When I Come Around – Green Day
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Personal Log:
I could practically hear him crying out to me. It was ridiculous how obvious it was to me, and no one else seemed to notice.
Everyone thought he was just peachy his solitary life, no need for companionship or anything like that. He was sad, all the time, whether he wanted to admit he had emotions or not. I was tired of watching him sit around, feeling sorry for himself, when everyone thought he was just being his normal, quiet self. It was maddening.
He was searching for that someone, that special person that he could spend the rest (or at least a good portion) of his inhumanly long life with. It was me out on the prowl, but he was the one calling me to him.
I didn't want him to get lonely. I felt like telling him not to cry, so I did. His eyes were always so sad, anytime I looked into them. I couldn't have a member of my crew that way. It chilled me to the bone. There was no time to search the world, to find someone perfect.
So, I decided he'd just have to settle for me. I wanted him for myself, after all. And I am greedy, sometimes.
I know, I don't have the best running reputation. I've heard it all before. I'm a user and a user, and I don't need anyone to accuse me of it again. I know it's true. Or, at least, it was true. I'm not that guy anymore, though. I've grown up. I'm a big kid now. I've got my own starship to prove it, and everything.
After all, Human lives are short and there was no time to search the world around.
I can tell he was thinking about ditching me, soon after we started whatever it is we have. He had no confidence in me, or in himself. I knew it, I could see the sadness, but I just wanted that sadness to go away, at whatever cost. He knew that that you can't force something if it's just not right. He tried to make me believe that, for a while. But I told him to think about that hatred, and told him that if he had any doubt in that, it might just mean it wasn't really there.
He knows where to find me, when he finally comes around.
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A/N: I know, this is kindda weird, but eh -shrugs- I like the idea, and it's definitely a challenge to try and fashion something K/S around random songs. Though, chapter three's song fits perfectly. I've said multiple times to my friends "This is Spock's theme song!!!!" about chapter 3. lol
So, anyway, please review and tell me if it's a stupid idea and it's horrible, or if it's at least a little interesting.
