that was engulfing her body. The man chuckled from above but happily obliged as he ground down hard into Aerostolia, his grunts turning into soft moans of pleasure. "Mmmm.. Daddy's little girl likes that, huh?" He whispered. Aerostolia quickly melted at his words, her body hot and rising in temperature from his voice. "D…Daddy…" she whimpered, feeling ashamed and dirty at the provocative name she had called the male above her.
The male didn't let up though, he groaned and let out rigid breaths as he pumped deep inside Aerostolia, his shaft throbbing with his hot release. "Mmm, let's make sure people know who you belong to." He said in a sensual grisly voice, his nails digging into the skin on her hips. Aerostolia moaned in delight, her hands sliding through his hair and her mind clouded by the horrible hold this stranger somehow had over her. With a loud cry she curled into her new owner, her nails clawing at his back, as she felt her body writhe with the wave of oncoming pleasure. "Ahhh! Daddy!" she screamed out, her wet folds tightening around his hot meat which then caused the male to twitch and give a deep thrust, his hot seed drowning deep into the girl's belly. "That's a good lil girl.." he added, quickly pulling himself from her and leaving her a sweaty breathing mess atop his bed. A shift of weight was felt before the side light flicked on. Beside her sat a man about 5'11, with longer red hair atop his head that was shaved down on the sides. A rough patch of hair surrounded his face, giving his goatee an unshaven look and on his face he sported an eye patch, covering his right eye, while a scar dragged through his left. And those lips. Those full lips, that she just wanted to kiss repeatedly, for some unknown reason to her.
Aerostolia, panting and gasping, stared at this man, who seemed more then drawn to her physique and face. "Aerostolia, huh?" he said softly before adding, "Porter. Porter Gage. But you, princess, can call me Sir, or Daddy when I'm fucking that tight hole of yours." He winked, an undertone of underlying tease in his voice. Aerostolia stared at Gage for what felt like ever, taking in every feature, from his hair, to his defined abs, to his bright vivid green eyes. This man was a raider? This gorgeous person, was supposed to be an evil man? She slowly caught her breath, unable to remove her eyes from Gage. He had since pulled his shirt back on and buckled his pants back up, but his eyes never left her. He leaned over and gently grabbed at the collar around her neck, before tugging her up to meet his face. Gage stared deeply into Aerostolia's eyes then let a crooked, but handsome smile, light up his face. "Synth, huh?" he added, before pressing his lips against Aerostolia's hard. "Don't matter by me." He said, before releasing her collar, causing her to topple back into the bed. "Get some sleep. We got a busy day tomorrow, Princess." He mumbled the nickname to her, which she assumed would be his pet name for her. A small sigh left her lips as Gage stood up and left the room, probably to go brag to his raider buddies about nailing the synth. For just a moment, while staring in his eyes, Aerostolia thought she had seen just the smallest bit of guilt? But then again, maybe her sleep deprived mind, desperately wanted her to believe that. Slowly she shut her eyes, before drifting off to sleep.
Where am I?
Eyes opened slowly as they made their way around the.. Wait.. She sat up quickly, her eyes scanning the destroyed building she laid in. She looked at the ceiling, then back down to her own hands, moving them slowly to be sure she wasn't dreaming.
"Nicky?" she called out into the nothingness around her. "Nicky…please…" tears soon stung her eyes as she begged for that voice to respond to her, which then melted down her cheeks. She quickly reached up to wipe her tears, before noticing a soft glowing blue, illuminating her skin. She stared at her hands confused, moving them back down towards her lap. But the further they moved from her face, the less the blue illumination became. Terror and confusion running through her, she quickly jumped up and ran across the room to a nearby broken mirror.
She wasn't…
She wasn't her anymore.. She looked like her, but the now glowing blue electric eyes, that replaced the eccentric soft ocean blue ones that were there, told her, that she wasn't her anymore…
She was now a walking shell.. Living with her memories. Her hopes. Her dreams. Her nightmares.. And her feeling of love...
Slowly her hands fell to her side as she glanced at her new reflection in defeat. She hadn't dreamt it. She really was crushed by debris. And now, here she was, waking up maybe years later.. A machine, lost and confused in this world.
Walking for days seemed to drag her down, but not as much as having to walk past Diamond City, knowing that just inside those gates, lie the love of her life, who she didn't even know at this point, after not knowing how long she was out, would remember her or not.
(A.N)
Thank you so much for reading if you had. This is my own personal story featuring my OC Aerostolia. I've decided to go in a different direction then the typical "SS wakes up from 200 years of Cryostatis sleep." Story will feature Mature warning and includes SSXNickXGage Pairing. Story consists of triggers.
PTSD
Anxiety
Rape
Smut
Gore
Drug Use
Abuse
By the way I do use a mod for Gage. This is the mod I use; /en/mods/fallout4/mod-detail/3362987 I prefer this look better then the original. ;P Enjoy to those of you who like it to 3 Thanks to the lovely Ataralyxius for this wonderful mod. Aerostolia's pic soon to come.
