Okay, so this is my first fanfic, I thought I should try and give something back to all those amazing and inspirational writers out there.

Warning: This story contains graphic (to a degree) sex/rape scenes, involving Sasuke and Naruto both younger and older. It is, of course, YAOI! So don't read it if you don't want to know about guy/guy relationships.

Story Explanation/Continuation: I thought this was enough for now, but basically what happens next is after the time skip, and a very angsty, horny Sasuke comes back with some unfortunate news for Naruto (not that he really minds as we all know).

Disclaimer: I don't own the characters/places etc. they belong to the god of my life Masashi Kishimoto, and I hope that he never learns what my nasty little mind makes his gorgeous innocent characters go through :D

Alright then my fellow SasuNaru perverts it's time to bring on some emotions which the non-fandom humans of the world (Filthy Muggles and such) will never get to experience in their poor little lives :P ENJOY-TTEBAYO


Sasuke's Torment

Once again Sasuke found himself lying awake in the small tent they used on long missions, watching the slow rise and fall of the chest of the boy lying next to him on a separate futon. The young jinchuuriki was sleeping peacefully, completely oblivious to the mental and physical anguish he was causing the other genin. Naruto mumbled in his sleep and a pink tongue darted out to moisten his lips. Sasuke shifted his legs uncomfortably, mentally screaming at his body to stop this frustrating behaviour. He glared at the form in front of him, angry that this pathetic, weak, hyperactive little runt had been the reason behind him, the elite, detached successor of the Uchiha clan, almost completely losing control of his emotions.

If it had been a girl causing him to feel this way, Sasuke may have simply passed it off as uncontrollable hormones and avoided the offender until his feelings were once again under control, or just seduced her until he was over it, which tended to be quite easy. But to feel this way about a boy, and to top it off the most uncontrollable, annoying, loudmouth genin that Konoha had to offer, who also just happened to be totally head over heels for the female member of their team, the equally annoying Sakura, was something that Sasuke had no idea how to control.

As a result of these entirely confusing emotions, Sasuke had simply done the only thing he knew how to do, thrown up his barriers and treated the boy even more distantly than normal. He allowed his thoughts to become totally consumed by his hopes for revenge, and focused on training non-stop, the image of his brother always pulled to the forefront of his mind.

It was only times like these, the small moments of quiet and dark that accompanied the middle of the night, when no one was around for him to distract himself with, that Sasuke found his thoughts once again straying to the other young boy in his team.

Naruto sighed softly, his lips tweaking into a smile, causing Sasuke to momentarily lose control before rolling over so that his back was facing the blonde.

Sasuke fumed to himself silently, until a small sound distracted him, he rolled over, but was unable to determine the source. Then he noticed Naruto's lips moving and leaned closer to listen. "Sa…suke…" Naruto lightly breathed out. Sasuke froze in his position, leaning on his right elbow towards Naruto's pillow, his heart suddenlu pounding.

A chink of light fell across Naruto's face as a slight breeze caused the tent flap to open momentarily. And that moment was all it took for Sasuke to make his decision. In an instant he was leaning over Naruto's sleeping face, his lips barely an inch from the soft looking ones below him.

Tentatively, moving as slowly as he dared, Sasuke leaned down and lightly licked Naruto's bottom lip. He paused, to see if Naruto would wake up, but when the genin below him made no movement, he continued, encouraged.

He started with simple, light kisses, first on the sleeping boys forehead, then down across his nose and onto his lips. They were so soft and warm, Sasuke relished in the idea that this was Naruto's first kiss, aside from the clumsy accident which had happened a few years ago, which Sasuke conveniently didn't count. And as Naruto opened his mouth to sigh again, or perhaps to mumble something else, Sasuke instantly took advantage and invaded Naruto's hot mouth with his tongue, prodding and massaging, the faint taste of ramen something which he associated with the boy beneath him anyway, instantly reminding him of Naruto's smiling face as he ate his favourite food. His smiling, innocent, face. Suddenly Sasuke felt guilty, as he fully realised the situation he was in and that the fact was that he was molesting an innocent young boy, his teammate no less, as he slept.

But as he started to pull away, the sleeping Naruto lifted his head slightly with Sasuke, prolonging the contact of their mouths until Sasuke, realising what was happening pulled away more quickly, letting the boys head fall back onto the flat pillow. A slight frown had come across Naruto's face, and he squirmed below Sasuke, causing the older boy, whose left leg was touching Naruto's right, to feel a flush of heat to a place other than his face. A place he had been trying to ignore for the past ten minutes.

As Naruto moved his head again, subconsciously searching for the warmth he had felt moments ago, Sasuke felt an animalistic feeling rise in him.

He here was, in the middle of the woods, far from any village or indeed any other living thing aside from the nearby animals, with a helpless Naruto at his hands.

All the supressed emotions of the past few years rose up in him as he looked down at his sleeping companion, all the frustration, and the anger, at both himself and the other boy. The strong feelings welled up inside him, taking control and overrunning the side of his mind that was perfectly aware of what he was doing, ignoring reason and locking away guilt.

He bent down once more, moving his lips to lick Naruto's left ear, his left hand moving down, pushing the blanket off the boy, exposing his upper half, covered only by the black, net-like top that he usually wore under his orange jacket. Sasuke paused as Naruto shivered slightly when his body was suddenly exposed to the cool night air.

Sasuke smirked and moved his mouth down eagerly, licking along the way, until he found the boys neck, were he proceeded to latch onto a single spot and begin sucking. Meanwhile, his hand was moving once more, tracing lightly up the firm abdomen, pushing up the thin top with it.

The sleeping Naruto began to squirm, his neck arching back to give Sasuke more room, the warmth and pleasure reaching into his dreams.

Naruto let out a slight moan as Sasuke's wandering hand finally found what it was looking for. With a grin, the older boy began to gently fondle the soft bud, rolling his fingers over it and pinching it lightly, thoroughly enjoying the small noises he was eliciting from his helpless victim.

By now Sasuke was completely turned on, all his sense had fled, he was completely focused on the figure beneath him, and his own body was beginning to react quite strongly to Naruto's reactions. He decided that the boys right nipple had had enough and moved to the left one, also changing his position on the boys throat, moving away from the now bright pink spot, and focusing in the hollow created by a collarbone.

It didn't take long for Sasuke to have the second nipple as perked as the first, and now he wanted more stimulation for his throbbing lower parts. He sat up and quickly removed his shirt, before loosening the front of his pants.

Then his hazy eyes moved back to the lower half of Naruto's body, he was disappointed that there was not yet any sign of excitement from the other boys bottom half. Smirking, he reached down to rub his hand sensually along Naruto's inner thigh, and was rewarded with a quiet moan as Naruto shifted his legs, urging the hand upwards.

Sasuke was all too happy to comply with Naruto's subconscious wish for more. He moved his hand and slowly rubbed the front of the orange pants, feeling a distinct movement from the covered flesh under his hand. He quickly undid the zipper, slipping his hand down so that the fabric of the green and orange boxers was the only barrier between his hand and it's prize.

Sasuke noticed a movement out of the corner of his eye, looking sideways to see Naruto's hands clenching the futon below him. He sat back quickly, waiting to see if the boy would wake, and for the first time getting a clear image of a definitely turned-on Naruto.

Sasuke felt that he could almost drool at the sight. Naruto's face was flushed, his eyes closed tightly, lips parted, the two red marks Sasuke had made earlier stood out even in the semi-light. The mesh top was pushed up as high as it could go, revealing the perked nipples and the firm young body, hardened by harsh training, his slightly defined stomach dipped down slightly, the hipbones creating shadowy dips that disappeared under the dark boxers, which were showing under the invitingly open orange pants.

Most of the blood in Sasuke's body instantly rushed downwards, urging him to let his instincts take over and ravish the sleeping boy, but he wanted to be patient, he knew that when Naruto finally woke up things would become much more difficult, and at any cost he wanted to prolong the time before that moment.

So, almost painfully slowly, he lifted the rest of the blanket entirely off the boy, and began to very gently pull down the orange pants. He took a moment to enjoy the sight, then began again, even more slowly, this time pulling off, little by little, the boxers that were hindering his perfect image. Naruto flinched as the cool air hit his most private, and quite heated, body part, turning on his side for protection. Unfortunately, this exposed his now completely uncovered backside to a very turned on Uchiha.

Sasuke nearly lost control as he was presented with the image of Naruto turning his most vulnerable part towards the older boy, and he had to sit back and close his eyes for several moments to prevent himself from grasping those toned thighs and pounding the boy into the ground.

Once his breathing had slowed down a bit, Sasuke massaged his own uncomfortably throbbing member until he felt he could hold out for a while longer.

Reaching over, he ran his hand along Naruto's smooth side, admiring the dip where his waist was, then reached over gently and coaxed the boy over onto his back again. He licked his lips in anticipation as he looked over the now fully exposed Naruto.

His left hand jumped immediately to Naruto's half-hard member, causing a deep moan to jump from Naruto's open lips. Sasuke quickly worked the boy over, until he was fully erect and nearly dripping from the pleasure. Naruto's face was flushed deeper than ever, Sasuke smirked, pleased that he was causing such a reaction, then he felt a sudden flush of anger, wondering who Naruto was dreaming about.

"Probably that whore Sakura," he muttered angrily, giving a particularly hard squeeze to Naruto who whimpered slightly in return.

Sasuke was now unhappy, he new that Naruto didn't love him, and was pissed that he should have to put up with that and continue to be ignored, he conviently forgot the fact that he didn't even think he was feeling love for the other genin, that he had been attributing his emotions, and still was even now, to the hormones presently running through his teenage body.

In his anger, he decided that he was done with giving pleasure, now time was up and he wanted to take something in return. Originally he had planned on giving Naruto a quick blowjob, to ease him awake with pleasure, but now he felt as though it would be more fitting to give the boy a bit of discomfort, not pain, he wasn't trying to be cruel, but he wanted to release some of his pent up frustration on the boy who was the cause of it.

He quickly brought his left hand to his mouth, covering his fingers in saliva, moving his left leg over Naruto's right to prevent the boy from moving and simultaneously giving him better access to the spot he wanted.

Naruto's entrance was so inviting that Sasuke's member throbbed with need at the sight, and he felt like forsaking safety and preparing the boy as quickly as possible so that he could quickly replace his fingers with what he really wanted inside Naruto.

But he forced himself to calm down once again, and slowly brought his first finger to Naruto's hole, fingering it longingly before deliberately pushing the tip in. Naruto squirmed beneath him, his leg rubbing against Sasuke's throbbing member and sending jolts of mingled pain and pleasure through his body. He pushed his finger in further, loving the tight heat that surrounded it.

Suddenly, when he had almost pushed his whole finger in, a strangled gasp tore through the tent and the body beneath him shuddered and began to twist and turn as it's owner tried to free itself from the intrusion. Sasuke looked up, straight into the terrified gaze of his victim. Naruto had finally woken up as his dream brought forth a horrible feeling of violation, and he had woken to find that it wasn't a dream at all, he was nearly naked, his teammate had him pinned to the ground, and something very uncomfortable was happening to his ass.

"Sasuke!?" he choked out, his eyes watering as his squirming made the pain in his opening worsen.

Sasuke eyed him darkly, "so you're finally awake?" he asked, non-caring.

"Wh-what the hell are you doing!?" Naruto yelled, and squirmed harder, to which Sasuke responded by leaning more heavily on his leg, and jerking his finger around inside Naruto, causing the boy to take a sharp intake a breath.

"What does it look like I'm doing?" Sasuke asked him, in that same, listless voice, pulling his finger halfway out and pushing it back in again.

"Urgh," Naruto shuddered and tried to sit up so he could get away from Sasuke, his brain was drowsy and uncomprehending.

Sasuke saw his movement and pushed him back down firmly with his free hand, "You aren't going anywhere," he said, his eyes narrowing at the boy.

And Naruto was forced to endure as Sasuke pulled his finger out again and pushed two back in. He grunted in shock at the pain as Sasuke scissored within him, tears springing to his eyes.

"Ah! Sasuke, stop!" he cried.

The Uchiha paid him no heed as he continued to prepare the struggling body.

"AH! No! Why are you doing this?! Ah! What are you doing?!" Naruto was absolutely horrified by the actions of the older boy by now.

Sasuke froze for a moment, looking coolly into the wide blue eyes, "isn't it obvious?" he said, raising an eyebrow, "I'm going to have sex with you."

"Wh-what?" Naruto choked out, "what are you talking about Sasuke? You can't do that with me, I'm a boy, and… and I don't…" Sasuke raised his eyebrow again, Naruto's heart stopped for a moment, "No… Sasuke, stop, seriously, I mean it… haha," he laughed feebly, "very funny joke, but it's time to go back to sleep-AH!" Sasuke thrust his third finger in to join the others and began fiercely widening the boy.

"I'm hurt that you would think so lowly of me Naruto. I don't think I'll be so kind to you as I was planning to be."

Naruto was quickly running out of energy to struggle as Sasuke continued his assault, the thrusting fingers soon widened his insides and the painful feelings began to change to pleasurable ones, his halted breaths to low moans.

He couldn't believe this was happening, finally he was going to sleep with Sasuke, the dazed thought crossed his jumbled mind and he felt happy for a moment, but then a stronger thought broke through, somehow, this wasn't how it was supposed to be, he hadn't told Sasuke about his feelings yet, so why was this happening? He must still be dreaming, yes, that was it, his dream had simply become more lifelike.

Suddenly Sasuke decided it was enough, the sounds coming from Naruto were now entirely ones of pleasure, and he didn't want the younger genin to reach his release first.

He pulled his fingers out abruptly and moved off the younger boy, then he grabbed both the other boys legs and lifted them up around his waist, positioning himself for penetration. He looked up, into Naruto's unfocused eyes, and felt a slight pang of totally irrational annoyance at the fact that the boy had no idea what was coming, innocent little virgin that he is, 'that he was', Sasuke mentally corrected himself as he slowly and smoothly thrust forward into the waiting heat.

Naruto's reaction was instant and expected, a cry of pain erupted from his throat, and he flung his head back, eyes closed tight as he fought the sudden intrusion by clenching his muscles, unfortunately this only intensified the pain and his watering eyes finally let loose their loads, tears pouring down his face.

"AH! Sasuke! No... stop... sto-ah! AHH!" Naruto continued, his cries giving way to groans of pain.

Naruto's sobbing grew louder as Sasuke forced in the first few thrusts, grunting with the effort, as he finally let out his pent up frustration. The sound of Naruto's crying only added to his anger and he stopped suddenly and lent in close to the younger boys face, pulling Naruto's legs with him so that the smaller body was bent at a painful angle.

Naruto continued to sob as pain throbbed through his body.

"Naruto," Sasuke said, his voice still calm and controlled. Naruto was too distracted to respond so Sasuke thrust forward harshly, making the boy cry out.

"Naruto," Sasuke said again, prompting a choked acknowledgement out of the boy beneath him. Satisfied, he continued, "do you want the pain to stop?"

Naruto nodded fiercely, his eyes still closed in a reflex attempt to help block out the pain.

Sasuke thrust forwards again, "give me a proper answer Naruto."

"AH! Y-yes, please, I'll do anything," Naruto choked out.

Sasuke had had enough of punishing the boy physically, he wanted to show him what he was really missing out on, but the need to cause a little mental anguish in return was strong enough for him to want to prolong the suffering just a little longer. "Ok then," he said thoughtfully, then, smirking, leaned in to whisper into Naruto's ear, "before you woke up, what where you dreaming about?"

His smirk widened as Naruto's glistening eyes opened in surprise at the question.

Sasuke slid slowly back out and in again, aiming to cause as much pleasure as possible, he was rewarded with a long, low moan. He licked the rim of Naruto's ear, "you see," he said slowly, "you were making these kinds of noises," another sensual thrust, another moan, "before you woke up, which means, you must have been feeling it in your dreams."

He stopped moving altogether and looked into Naruto's now lustful eyes, "so therefore you must have been imagining someone doing this to you."

Naruto couldn't tell him. He had wanted for so long to tell Sasuke what he felt, but now, in this situation, he did not think he could have told him even if he wanted to. But what alternative did he have? What if Sasuke became even angrier, he had no idea why the older boy was doing this in the first place.

"…a," Naruto muttered.

"What was that?" Sasuke asked, moving closer. He knew the answer before he heard it, was determined not to punish Naruto for it, but still, he had to hear it himself.

"Sakura," Naruto whispered, fresh tears falling from his eyes.

Sasuke closed his own eyes for a moment, silencing his inner self, trying to stop the images of Naruto embracing their female teammate from springing into his mind.

He took a deep breath, then smiled, "good boy," he told the anxious blonde.

Then he sat up, pulling the smaller body with him, until he was sitting with Naruto straddling his hips. This particular movement forced the younger boy even further onto Sasuke, and suddenly lights were popping in his eyes and a feeling of total bliss exploded through his body as Sasuke's member struck a chord deep within his body, a cry of intense satisfaction tore from his lips.

Sasuke was momentarily stunned, but then he realised what had happened, and was happy to take all the pleasure he could from these last few moments with Naruto, the first and only time that Naruto would be his.

"You like that do you?" Sasuke queried, pushing up slightly and knocking against the youngers prostrate again, drawing out more of those delicious sounds.

He buried his head into the sweet flesh now within easy access to his hungry mouth, gripped Naruto's slim hips and proceeded to screw the living daylights out of him.

"Sasuke, no, wait! Ah! AH!" Naruto was now totally beyond rational thinking and sense of mind, the elevated position forcing Sasuke deeper into him with every thrust, and the added intimacy, the fact that he was now completely flesh to flesh with Sasuke, and that Sasuke was inside him, and that it no longer hurt but felt so good, was enough to send him into a state of mind that allowed for no thoughts other than those of pleasure and joy. He was even happier when his searching hands found Sasuke's strong shoulders and he was able to draw himself even closer to the older boy.

Sasuke was surprised when he felt Naruto's arms come around his shoulders and pull him closer, but he was too caught up in his own rhythm and pleasure, and he had wished so much for the younger boy to return his feelings that he didn't even know if he was simply imagining the loving touch.

Both boys very quickly reached their climax's, both were off in their own worlds where the one embracing them loved them back, Sasuke no longer hiding behind delusions about his emotions, and together they came, Sasuke grunting in pleasure, Naruto throwing back his head in a silent exclamation. And together they collapsed back onto Naruto's futon.

Sasuke landed on top of Naruto, catching his breath before pulling out of the exhausted boy and lying next to him. Naruto was barely awake for this, and within moments he passed out, falling back into a deep sleep, completely spent.

Sasuke allowed himself to stay for a while, knowing that he would have to be out of the other boys sight by morning. He stroked a few blonde locks off Naruto's sweaty forehead, noting the slight puffiness of his eyes, from crying half the night. Feeling ashamed, Sasuke sat up, the horror of what he had done came crashing down on him all at once, he had finally realised that he loved Naruto, but this revelation hadn't happened until he was halfway through raping the younger boy. Now he couldn't take it back, the damage was done, he would be loathed and avoided, and possibly feared. He shook at the idea of that possibility, but he also recognised the truth behind it, Naruto would be frightened of Sasuke now. They had gotten into plenty of fights before, but this was on an entirely different level, Sasuke had stripped Naruto of his innocence, and his dignity.

"What have I done?" Sasuke moaned, horror-struck, as rare tears began to fill his dark eyes. He looked upon the bruised body lain out next to him, and suddenly he was terrified, terrified of having to face the betrayal in those blue eyes, knowing for the rest of his life that it was his fault if Naruto never trusted anyone again.

Instantly making a decision, Sasuke jumped up, pulling his shirt from the ground and yanking it on. He practically flew to the tent door, before turning, letting the tears spill freely now, "I'm so sorry Naruto," he said, and disappeared through the flap.

Naruto woke the next morning, alone and confused, it took a few moments for the events of the previous night to sink in, then he froze in horror as recalled what Sasuke had done to him, the feeling almost immediately tempered with his mental rebuttal about how it was something he had wanted. Sasuke was not there though, so he could not ask the older boy what the reasons for his actions were. Slowly he sat up, felt around for his clothes, which was difficult because they had reached oddly far away places, and pulled his boxers and pants back on, wincing in pain each time he moved his legs or back too much.

When he was suitably dressed, he crawled carefully to the tent opening and dragged himself outside into the bright mid-morning light. The stream they had set up camp near was not too far away for him to manage to reach, and he gratefully sank his lower body in the cool, fast running waters.

It was around midday, when he was lying dully on the ground outside the tent, having failed miserably to walk more than a few steps, and thereby resigning himself to the fact that he wouldn't be making it back to the village today. Sasuke was nowhere in sight.

As he sat dozing off after eating a very light lunch, the sudden appearance of his teacher nearly gave him a heart attack.

"Yo," the grey haired jounin said, "Sasuke said you had been in an accident."

Over the next few weeks Sasuke and Naruto's relationship become so strained as to be near non-existent, Naruto wanted desperately to talk to the dark haired boy, but at the same time he was terrified of being alone with him. Sasuke almost completely ignored the other boy. They barely spoke ten words to each other in the days leading up to the Chuunin Exams.

About a month after that, Sasuke had left the village.


Was it interesting? Or a bit childish? You'll have to let me know what I can do to fix it :)

If people find this interesting then I guess I'll go on the write the next chapter which will be, as I said above, after the time skip, or perhaps just before it ends, and will involve Sasuke getting pretty angst and taking it out on our poor little Naru-chan I salute your cute little ass for putting up with so much

\(^0^)/ - Until Next Time