Disclaimer: I don't own Gossip Girl or any of it's characters. If I did, all of the fuckery that has been going on in the show wouldn't be happening. It's all thanks to Cecily Von Ziegesar, Josh Schwartz and Stephanie Savage. This is unbeta-ed so all the mistakes are mine though.


"He doesn't deserve her" – Was Chuck's first thought when he saw Nate with Serena. But Serena Van Der Woodsen wasn't the undeserved one. Oh no, from now on she was marked as a cheap betraying whore to him – he was thinking about Blair, his Blair.

He has never understood Nate's fixation with Serena. Sure she was effin' hot and had this bubbly personality pretty much everyone loved (he found it annoying sometimes, to be honest) but Blair was flawless. She was unbelievably gorgeous, smart, witty, poised, gracious, glamorous, hell to him she was perfect!

"You're an idiot" Chuck said looking at Nate but more to himself, and got out of the room. In everyone's eyes he was a sick voyeur, and he probably was, but he couldn't stand and watch this – this thing that would probably destroy Blair. He just couldn't stand it.

"You disappeared last night man" of course Chuck already knew what had happened to Nate, but he wanted to know his answer. Would he tell him? "Oh it's just that I was fucking Serena you know?" He could picture it. But Nate wasn't a complex person and he had seen it coming when he answered – "Killer headache. Too much champagne bro, I went home to lay down, it was really killing me" – You lying son of a bitch. He was lying straight to Chuck's face! Nate didn't know the depth of his and Blair's friendship; to Nate, Chuck was just the mate who had to accept the presence of the girlfriend, but Chuck and Blair understood each other, and that had made them close, really close. Nate's constant daydreaming about Serena had made him completely oblivious of this.

But Chuck wasn't going to be the one telling Blair. She needed to hear it through one of the parts involved.

"Unlike you I can hold my liquor Nathaniel" Chuck said distracting Nate in his usual tone. When he was about to say something else he was interrupted by a Gossip Girl blast:

"Spotted:

Our favorite it girl at Grand Central Station boarding a train to… Connecticut? What's the rush S? Something you did or someone? We're dying to know.

Xoxo Gossip Girl"

Nate's face was priceless. I was like a deer caught in the headlights, but better. "My oh my, what did you do S?" Chuck said to snap Nate out of his trance, but Nate limited to say "you know I still have a little hangover left. See you later?" Chuck nodded.

After that he decided he needed to see Blair ASAP, so he headed himself to the Waldorf penthouse only to be pushed out by a worried Dorota. "Mr. Chuck out! Miss Blair upset" – "That's why I'm here Dorota, I need to see her" – "No, no. She asked to be left alone" – "I don't care, I have to see her!" – "Mr. Chuck!" was the last thing the maid said before an annoyed Chuck started going upstairs and entered Blair's room.

He founded Blair in her bed in a fetal position, crying. He had never seen her like this, without her Queen B façade. She was devastated and he hated it. "Dorota! I said –" and she saw him. When she spoke her voice broke and it was unbearable. Without thinking he rushed to her bed, sat on it and hold her, just hold her.

He heard her cry for what it seemed hours and hours, when she suddenly looked up and said to him with tears in her eyes "She didn't even say goodbye" – "I know but I'm still here" – "I know".


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