She thinks of that book every damn day.
Locked up in a trunk in the back of her closet it should be out of her mind, it's out of her sight. But she thinks of it more than she is proud of.
She thinks of it when Robin's hand sneak into Starfire's and Star can't help but smile.
She thinks of it when she hears Beastboy and Cyborg laughing over a video game.
She thinks of it when they all sit together at breakfast arguing over what to have and she sits quietly with her tea.
The book made her feel loved. It made her feel seen and appreciated. But more than that it made her feel that her internal war had ended and that she was finally at peace with herself. It made her feel that hope wasn't lost. That maybe even she deserved happiness.
Even though it was all a trick, even though she'll never go back to the cursed tome, she still thinks of that book every damn day.
